You're a curious baby, and proud of it. Anything
that you haven't seen or heard of before
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Mum fall sick today...i cant hug my life-sized doll.....very sad leh.....then she want to go out c doc b4 i went sch so i was a bit unwilling lah....heng the big rain came...and so i get toi set off wif her...me dun1 to b alone in house.....hehehe...she jokingly say i pray to god silently for the rain...i proetest that i din...hahaha.....anyway...i go wif her to the doc and wait for awhile b4 i set off to shc...hehehhe....she say u like that oso happy.....of course lah....me shuan lor....
As those who know me...i can b realli daft sometimes and completely off track....today....Whoa...Dr Shim gave back the test results and i din like the grade on it sia.....dammit.....then we went on to the tutorial questions...pplea re exchanging words so fast that i had a hard time catching up and writing it down than to speak up..so Dr Shim gave me the "concerned" look on his face sia....haiz.....wat to do? I slow in processing data mah..by the time i want to speak up..the discussion gone liao....haiz.....me nid to be in combat mode then can think quick or prepare thoroughly......haiz...poor me suffer in silence...really hate myself sumtimes...for being slow.....
Haiz...today ah..i woke up late for the project miting. haiz...bo bian..i too long nvr sleep past 6am liao....a bit greedy for it...luckily we get sum substance out of it sia
The translation tutorial is on Chinese to English today.....my biggest nightmare lor..i cant do as well as i do the other way round and i think i can sense the tutor's disappointment lor...haiz...muzt practice!!!!
Then it is happy hour after the tutorial. Mit Val for the movie "13 going 30" and we have a quick lunch at KFC....hehehe....
I accidentally touch a man's hairy legs in the cinema as i stretched my hands backwards. Oops.....then the film actually made me veri emotional...it actually confirm my nightmare. Being at 30 realli accomplished nothing is terrible and getting to know u are the most horrid person is even worse....Retain 13's mentality at 30 is even worst...i think i am afraid about it....me have the baby face lor...wonder if my personality still remain the same....i would realli hate myself then......haiz....i cried when i saw how sorry Jennifer Garner's character was.....though my net fren actually say she destroy her image...hehehe..i think personally, if it is a breakthrough in the bottleneck of 1's acting career, i dun mind making myself ugly...hehehe....
then we went to the salon so that Val can cut hair...the ladies at salon damn funny and loud sia....three women can make up a big market....imagine 5 of them excluding us...horrendous.....then the ladies kip telling Val wat to tell her ma...blah blah.....my eardrum broke
"The amazing race" is getting more and more exciting....hahaha....realli enjoyed the blacken faces and the internal strife between Colin and Christie.....hahaha.....but i think it may b a miscalculation on chip and kim's part...coz now Colin and Christie at loggerheads at them..so their anger is aim directly on them...they din know that the rest support the decision of chip and kim....getting tough on the finale...hahaha...looking foreward to it....
Strez sia...i have a test in the last lecture of my class..i am wondering id i will get a headache by then as i alwz did...hehehe....
i feel so inadquate as if i din prepare it thoroughly..it is ture, i am not bluffing...i din read thru the text and there is no way i can do it....
Tried to get a seat in the canteen and saw my tutor wic his gf sitting infront of us...i was shocked...his gf was a gal of same batch n i took 3 classes wif her this same....such a coincidence..then i went to the LT14 to study for my test...it was freezing...i nearly went into hibernation.
my translation lecture is a surprise. some teachers fren of my lecturer came in to create havoc...b4 i know i was dancing to "the dancing queen" of abba.....haiz...provide the much nided warmth i nid against the cold LT14...as if electricity dun nid $$$$$
surprisingly, i din get headache but vertigo as the table and chairs was leaning to the front...feels blood flows to my head and very hot on my forehead....very uncomfy...the lecture is a stickler for details...mini maini details also part of the questions...haiz.....
me go hm at 7pm ad the lang lab practice took longer than i expected...sian ah...
hahaha....today, i onli have 2hr lecture and for the rest of the day, i am free....hehehe.....i cash out of sch very early and i am the onli person left on bus 95 hehehe...the bus came rather quickly far too quickly than i expect of them...so they whisked me off to Orchard in the quickest time i ever imagined. I reach in front of ngee ann city in less than an hr roughly 30-45mins...hehhehe
I am supposed to mit Val as she want to buy a jacket and require my opinion...so i took my time to walk to Mac, withdraw some$$$ and walk to Mac bought a cup of coffee and chill out, reading notes while i wait for her..she still having vreakfast then last time i sms her from bus...hehehe...then we have some tea...Mac's breakfast b4 we moved off...it is not even 11am yet...hehehe....
We go HMV to look look lor....and finally Val settle on the jacket she at 1st like but her friend like the other one...hehehe..i duno like it sia n dun think it is nice...anyway....she wore skirt today n the skirt wic i implored her togther wif min to buy it....hehhehe..her ma say very nice skirt....hahaha....for once, my eyesight not bad ah....
Wah....I veri nervous today coz i am having my debate then...1st one in the whole sch life in NUS. I start sch very late today..hehehe.....
turn our my script too long and i had to cut short...hehehe...but my rebuttal was good i guess...but HOWEVER,I forget that my bloody cutthroat character would show in this kind of verbal exchanges like I lust for blood for very long time...I nearly tear any1 into bits and pieces...i guess i couldnt control it as words juz blurt out of me....hehehe....my rebuttal was very very firm and i was very intent on finding other pple's faults so that i can attack....very pressurizing to others i guess
then the tutor say it is ok to get bitchy and stuff coz that's the way things are in debate
But i guess he contradict himself coz earlier on he say relaz and treat it like a discussion session. Wondering if his use of bitchy means me? hehehe....guess i think me is the type of bitchy gal afterall...sia....actually i am amazed by the frame of mind when i am in a debate...i duno the meaning of control and courtesy. Guess i alwz overlook this aspect of my personality that's y pple are amazed that how come this gal who dun alwz speak up suddenly become so power and intenze. my mum say i have alwz been like that since young...duno y bring up in such a calm n peaceful environment i can get such serious flaw sia....hahaha....i duno either...
i guess i had a headache when i came to group work too indecisive and watever makes me dying....having headache sia....and wat worse, i met wif a sex addict on irc who is so intent on bedding me....wah kau...wat kinda of world coming these days...
hahaha...This is the shortest day of the week hehe....i ended the class quite early and in the last tutorial of the day, which is the translation and interpretation classes, my tutor asked for my name at the end of the day. Duno good or bad, because, I am the weirdo in the class. Everyone gets the facts correct but the grammar and syntax wrongwhile doing translation from english to chinese...I got the facts wrong but with the correct tone of voice...hahahah...i think he trying to mark me down coz i think i fare not good in class sia...haiz.....
As usual, my tues did start off realli well...i slept late as usual and brought me a tremendous headache at the end of the day.
Where ever i sit in the LT, I will alwz get to c this ex-fren's ex...veri sian sia...not that i not like him in terms of his work or watever,i juz took an instant dislike at him which i duno y. I thot I was my luck n fate to c him wif such regularity...but as Val pointed out later, it is coincidence since we in same sch same fac same dept and I dislike him coz he and i shared a similar experience that i was reminded of it whenever i see him. He is not a bad guy as i know, i juz couldnt figure out what i dun like about him. Mayb Val is right.
Then the last lecture of the day was to watch movie!!! It is an Italian film called "Cinema Paradiso". Duno if u all heard about it, but i think i took and instant liking to the film. It is set in a small rural town where a young boy, Toto developed an unusual friendship with a middle-aged movie machine operator, Afrendo. Afrendo taught Toto how to operate on the machine as the young boy was so interested in the machine and movie house which was situated in the centre of the town. However, a fire destroyed the movie house and took away Afrendo's eyesight, though he was dragged to safety by Toto. Then Afrendo told Toto to get away from the dead town after Toto's national svc and a loss of his first love. When Toto, came back rich and famous, Afrendo was dead and the movie house which was the epitome and the heart of the town was tore away to make way for multi-storey carpark. TV is the hype then instead of movies.
Very touching and depressing story that i was so touched and emotional after it...I even miz my lang lab practise to watch the full length. When i walk towards the bustop, I saw ex-fren and later then i realise it was her birthday. I was stunned to c her...i din expect to c anyone after an upheaval of my emotions. i was very very depressed. I was very emotionally uptight and i think i cried on the bus on the way back home. I was thinking about the past. If anything could turn back time, I wouldnt have to go through all these and i will still be a much appire person than the shadowny streak in my character now. I realli hate myself for this but there is no way i can help it...I feel so sad...so sad for myself...y have i come this far?
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