Yup...long time no uodate coz i am scared of seeing my own blogskin due to the Tsunami....haiz...anyway....me as usual start to reflect back on my past 1 yr or so....n makes me 1 to cry liao....Y do i have to reflect up myself? Y do i have to suffer this over n over again?
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The Angel in me answer subconsciously saying that it makes me a beta person...but have I?
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Then the devil reply: Since a person's lifetime is so short y bother to torture urself so much?
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Then i am lost for words....I know for the fact that once things is done, it cannot be undone ...but i juz cant help the feeling...I feel that i am still a sinner sumhow....hahaha.....strong words there but self-condemnation is the worst thing that i can do to myself i guess.....i juz cant help myself...as this feeling creeps on when i am feeling sad, lonely and alone....horrible rite? coz most of the time pple are alone by themselves....haiz..i duno where this is leading me to...but i juz dun 1 to end so soon....
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