Monday, April 26, 2004

yoz!!!!!!!!me back liao!!!!

hi.....me finallly back from exam hibernation!!!!!!!whew!!!finallly my exam over liao!!!!so sorry that i couldnt get to here on time coz my laptop crashed again......there goes my project and others stuff!!!! i hate to lose my precious drafts.....haiuz....i am free so feel free to coll me out and got any lobang mus find me ok????i have not decide on how to spend my hols so do gif me some ideas!!!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Aragorn and Arwen
Your ideal Middle-Earth parents are Aragorn and
Arwen! They are the king and queen of Gondor,
which makes you a prince or princess. Not too
shabby, huh? Youll get to take over the
kingdom someday. Look at you, all
heir-to-the-throne-y! Oh, did I mention that
you are gorgeous? Your Middle-Earth mama is
practically a supermodel, while your
Middle-Earth dad managed to turn heads at
eighty-seven years old. Youve hit the genetic
lottery, my friend! Your last name is
Telcontar and you live in the city of Minas
Tirith.

Your Middle-Earth mama is Arwen Undomiel. She is
an elf but gave up her immortality to be with
your dad. If you do something bad she will
probably lower her head in sorrow and shed a
tear or two, which, although it may not be her
intention, is major guilt tripping. Through
Arwen you are related to Elrond and Celebrian
(your grandfather and grandmother) and Celeborn
and Galadriel (your great-grandparents). She
is also a link to your uncles Elladan and
Elrohir, who spoil you rotten.

Your Middle-Earth dad is Aragorn. Since he became
king he has been going by King Elessar, but he
has a lot of other names too. He is an amazing
warrior and will teach you everything he knows.
Some dads play football with their kids - your
dad gave you your first sword at the age of
three! Aragorn is the disciplinarian, and
since your grandfather Elrond raised him he is
very stern when necessary. Just behave
yourself and you should be fine.

I hope you liked my quiz. Please rate it, okay?


Which Lord of the Rings couple would be your dream parents? Pictures and longish answers.
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Wat kind of gf i am?

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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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Wat kind of angel am I?

Accepting Angel...you take it the way it happens.
If your dreams point you one way, you take it,
without worrying about anything. You don't
wonder what could've happened had you taken the
right path when you took the left. This can get
you far, but be careful! It could just as well
block your way. Don't be too accepting of
people you don't like...trust your instincts as
well as you trust your dreams.


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Wat kind of friend am i?

SUPER-SUPPORTIVE: You're an amazing friend to have!
No one messes with your buds when you're
around. Go girl! But rememeber one thing: Don't
get your feeling hurt when friends are not
always willing to make the same sacrifices!
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course, but i'd apreciate it so much if you
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puppylove
You are puppy love. You are very shy and awkward
when it comes to relationships. You need a lot
of time before you make decisions and you are
very afraid of being hurt. People like you
because you are nice and always there to listen
when they need you. Your crushes may overlook
you because you are so shy and never come off
as anything more than a nice kid. You probably
had your heart broken at least once, but you
haven't given up yet. Hang in there, you'll
grow out of you're awkwardness and shyness and
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Very sinful hor

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!

Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo | High
Level 2 | Low
Level 3 | High
Level 4 | Very Low
Level 5 | Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very Low
Level 7 | Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Very Low

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Saturday, March 27, 2004

more on my personality

Enneagram Test Results

The Enneagram is a personality system which divides the entire human personality into nine behavioral tendencies, this is your score on each...

Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 55%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||| 58%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||||||||||||| 68%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||| 57%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 48%

type score type behavior motivation
3 48 I must be impressive and attractive to get what I want.
8 44 I must be strong and in control to get what I want.
4 43 I must be insecure and/or special to get what I want.
5 43 I must be knowledgable and independent to get what I want.
7 43 I must be energetic and entertaining to get what I want.
2 41 I must be helpful and caring to get what I want.
6 40 I must be secure and safe to get what I want.
1 39 I must be perfect and good to get what I want.
9 34 I must be peaceful and easy to get along with to get what I want.


Your conscious personality is Type 3w4

Your unconscious personality is Type 4w5


Your results on all types are calculated into two mean scores. Your Vmean is 3.06 and your Hmean is 4.94. Plotting them on the Enneagram map determines your overall unconscious personality type which is 4w5. (To learn more about the rational/formula behind this test click here.)


above 3 Vmean below 3 Vmean
intellectual
withdrawn
idealistic
alert
progressive
non traditional
future oriented
instinctual
attached
practical
settled
conservative
traditional
past oriented


sub 5 Hmean above 5 Hmean
congenial
solicitous
receptive
submissive
acceptance seeking
sensitive
socialistic coercive
antagonistic
assertive
domineering
pleasure seeking
insensitive
materialistic



The Enneagram is a system which divides all human behavior into nine personality divisions. Your conscious type (main type) is whichever of those nine behaviors you use most, in your case Type 3w4. Your unconscious type (mean type), Type 4w5, is who you are unconsciously, based on the sum influence of all nine behaviors.

Most Enneagram books and tests focus on main type and use an additional "variant" classification (instead of mean type) to account for the influence of all nine behavior types. This is the same thing as mean typing, except instead of 9 delineations, there are only three. Based on your test results your variant is Self Preservational. So when reading other Enneagram books or websites refer to the Type 3w4, Self Preservational variant descriptions.

1,2,3 behaviors are attention/acceptance seeking behaviors (social security). 7,8,9 behaviors are pleasure seeking behaviors (physical security). 4,5,6 are knowledge seeking behaviors (intellectual security). However, type 4 behavior is about seeking the knowledge of how to get attention and type 6 behavior is about seeking the knowledge of how to get pleasure. Now, no test or test taker is perfect but if your score is accurate then your results reflect two things. Who you try to be consciously (Type 3w4) and who you are unconciously (Type 4w5). Each of those reflects an orientation towards acceptance (1-3), pleasure (7-9), or knowledge (4-6). Only Type 5 is directly focused on gaining knowledge, all other types (main or mean) have some level of bias towards prioritizing acceptance or pleasure. At the heart of acceptance seeking behaviors is the belief that if I am attractive in some way, I will be taken care of. This results in superficial development. The problem with a pleasure bias is that it makes you more likely to be selfish and destructive because your short term pleasure is all you are tuned in on. You don't notice or care about the displeasure you might cause others or the long term pain you might be setting yourself up for. Acceptance and pleasure seeking behaviors keep people dependent. Knowledge seeking behaviors are about increasing independence, learning new and better ways to survive in life without conforming or taking advantage of others.
main type / mean type motivations
1 - perfectionism to attract love
2 - helpfulness to attract love
3 - achievement to attract love
4 - insecurity to attract love
5w4 - knowledge to attract freedom
5w6 - knowledge to acquire freedom
6 - security to acquire pleasure
7 - experience/fun to acquire pleasure
8 - control to acquire pleasure
9 - peace to acquire pleasure


main type / mean type examples
5/4 - uses knowledge to show insecurity (brooding writer)
8/2 - uses control to help others (ceo of humanitarian organization)
3/7 - uses achievement to experience more of life (travel magazine journalist)
4/6 - uses insecurity to be more secure (waif fashion model)
1/9 - uses perfectionism to have a more peaceful life (librarian)

More on my personality

Enneagram Test Results

The Enneagram is a personality system which divides the entire human personality into nine behavioral tendencies, this is your score on each...

Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 55%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||| 58%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||||||||||||| 68%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||| 57%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 48%

type score type behavior motivation
3 48 I must be impressive and attractive to get what I want.
8 44 I must be strong and in control to get what I want.
4 43 I must be insecure and/or special to get what I want.
5 43 I must be knowledgable and independent to get what I want.
7 43 I must be energetic and entertaining to get what I want.
2 41 I must be helpful and caring to get what I want.
6 40 I must be secure and safe to get what I want.
1 39 I must be perfect and good to get what I want.
9 34 I must be peaceful and easy to get along with to get what I want.


Your conscious personality is Type 3w4

Your unconscious personality is Type 4w5


Your results on all types are calculated into two mean scores. Your Vmean is 3.06 and your Hmean is 4.94. Plotting them on the Enneagram map determines your overall unconscious personality type which is 4w5. (To learn more about the rational/formula behind this test click here.)


above 3 Vmean below 3 Vmean
intellectual
withdrawn
idealistic
alert
progressive
non traditional
future oriented
instinctual
attached
practical
settled
conservative
traditional
past oriented


sub 5 Hmean above 5 Hmean
congenial
solicitous
receptive
submissive
acceptance seeking
sensitive
socialistic coercive
antagonistic
assertive
domineering
pleasure seeking
insensitive
materialistic



The Enneagram is a system which divides all human behavior into nine personality divisions. Your conscious type (main type) is whichever of those nine behaviors you use most, in your case Type 3w4. Your unconscious type (mean type), Type 4w5, is who you are unconsciously, based on the sum influence of all nine behaviors.

Most Enneagram books and tests focus on main type and use an additional "variant" classification (instead of mean type) to account for the influence of all nine behavior types. This is the same thing as mean typing, except instead of 9 delineations, there are only three. Based on your test results your variant is Self Preservational. So when reading other Enneagram books or websites refer to the Type 3w4, Self Preservational variant descriptions.

1,2,3 behaviors are attention/acceptance seeking behaviors (social security). 7,8,9 behaviors are pleasure seeking behaviors (physical security). 4,5,6 are knowledge seeking behaviors (intellectual security). However, type 4 behavior is about seeking the knowledge of how to get attention and type 6 behavior is about seeking the knowledge of how to get pleasure. Now, no test or test taker is perfect but if your score is accurate then your results reflect two things. Who you try to be consciously (Type 3w4) and who you are unconciously (Type 4w5). Each of those reflects an orientation towards acceptance (1-3), pleasure (7-9), or knowledge (4-6). Only Type 5 is directly focused on gaining knowledge, all other types (main or mean) have some level of bias towards prioritizing acceptance or pleasure. At the heart of acceptance seeking behaviors is the belief that if I am attractive in some way, I will be taken care of. This results in superficial development. The problem with a pleasure bias is that it makes you more likely to be selfish and destructive because your short term pleasure is all you are tuned in on. You don't notice or care about the displeasure you might cause others or the long term pain you might be setting yourself up for. Acceptance and pleasure seeking behaviors keep people dependent. Knowledge seeking behaviors are about increasing independence, learning new and better ways to survive in life without conforming or taking advantage of others.
main type / mean type motivations
1 - perfectionism to attract love
2 - helpfulness to attract love
3 - achievement to attract love
4 - insecurity to attract love
5w4 - knowledge to attract freedom
5w6 - knowledge to acquire freedom
6 - security to acquire pleasure
7 - experience/fun to acquire pleasure
8 - control to acquire pleasure
9 - peace to acquire pleasure


main type / mean type examples
5/4 - uses knowledge to show insecurity (brooding writer)
8/2 - uses control to help others (ceo of humanitarian organization)
3/7 - uses achievement to experience more of life (travel magazine journalist)
4/6 - uses insecurity to be more secure (waif fashion model)
1/9 - uses perfectionism to have a more peaceful life (librarian)

A more detail version of my personality

Enneagram Test Results

The Enneagram is a personality system which divides the entire human personality into nine behavioral tendencies, this is your score on each...

Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 55%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||| 58%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||||||||||||| 68%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||| 57%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 48%

type score type behavior motivation
3 48 I must be impressive and attractive to get what I want.
8 44 I must be strong and in control to get what I want.
4 43 I must be insecure and/or special to get what I want.
5 43 I must be knowledgable and independent to get what I want.
7 43 I must be energetic and entertaining to get what I want.
2 41 I must be helpful and caring to get what I want.
6 40 I must be secure and safe to get what I want.
1 39 I must be perfect and good to get what I want.
9 34 I must be peaceful and easy to get along with to get what I want.


Your conscious personality is Type 3w4

Your unconscious personality is Type 4w5


Your results on all types are calculated into two mean scores. Your Vmean is 3.06 and your Hmean is 4.94. Plotting them on the Enneagram map determines your overall unconscious personality type which is 4w5. (To learn more about the rational/formula behind this test click here.)


above 3 Vmean below 3 Vmean
intellectual
withdrawn
idealistic
alert
progressive
non traditional
future oriented
instinctual
attached
practical
settled
conservative
traditional
past oriented


sub 5 Hmean above 5 Hmean
congenial
solicitous
receptive
submissive
acceptance seeking
sensitive
socialistic coercive
antagonistic
assertive
domineering
pleasure seeking
insensitive
materialistic



The Enneagram is a system which divides all human behavior into nine personality divisions. Your conscious type (main type) is whichever of those nine behaviors you use most, in your case Type 3w4. Your unconscious type (mean type), Type 4w5, is who you are unconsciously, based on the sum influence of all nine behaviors.

Most Enneagram books and tests focus on main type and use an additional "variant" classification (instead of mean type) to account for the influence of all nine behavior types. This is the same thing as mean typing, except instead of 9 delineations, there are only three. Based on your test results your variant is Self Preservational. So when reading other Enneagram books or websites refer to the Type 3w4, Self Preservational variant descriptions.

1,2,3 behaviors are attention/acceptance seeking behaviors (social security). 7,8,9 behaviors are pleasure seeking behaviors (physical security). 4,5,6 are knowledge seeking behaviors (intellectual security). However, type 4 behavior is about seeking the knowledge of how to get attention and type 6 behavior is about seeking the knowledge of how to get pleasure. Now, no test or test taker is perfect but if your score is accurate then your results reflect two things. Who you try to be consciously (Type 3w4) and who you are unconciously (Type 4w5). Each of those reflects an orientation towards acceptance (1-3), pleasure (7-9), or knowledge (4-6). Only Type 5 is directly focused on gaining knowledge, all other types (main or mean) have some level of bias towards prioritizing acceptance or pleasure. At the heart of acceptance seeking behaviors is the belief that if I am attractive in some way, I will be taken care of. This results in superficial development. The problem with a pleasure bias is that it makes you more likely to be selfish and destructive because your short term pleasure is all you are tuned in on. You don't notice or care about the displeasure you might cause others or the long term pain you might be setting yourself up for. Acceptance and pleasure seeking behaviors keep people dependent. Knowledge seeking behaviors are about increasing independence, learning new and better ways to survive in life without conforming or taking advantage of others.
main type / mean type motivations
1 - perfectionism to attract love
2 - helpfulness to attract love
3 - achievement to attract love
4 - insecurity to attract love
5w4 - knowledge to attract freedom
5w6 - knowledge to acquire freedom
6 - security to acquire pleasure
7 - experience/fun to acquire pleasure
8 - control to acquire pleasure
9 - peace to acquire pleasure


main type / mean type examples
5/4 - uses knowledge to show insecurity (brooding writer)
8/2 - uses control to help others (ceo of humanitarian organization)
3/7 - uses achievement to experience more of life (travel magazine journalist)
4/6 - uses insecurity to be more secure (waif fashion model)
1/9 - uses perfectionism to have a more peaceful life (librarian)



wat's ur personality like?

INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.
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Myers Briggs Test Results


Introverted (I) 62.5% Extroverted (E) 37.5%
Intuitive (N) 51.35% Sensing (S) 48.65%
Feeling (F) 60% Thinking (T) 40%
Perceiving (P) 58.97% Judging (J) 41.03%
Your type is: INFP


INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.

Enneagram Test Results

The Enneagram is a personality system which divides the entire human personality into nine behavioral tendencies, this is your score on each...

Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||| 43%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 46%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 3w4
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 1w2
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type score type behavior motivation
3 24 I must be impressive and attractive to get what I want.
8 21 I must be strong and in control to get what I want.
6 20 I must be secure and safe to get what I want.
7 20 I must be energetic and entertaining to get what I want.


Wat kinda GF are u?

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You're a Good GF!
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Friday, March 12, 2004

Rain...

Trickling down every leaves and rooftops,
making a whole series of waves on the bus window,
big swift waves swept away by slow meadering splash,
small droplets accumulating to become one.
i press my cheeks against the window,
trying to feel the wave on my skin,
with dim streetlamps ,
allowing the wave patterns on my cheeks,
simply adoring the feel and idea of it,

(haven finish)

Monday

damn suay sia....i was hurrying to mit my frenz for project and i left my umberella in the seminar rm and i onli realise it when it is about 130pm..i end my class at 12pm...then w/o 2nd thots,i rush to the seminar room....cant leave w/o it coz it is raining heavily...when i reach i realise that there is a class and i had to wait till 2pm..sadly i went back to find my frenz wic is a distance away from the seminar room. haiz....so ma fan..end up i cant leave early liao...

Yesterday.....

I damn sauy yday coz the moment i open a door i saw Angela opening the other door. I turned my head to hte other direction instantly.I dun tnk i can take it if she and i dun greet each other...i stll c her n the area and in comp lab..been seeing her alot lately...does that mean that i cant hide from her or she dun want to hide from me liao?still feeling a bit sore of the 8yrs put in after all i am a ordinary human being and 8yrs is a large part of my life...still got suan by wat i put in over the yrs by my parents....i duno wat to say....those sorrows and hurt could onli be seen deep in my heart...

Haiz....tou lan in tutorial!!!!

now i am feeling extremely bored so here i am checking some mail and writitng some stuff...pple are presenting her best wbsite while i am seated here in the comfort of aircon and typing away..hehehe..i am trying to improvise some lyrics of my song but dun put in high hopes like those of eugene and chengzhen...me not so talented coz diff format from wat i normally done..now burying in project juz finish a storyboard for my website..so can relax a bit..but damn i got chinese translation term project due next tues. my A/P juz told us on this week's tues..expect us to be saints ah....wah kau.....damn.....

Saturday, March 06, 2004

Fri

While i was having class, i mit Angela's frenz who ask me if she change her hp no. coz the fren cldnt contact her....i was stun for awhile....i din koe wat the replyi juz say i din contact her for a long time so din koe....i feel so shocked...y ?? She severe ties wif me liao...y muz i withstand this.....feel like screaming at the frenz in the middle of the lecture...but i cant..i had to be responsible to myself.....cant be that wilful.....then after sch...saw her ex-bf who in the same lecture......was trying to get up a internal bus...since lotsa pple at front door so i took shortcut try backdoor....but uncle damn bad...close the back door..so i had to try front door...that ex-bf in the lead to go up the bus...i say to my frenz i change for good"gai xie gui zheng" take the front door....then i tnk he heard me..he turn round and smile at me....like laughing at me joke like that.....kau...u koe y he laugh at me? coz last time i oso take the back door and got a seat while he had to stand.........he can recognise me ah????

Thurs

in the morning...i got to rush to spca in mt vernon road..near maris stella high...but i alwz take cab to there so i duno where to alight when i take bus....i actually lost my way...i alight 5stops earlier...so i was complaining to my frenz.....then i reach couldnt find the main entrance to it....wat a way to start my day...sweating then..then nid to rush to sch coz my fren had lesson at 10am while i had mine at 11am...we take cab lor...but the project proposal receive a warm welcome fromthe person i/c...hehehehe...while waiting for the same frenz to go for lunch outside computer lab...Angela went pass me w/o day hi...giess it is really gone lor...so much for 8yrs..huh???she change a lor..she tie her hair half way from her eyes and let the rest down...not much strong perfume liao.....she wore black shirt then....so sad....

Wed....Sumthing Gonna Give

i forget if the name of the movie is like that.....but i like the show....i dun believe in ald age w/o partner and marriage at late even old age is a sin...loneliness is a terrible thing though it may seem hip in youth.....my i tnk i cant stand "old-young" marriage....dun tnk they will last and it seem disgusting.....i am late for it as usual so i tnk Val's extreme mad at me....haiz.....seems like my que dian duo duo

Tues

hmmmm...the bz day if my sem and the loneliest day...no 1 to have lunch and have to zap notes and wait till 4pm from12pm to go for class.....yeah..so lost in the huge lib and cold some more....then take bus to the Lee kong Chian museum for chinese tutorial...on way home, my classmate step on my slippers and my slippers snapped...have to hobble a long way to buy shoes .....sob sob.....she still dare to laugh all the way there........till we part....