Losing control

I think I am losing my ability to self-control. My grades are really falling and I seem to slip into the coma of oblivion.
Die lah, If I continue to do it this way.
I am breaking into cold sweat again.
I find that I am not that combative and aggressive anymore.
I desperately need to recharge bith my mind and body.
Somehow, I could find a way out.
I start to feel pessimistic about myself and doubt about my ability again.
I need to change.
I know I need to.
I am taking things too easy and I need to start using my brains again.
haiz...
I am feeling all hot and bothered now.
Why??
Haiz...
I need to buck up man!!!