Monday, August 30, 2004

Gathering wif my sisters

Today, we suppose to mit min, xin and ling at kaili's hse but due to min who watching movie wif W, so we delay the miting time.

Then me n kaili went to mit lor...I realli set off in time...1st time i ever did it...hehehe....but ah....when i reach the ground floor, my mum yell at me from the window...ur hp

oh no, i forgot to bring hp liao...so poor me have to climb back to hse n collect it..so poor kaili have to wait for me...so sorry

then we decide to go bishan n check out tat guy...coz i tnk min a bit interested in him lah...kay poh a bit lor...spice up my life....too bored liao...i saw him in swensen n found him typical sg guy..not too bad fromt eh side view n min clearly had a good time there...so we decide not to crash party n walk walk...anyway, too much pple queueing n we paiseh to get in sia....

later when we mit him...i find him a bit shy....hehehe....

i din find the shoes i like at charles n keith....a bit sad sia....no shoes for me

We went to kaili's house n watch "a cinderella's story". Very nice movie...i like it a lot....it shows my opinion of cyberspace n online frenship....

I alwaz feel tat no matter how chatty u are online, u never know wat happens when the two person met. I alwz made the worse assumption wic my frenz cant stand me for......u may make the person seem very nice when u dun c them...n the pic painted crashed when u c the real person...u pick pple so will pple pick u....i realli treasure every type of relationship but cldnt bear to c sumone sad becoma we are not the image that they c in us.... i know it seems very unreal to have frenz online w/o meeting....n very insecure...but i feel even more frightened....i am not wat they perceived me to be then how?

That's y i alwaz admire those who have the courage to mit online frenz offline...I clnt do it even if i force myself to do so....i know this is wrong of me but i cant help it....i tnk mayb i should take this first step n c how....but right here i dun apologize for not meeting all those i am supposed to meet, must have break ur hearts.....

Sisters, dun ask me why i never meet online frenz....i dun how to explain this to u....but i am scared.....and i din believe in fairy tales......Hilary Duff's cinderella...not my type....

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