Friday, September 17, 2004

Wat kinda of bear am I?

Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!


me, Jasmine, u gonna b crazy!!

Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Jasmine
Huge house, tiger, flying carpet, the heart of a man. What more could a girl ask for?

Wat my Birth month says!!

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin

Wat kinda of character are u?

Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"

Your Scary
Your probably goth (good for you). But this also makes most of the things you say creepy to others. Your probably trying to be mean but your slighty twisted so you end up scaring people. But who cares they still go away which is what you wanted. Try creeping people out by saying...." IT is fun and games untilsomeone gets sacrificed to SATAN!"

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Dun b hard on me!!!

Mum fall sick today...i cant hug my life-sized doll.....very sad leh.....then she want to go out c doc b4 i went sch so i was a bit unwilling lah....heng the big rain came...and so i get toi set off wif her...me dun1 to b alone in house.....hehehe...she jokingly say i pray to god silently for the rain...i proetest that i din...hahaha.....anyway...i go wif her to the doc and wait for awhile b4 i set off to shc...hehehhe....she say u like that oso happy.....of course lah....me shuan lor....


As those who know me...i can b realli daft sometimes and completely off track....today....Whoa...Dr Shim gave back the test results and i din like the grade on it sia.....dammit.....then we went on to the tutorial questions...pplea re exchanging words so fast that i had a hard time catching up and writing it down than to speak up..so Dr Shim gave me the "concerned" look on his face sia....haiz.....wat to do? I slow in processing data mah..by the time i want to speak up..the discussion gone liao....haiz.....me nid to be in combat mode then can think quick or prepare thoroughly......haiz...poor me suffer in silence...really hate myself sumtimes...for being slow.....

Strezful and Meaningful

Haiz...today ah..i woke up late for the project miting. haiz...bo bian..i too long nvr sleep past 6am liao....a bit greedy for it...luckily we get sum substance out of it sia


The translation tutorial is on Chinese to English today.....my biggest nightmare lor..i cant do as well as i do the other way round and i think i can sense the tutor's disappointment lor...haiz...muzt practice!!!!


Then it is happy hour after the tutorial. Mit Val for the movie "13 going 30" and we have a quick lunch at KFC....hehehe....


I accidentally touch a man's hairy legs in the cinema as i stretched my hands backwards. Oops.....then the film actually made me veri emotional...it actually confirm my nightmare. Being at 30 realli accomplished nothing is terrible and getting to know u are the most horrid person is even worse....Retain 13's mentality at 30 is even worst...i think i am afraid about it....me have the baby face lor...wonder if my personality still remain the same....i would realli hate myself then......haiz....i cried when i saw how sorry Jennifer Garner's character was.....though my net fren actually say she destroy her image...hehehe..i think personally, if it is a breakthrough in the bottleneck of 1's acting career, i dun mind making myself ugly...hehehe....


then we went to the salon so that Val can cut hair...the ladies at salon damn funny and loud sia....three women can make up a big market....imagine 5 of them excluding us...horrendous.....then the ladies kip telling Val wat to tell her ma...blah blah.....my eardrum broke


"The amazing race" is getting more and more exciting....hahaha....realli enjoyed the blacken faces and the internal strife between Colin and Christie.....hahaha.....but i think it may b a miscalculation on chip and kim's part...coz now Colin and Christie at loggerheads at them..so their anger is aim directly on them...they din know that the rest support the decision of chip and kim....getting tough on the finale...hahaha...looking foreward to it....

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

TEsts tuesday!

Strez sia...i have a test in the last lecture of my class..i am wondering id i will get a headache by then as i alwz did...hehehe....


i feel so inadquate as if i din prepare it thoroughly..it is ture, i am not bluffing...i din read thru the text and there is no way i can do it....


Tried to get a seat in the canteen and saw my tutor wic his gf sitting infront of us...i was shocked...his gf was a gal of same batch n i took 3 classes wif her this same....such a coincidence..then i went to the LT14 to study for my test...it was freezing...i nearly went into hibernation.


my translation lecture is a surprise. some teachers fren of my lecturer came in to create havoc...b4 i know i was dancing to "the dancing queen" of abba.....haiz...provide the much nided warmth i nid against the cold LT14...as if electricity dun nid $$$$$


surprisingly, i din get headache but vertigo as the table and chairs was leaning to the front...feels blood flows to my head and very hot on my forehead....very uncomfy...the lecture is a stickler for details...mini maini details also part of the questions...haiz.....


me go hm at 7pm ad the lang lab practice took longer than i expected...sian ah...

Friday, September 10, 2004

Happy Friday!

hahaha....today, i onli have 2hr lecture and for the rest of the day, i am free....hehehe.....i cash out of sch very early and i am the onli person left on bus 95 hehehe...the bus came rather quickly far too quickly than i expect of them...so they whisked me off to Orchard in the quickest time i ever imagined. I reach in front of ngee ann city in less than an hr roughly 30-45mins...hehhehe


I am supposed to mit Val as she want to buy a jacket and require my opinion...so i took my time to walk to Mac, withdraw some$$$ and walk to Mac bought a cup of coffee and chill out, reading notes while i wait for her..she still having vreakfast then last time i sms her from bus...hehehe...then we have some tea...Mac's breakfast b4 we moved off...it is not even 11am yet...hehehe....


We go HMV to look look lor....and finally Val settle on the jacket she at 1st like but her friend like the other one...hehehe..i duno like it sia n dun think it is nice...anyway....she wore skirt today n the skirt wic i implored her togther wif min to buy it....hehhehe..her ma say very nice skirt....hahaha....for once, my eyesight not bad ah....

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Debate Thursday!

Wah....I veri nervous today coz i am having my debate then...1st one in the whole sch life in NUS. I start sch very late today..hehehe.....


turn our my script too long and i had to cut short...hehehe...but my rebuttal was good i guess...but HOWEVER,I forget that my bloody cutthroat character would show in this kind of verbal exchanges like I lust for blood for very long time...I nearly tear any1 into bits and pieces...i guess i couldnt control it as words juz blurt out of me....hehehe....my rebuttal was very very firm and i was very intent on finding other pple's faults so that i can attack....very pressurizing to others i guess


then the tutor say it is ok to get bitchy and stuff coz that's the way things are in debate


But i guess he contradict himself coz earlier on he say relaz and treat it like a discussion session. Wondering if his use of bitchy means me? hehehe....guess i think me is the type of bitchy gal afterall...sia....actually i am amazed by the frame of mind when i am in a debate...i duno the meaning of control and courtesy. Guess i alwz overlook this aspect of my personality that's y pple are amazed that how come this gal who dun alwz speak up suddenly become so power and intenze. my mum say i have alwz been like that since young...duno y bring up in such a calm n peaceful environment i can get such serious flaw sia....hahaha....i duno either...


i guess i had a headache when i came to group work too indecisive and watever makes me dying....having headache sia....and wat worse, i met wif a sex addict on irc who is so intent on bedding me....wah kau...wat kinda of world coming these days...

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Happy Wednesday!

hahaha...This is the shortest day of the week hehe....i ended the class quite early and in the last tutorial of the day, which is the translation and interpretation classes, my tutor asked for my name at the end of the day. Duno good or bad, because, I am the weirdo in the class. Everyone gets the facts correct but the grammar and syntax wrongwhile doing translation from english to chinese...I got the facts wrong but with the correct tone of voice...hahahah...i think he trying to mark me down coz i think i fare not good in class sia...haiz.....

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Strezful tues!

As usual, my tues did start off realli well...i slept late as usual and brought me a tremendous headache at the end of the day.


Where ever i sit in the LT, I will alwz get to c this ex-fren's ex...veri sian sia...not that i not like him in terms of his work or watever,i juz took an instant dislike at him which i duno y. I thot I was my luck n fate to c him wif such regularity...but as Val pointed out later, it is coincidence since we in same sch same fac same dept and I dislike him coz he and i shared a similar experience that i was reminded of it whenever i see him. He is not a bad guy as i know, i juz couldnt figure out what i dun like about him. Mayb Val is right.


Then the last lecture of the day was to watch movie!!! It is an Italian film called "Cinema Paradiso". Duno if u all heard about it, but i think i took and instant liking to the film. It is set in a small rural town where a young boy, Toto developed an unusual friendship with a middle-aged movie machine operator, Afrendo. Afrendo taught Toto how to operate on the machine as the young boy was so interested in the machine and movie house which was situated in the centre of the town. However, a fire destroyed the movie house and took away Afrendo's eyesight, though he was dragged to safety by Toto. Then Afrendo told Toto to get away from the dead town after Toto's national svc and a loss of his first love. When Toto, came back rich and famous, Afrendo was dead and the movie house which was the epitome and the heart of the town was tore away to make way for multi-storey carpark. TV is the hype then instead of movies.


Very touching and depressing story that i was so touched and emotional after it...I even miz my lang lab practise to watch the full length. When i walk towards the bustop, I saw ex-fren and later then i realise it was her birthday. I was stunned to c her...i din expect to c anyone after an upheaval of my emotions. i was very very depressed. I was very emotionally uptight and i think i cried on the bus on the way back home. I was thinking about the past. If anything could turn back time, I wouldnt have to go through all these and i will still be a much appire person than the shadowny streak in my character now. I realli hate myself for this but there is no way i can help it...I feel so sad...so sad for myself...y have i come this far?

Sunday, September 05, 2004

fire ah.....

Fire
Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.


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yeah lah.....even idiot knows this!

You are not in love but you are not not in love,you
are trying to find things about the world and
want to find that woderful one but you cant
find what you are looking for.GOOD LUCK and
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characteristic that a guy like in me?


Does this sound like me? u must be kidding?

HASH(0x8c5747c)
Guys just love...how vulnerable you are!


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How to pronouce the name of the ice-cream?



Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!
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WAT? Try too hard.....ok lor..me a bit dorky sia







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You are Tryhard!
You are trying a little to hard. Though you may be barely tolerable, and you may wear the 'in' clothing, you are still a dorkus on the inside. Keep trying! Everyone else loves watching you humiliate yourself! hah! *points and laughs*
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Love style? mayb i am blur!!!




Your Love Style Is...
Confused!
You seem to be a little confused when it comes to the mysteries of love. You know you want love but you are unsure of how to get it. Try to let loose a little more and not worry so much about what other people think. You will master the love game in no time.

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HOw love SMART am I ?




How Love-Smart are you?
Oprah's Prodigy
Oprah would be proud. You know what love is and what you need to do to get it. You show great sensitivity and seem to be able to read those subtle love cues. Ever thought of becoming a talk show host?

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Bored DAy!!


All i try to do today is to catch up with my readings on IF3201...then i kip walking around the house n took the whole morning n noon to finish it.....so tired.....


Anyway, me back to daydreaming sia......like A cinderella story.....so i hunt foe the posters....i not greedy one...i know that 8days or iweekly have it this week.....but i bought the wrong one....so could anyone have a kind heart pass 1 to me? realli appreciate it...hehehe......


like the whole story even if the storyline is very very very old......y do i have to feel this way?hahaha...too boring i guess.....


here is the lyrics of my fave song now....



Artist: Hilary Duff and Haylie Duff Lyrics


Song: Our Lips Are Sealed Lyrics



Can you hear them?


They talk about us.


Telling lies well that's no surprise.


Can you see them, see right through them?


They have no shield no secrets to reveal.


It doesn't matter what they say in the jealous games people play.


Hey, hey, hey.


Our lips are sealed.


There's a weapon which we must use in our defense.


Silence.


Spreading rumors so far from true.


Dragged up from the underworld just like some precious pearl.


It doesn't matter what they say in the jealous games people play.


Hey, hey, hey.


Our lips are sealed.


Pay no mind to what they say,It doesnt matter anyway.


Our lips are sealed.


Hush, my darling.


Don't you cry.


Cryin' Angel.


Forget their lies.


Can you hear them?


They talk about us.


Telling lies well that's no surprise.


Can you see them, see right through them?


They have no shield no secrets to reveal.


It doesn't matter what they say in the jealous games people play.

Hey, hey, hey.


Our lips are sealed.


Pay no mind to what they say, It doest matter anyway.


Our lips are sealed.


Our lips are sealed.


Our lips are sealed!

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Yippee!!! Finally finished!!!!


Today, we mit again....i booked the discussion room early due to my early dismissal from sci fac...hehehe..i could barely stay awake in the class....it is a miracle to find myself waking up.....then i waited for people to come in....then Gwen call me and said she din know got meeting so she tried to rush here....hehehe...sorry gal i post on the yahoogp msg board but forget u din have internet connection...Next time i will sms sia....


The we start to rearrange the parts and we draw lots to c the order of speakers. Me got no 2.....sia....i wish for intro sia....but we can rotate and take turns...i am not going to b stupid to write briefs everytime....and then we decide to add more details and find more points to be compile by me b4 12am tonite(deadline).


Then we start to complain about the procedures.....n realise this...this project brief took too long to complete and very stringent....4 tutorials and 4 debates...alll for the 15% of the total score..how cheapo sia.......we got other modules to consider and there is a final research paper to do which we nearly forgot......haiz...must hand in the proposal next tues sia.....


Then i went home feeling angry and sorry for myself.....i spend so much time studying and neglect other things....wat have achieve so far?i realli duno.....y do i have to do so much???i feel very sian sia.....


I sleep lor...then i woke up at 8pm...had my dinner as i type my part out wif details....then i was finished by about 10pm....i start to press others....Gwen aredi post hers online....*muack* love her style...can kip up wif me sia....ubt she forgot to include her stats.....i had to find for her....not ez..


I tried to locate others...but onli manage to find kaiqin n cindy....meilin was nowwhere to be heard......i tot she like me bz so i ignore her 1st....since hers is conclusions....should be ez....


Then Cindy's part came.... fine sia.....then kaiqin's.....oh i open hers ah...i nearly kill myself....she change the format lor...so i reformat hers....and ask her for footnotes instead of references......it is still ok...i am extreme patient one when i do my work.....hehehe....self-proclaimed sia...dun blame me or throw rotten eggs at me huh...by the way, there is no eggs to be thrown.....too precious sia....


Then came the worst part...by then it is 1155pm liao.......i ask kaiqin to call meilin.....found out she just got hm and did not do anything.....she tot wat i did was the final parts liao.....no editing needed.....wah kau...out of 5pple, 4got it while she din.....i din make myself clear meh?anyway,i din include her part so that she can freely write hers....I had no choice but to write her part for her.....damn sia........my ma said i become the so call wonder robot........haiz...no choice.....for my marks i had to bear wif it.....by then it is aredi 1230pm...and i quickly send tutor our brief....haiz.


Then i realise after all the rush and excitement, i am not sleepy so i start to think i am too laz liao...so i decide to buck up and start on all project discussion...otherwise...i will forever be chasing the deadline like mad......i will be bound by it...which i hate.....i rather start 1st......so that others can follow.....i mustnt lose my focus.......i must win......i must show that i can win...