Yesterday, I went out with my sisters, Val and Cowsy. I had some troubles that weighed heavily on my heart. Some questions that I have no answers. I tot of the things that have been happening and changing. I wondered to myself why people have to make changes that they dun wished to?
Then we went to find some clothes for Val and some trinkets for other 2 sisters. Thier birthdays coming. hehehe....
The answers finally dawned on me. People may make changes to themselves becoz of others and surrounding. Even if you dun like the change, people and environment will force it upon you that leaves you no choice but to submit. A horrible and unsatisfying conclusion that I've drawn, nonetheless too realistic.
These changes as I found out include, perception of weight and body shape, body hairs and so on.
Back to today, I had a rough day with making pau. yeah the chinese "meat bun". My mum think that my culinary skills too limited so decide to "punish" me for it....
My guinea pig aka my brot that egotistical tester, kip on rejecting my stuff, complaining here and there. I was rather pek chek by it lor. So I vent all my anger into the dough. Hahahaa...It works better this time, edible lah..but still lack in sumthing that I haven figure it out...lah..
Dad is rather supportive. He kips sum for tml's breakfast. hehehehe....
Dun worry, sisters. I will come up with sumthing better...hehehehe...potential guinea pigs...
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