Shouting for life!

Well, as usual after a period of disppearing act, I am finally back.
Well, duno if you like to see me here, but I am definitely back, werm..well, partially back I guess..
Exam's coming or in the midst of it.
I am straying from my work to think about what plans I have for the holidays, well, officially my last holidays!
Well, I guess life is not that easy anymore, starting to feel a bit sad, yeah.
I was thinking about my whole life and I think, I better stop thinking. The more I think, the more sad I am.
You may wonder why I feel so sad, I am still fine and alive and kicking.
Well, I got a number of dreams I din fulfill and not to mention I did make some error along the way.
As a perfectionist, well hell again, I find this hard to swallow.
haha......
Nevermind, I was talking crap yeah.
But recently, I was ask this question: what does culture mean to you?
Shocking question that left me numb.
Singapore culture?!! OR global culture?
Well, this is a rather chicken and egg questions to me.
Perhaps can draw some question mark like "??????" on top of both the egg and chicken picture if you can visualise.
If cant visualise then I would say
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Where is your sense of humor and IMAGINATION!
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Sorry, but I am realli bogged down by the question.
Realli make no sense to me but still have to answer the person. Haiz.....so miserable now.
Really a simple question but hard to answer.
What to do???
I also duno...
Forget it lah....
Talking about blogs then.
Well, I have just visited David Tao's journal.
Haha, If I am my dept head, probably would ask him to come here and give us a talk.
So damn close to what I am studying.
It is so real and it is the TRUTH I tell you.
Straight from the horse's mouth.
I thought maybe things are not that bad but..well, things are reflected in the academic work isnt it.
haha....
I really miss his concerts twice liao. Can you believe this!
Hell, realli like to go for his concert.
Haiz.......