Thursday, April 03, 2008

Abuse or Selfish

Sometimes I am very tired.

I wish to find an isolated isle and just relax there. Hire a messeue to follow me along. Miss all the pampering that I used to get.

Or at least when life wasnt so stress in the past, luxurious things like massaging wouldnt come to mind.

Thought of sharing this with my friends, soon I came to realise this wasnt ideal. Everyone has his or her own schedule. When you please this one, you miss the other. In the end, everything came to nothing.

Who is the sad one? You and you only.

Not to say that one is selfish, but sometimes things are like that. You need to make a stand otherwise you will be abusing yourself to please others. Who is to suffer? You!

I am so tired that I couldnt care more. If I cant take care of myself, how can I take care of others? I will be a burden to them.

Even if you say that I am selfish, that's ok, coz I am really sad, tired and numbed.

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