Saturday, March 05, 2005

Pissed off with a guy!

I am very very angry right now. Very Very. Blazing flames surroundidng me. As know, I got to know a lot of guys from the irc. Some of them are psychotic. Some of them are kind, some of them are Sex-depraved and some are juz well...forget it..


This Guy who calls himself Domic Koh is getting on my nerves. I tot it will be juz some casual flirt guy lah..so I went along with him. Turn out he sounds possesive, irritating and over-reaching. He asked me who I am with, wat I do....Ask me if I got miss him, calls me darling, my dear, lastly bibi.....wargh.....then he kip pushing my limit..I have no wish to give him my hp no. I consider it as something personal.


Then he kip asking when I can mit him, give him my hp and even b his gf. I did not feel a sense of security talking to him so how could I give him? I am not nuts or sex-depraved or hua-chi....


He often belittle n feel inferior. That i dun mind coz I think ppl have flaws so being friends should tolerate.But he oftern think that i am laughing at him and his antics. Honestly, I did not. He is feeling insecure not juz me too...Yet he suan me say he is not worthy of my trust. I din not place my trust on him. C'mon, U are the one as well who din trust me!


I tried to laugh my way thru, covering my embarrassment. I am being too protected of myself n yes..I agree to that point. Afterall, I am a girl n I do not wish to fall out with my parents n my family. So sorry to those I have rejected u one way or another. Give me some time to feel comfy with the idea of going out with u.


But u know wat he did? He accuse me of laughing at his expense. he said laugh lah laugh some more...He even accuse me of quarrelling with him several times. I did nothing of sort lor...I tot it is juz tense moments that's all...he kip on blaring at me to laugh.....


THAT'S IT !!!! I had enuff. I tolerated him for so long. I am bz n neglect a lot of pple wic they can understand. Yet he made me make tough choices n bully me into a corner lor. what else does he want me to do? What are his intentions? I had enuff liao so i juz block n delete him. I dun 1 to talk to him anymore. What's the point? I want to be happy when i talk to pple.not getting uoset over it.


I send the message log for Val and Xin to c. Val say I over-reacted, he is juz flirting. Then Cin says that guy is psycho stya away from him...such a diverging comments...I duno wat to say about that guy liao...haiz...

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