Which Woman of Legend Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
Friday, February 27, 2004
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Chinese project
there is this gal in my group that dun have hp..tried to contact her but cant...when receive her msg thru another person so surprised...
she actually edit the work without highlighting where she edited..when ask y she din do so, she qn back, cant u read???
wah lau......toking of production efficiency here...not efficient at all lor...we are all chinese right...cant take advantage of us coz we are locals....
anyway, about the email, she say she accidentally dlete away our mail....wah kau..she able to message the guy lor......
ok even give her the benefit of doubt that she know the guy and ask him to send the mail to us....but our mail address is actually on the class rooster where it is accessible to all of us online....cant she take time to check it????
cant stand these pple....not sense of conscienttiousness....at least follow up lah...
she actually edit the work without highlighting where she edited..when ask y she din do so, she qn back, cant u read???
wah lau......toking of production efficiency here...not efficient at all lor...we are all chinese right...cant take advantage of us coz we are locals....
anyway, about the email, she say she accidentally dlete away our mail....wah kau..she able to message the guy lor......
ok even give her the benefit of doubt that she know the guy and ask him to send the mail to us....but our mail address is actually on the class rooster where it is accessible to all of us online....cant she take time to check it????
cant stand these pple....not sense of conscienttiousness....at least follow up lah...
Wat a day!!!
Kau......today econ presentation..duno gd or bad lah...got technical problem...then the topic abit chim...duno if i express well but my tutor actually explain the qns we have done all over again....haiz....my tutor say that's the fastest presentation he had seen...dun sound too good isnt it...
then i was so pissed off last nite...i had an online project miting for my gp discussing e-learning community.there's this gal who got this weird and strange notion of have a website on alternative medicine...ask her wat's her purpose? she say provide info to those interested lor...target users?....the most unbelievable are the following..
she say y nid target users to know?
(coz they are the ones using the website..got to facilitate them)
what's her selling pt?
ranging from info provision to selling alternative lifestyle to provide links to let consumer know where to get products in sg
(kaoz...we are toking a bt long term community lor..not sum1 juz touch and go,nid to learn sumthing1 in the long run)
wat's ur e-learning part?
oh....it is the interaction for users to share remedies and info
(this is col e-learning????my god!)
The credibility of the remedies and the govt regulation of such website?
got links to experts....govt dun care of the website
(wat if pple die after eating?govt put their foot down on medicine after silm 10 incident, din she koe?)
wat if pple die? dun they nid to c doc b4 using these alternative medicine?
pple dun die from eating traditional medicine....they can eat on their own.
(wah kau..after eating herbal medicine for nearly all my life...i din know this lor....all i koe is that the eating wrong medicine will result in deterioation of health lor if the effect is powerful....dun nid to c doc? my foot!)
haiz...above are sum part of conversation..nearly vomit blood when i communicate wif her...she insist hers is good coz it is the trend now..but dun she koe that trend does not mean feasibility lor...not base liking of topic on instinct lor...got to rationalise..she answer me for the sake of glueing my mouth lor...cant stand...
the way she phrase qn sounds like making personal verbak assult u koe...qntioning my integrity and indicate i biased.
How can i b biased when i want the marks???haiz....
Anyway, my frenz had another idea on cat lovers so they send in the proposals together. I had a glimpse lor...that gal is packagin her otherwise lacking stuff in nice way..while my fren got solid components there...not say i side wif my fren but whoever got pt i will side who....
hahahaha...in the end my tutor choose my frenz work over the gal's....haiz...how come got this type of person??
then i was so pissed off last nite...i had an online project miting for my gp discussing e-learning community.there's this gal who got this weird and strange notion of have a website on alternative medicine...ask her wat's her purpose? she say provide info to those interested lor...target users?....the most unbelievable are the following..
she say y nid target users to know?
(coz they are the ones using the website..got to facilitate them)
what's her selling pt?
ranging from info provision to selling alternative lifestyle to provide links to let consumer know where to get products in sg
(kaoz...we are toking a bt long term community lor..not sum1 juz touch and go,nid to learn sumthing1 in the long run)
wat's ur e-learning part?
oh....it is the interaction for users to share remedies and info
(this is col e-learning????my god!)
The credibility of the remedies and the govt regulation of such website?
got links to experts....govt dun care of the website
(wat if pple die after eating?govt put their foot down on medicine after silm 10 incident, din she koe?)
wat if pple die? dun they nid to c doc b4 using these alternative medicine?
pple dun die from eating traditional medicine....they can eat on their own.
(wah kau..after eating herbal medicine for nearly all my life...i din know this lor....all i koe is that the eating wrong medicine will result in deterioation of health lor if the effect is powerful....dun nid to c doc? my foot!)
haiz...above are sum part of conversation..nearly vomit blood when i communicate wif her...she insist hers is good coz it is the trend now..but dun she koe that trend does not mean feasibility lor...not base liking of topic on instinct lor...got to rationalise..she answer me for the sake of glueing my mouth lor...cant stand...
the way she phrase qn sounds like making personal verbak assult u koe...qntioning my integrity and indicate i biased.
How can i b biased when i want the marks???haiz....
Anyway, my frenz had another idea on cat lovers so they send in the proposals together. I had a glimpse lor...that gal is packagin her otherwise lacking stuff in nice way..while my fren got solid components there...not say i side wif my fren but whoever got pt i will side who....
hahahaha...in the end my tutor choose my frenz work over the gal's....haiz...how come got this type of person??
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
楼雨晴<无语的温柔>
Wah...this morning damn strez coz ah..nid to finish project for tml's presentation.haiz..then lax a but read on this book anemd above...find it is very touching...very touching ah...the couple actually start from sec sch and till old leh...the gal is a "psycho" mute while the guy extreme proud and status conscious...they find alot but they did get marriage..thot could live happily ever after but the guy got brain tumour....he start to treat his wife badly so as to make her leave him..but the wife ever faithful..so the guy use her "muteNess" to divorce her....but at this time, gal got pregnant...then she start to behave like a autistic person..till her father cant take it..col the guy to settle...at the samw time the gal ran away from hm and the guy found him and was crossing the road whena car hit him...the gal scream out loudly and able to speak...but the guy as the doc dignosed due to the impact and tumour, he become permanent veggie....the gal till contraction and delivery of a baby gal din even leave his ward....then upon hearing his baby's cries..he start to respond....hehehehhe......though may sound very dramatic...but life without these dramatic is a bit boring...
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Infuriating....
today hor...very sian and angry sia....i was rushing project for the past few days and dying for sleep so on the way to sch i usually sleep......then on 804 today ah....a guy sit bhind me and start to nag saying sumthing like"你有炸弹,我也炸死你.坐这么多位,连我都没的坐....."continuously. From his voice...he sounds yong and i think a ah beng....buay tahan....me want to sleep oso cant......then i dun care of him...coz that time i dun tnk it is me...a lady is sitted next to me mah.....then when the bus reach interchange.....i get up to go dwn bus..i realise every1 looking at me....that guy cant be talking to me rite????then i saw a teen who turn his head away when i move out...sulking somemore.....tnk muz be him lor....he is saying abt me......wargh........dammn him......my face was black thruout the journey till i reach sch.......
then had a project meeting after lecture....wah...no body actually koe how to do the work so have to w8 till the tutor's consultation hr....3pm leh.....i end sch at 12pm...w8 till3pm.....nvm...i jio my frenz to eat lunch.....then go....there are no pple..thot wrong place......but the tutor can find parking lot lor.....then he duno how to answer the qns too...spend a long time deciphering......me w8 till 4plus leh........haiz......y so unlucky get the most difficult tutorial to present.....30% somemore leh..........so sian...
then had a project meeting after lecture....wah...no body actually koe how to do the work so have to w8 till the tutor's consultation hr....3pm leh.....i end sch at 12pm...w8 till3pm.....nvm...i jio my frenz to eat lunch.....then go....there are no pple..thot wrong place......but the tutor can find parking lot lor.....then he duno how to answer the qns too...spend a long time deciphering......me w8 till 4plus leh........haiz......y so unlucky get the most difficult tutorial to present.....30% somemore leh..........so sian...
Monday, February 23, 2004
Sunday, February 22, 2004
"Lim Nee Soon" production
hmmmm.....yawnz......so deadtired after yday nite....I went back to Yj for the show...
caught up wif mu work that i missed the time to mit Val, she was very very pissed off by me....for fang fei ji and never tell her....haiz...I was in a mess lah....anyway, I was told of the wrong time and we went early lor..mit Mr Tan, our CCS ex teacher i/c and present chinese HOD.We chat lor..he ask where are we and wat course we are taking...then crap a bit into how bad the biz are and so on..hehehe...we din have much to tok to him......
then mit meiyi and she couldnt enter from back gate true to Val's prediction, she had to walk round the sch to get into the main gate..on her way, she was sniffed by a big dog..and she was scared stiff.....but the owner keeping assuring her it is ok...hehehe
I mit a lot of frenz but seniors, same batch and juniors like Deren, tengda, Huiyi, Minlin, Junming,Peiyan,Shuhui, Lavina,Xiaoqi n beau, Huimin,Chuzhen,Dawn......hehehee.....
Alot of pple came to attend the show including the AMK GRC member of Parliament, Dr Tan Boon Wan ( if i am not mistaken), Lim Nee Soon's granddaughter and great-granddaughter, Jiemin's kids, Yishun town's busload of teen and a group of elderly. Not forgetting our teachers including Ms Chung, ET, the bio tutor,PE head and the bald OM. The new Principal was so LKK and a traditionalist, picky old lady that i instantly disliked her. Of course, the Mr Yang, chinese techer from HCJC who directed the show.
On the whole, the show is like kid's play. Waste of $$$ even wif the publicity. The standdard is not there....haiz...sad case..I had to keep myself awake by spotting errors....here b6 listed the errors...
1. The script not closely knitted and too lax...bits and pics...too much like
snapshot...doesnt explore the main character clearly. No "peak" in the drama...all
thaz to that Mr Yang...who claim to have researched thoroughly and have
participated in drama b4.
2. The Actors do not have enuff properly training. Too soft, not audilble; physical
movements rigid...not confident enuff, does put emotion in the way they say their
lines, doesnt show sign of the aged character that they are playing, Swallowed
their lines...I din koe that sick pple and old pple can move and speak without any
difficulty...oh that William Tay's english accent doesnt sound english enuff...half of
the time duno wat he saying...Plz look at Hugh Grant....
3.Props. the background props is simple i can understand so as not to clutter the
whole stage. But when it is cast in the context that workers have juz finish tapping
rubber, how could they stay so clean..surely they must have a few splatter of
rubber latex.....haiz....
4. Makeup. The old and aged dun even have grey hair how amazing.....the Lim Nee
Soon character look like Bangladashi to me.....so dark foundation....
5.Audio and lights. It is ok for most parts except when it shone on the props pple
accidentally on 1 scene wic not supposed to. The audio so soft....how to hear..I
was onli awake during the Opera scene where live orchestra play the
music....haiz......
6. MC.....supposedly to help creat a "peak" oso but her tone of voice so
normal....even when introducing distinguished guests...her pronounciation damn
fantastic lor....haiz......swallow words somemore....
If all the above have happend on the 1st nite, I would have been more lenient...but the final showdown is like that kinda depressing....the potential is there for the actors but the script not well written.Compared to the previous two shows that i was involved in.....the standard drop enormously......horrifying.....One thing to commend maybe the coordination spirit is there and pple's morale is high....so much for $6....
caught up wif mu work that i missed the time to mit Val, she was very very pissed off by me....for fang fei ji and never tell her....haiz...I was in a mess lah....anyway, I was told of the wrong time and we went early lor..mit Mr Tan, our CCS ex teacher i/c and present chinese HOD.We chat lor..he ask where are we and wat course we are taking...then crap a bit into how bad the biz are and so on..hehehe...we din have much to tok to him......
then mit meiyi and she couldnt enter from back gate true to Val's prediction, she had to walk round the sch to get into the main gate..on her way, she was sniffed by a big dog..and she was scared stiff.....but the owner keeping assuring her it is ok...hehehe
I mit a lot of frenz but seniors, same batch and juniors like Deren, tengda, Huiyi, Minlin, Junming,Peiyan,Shuhui, Lavina,Xiaoqi n beau, Huimin,Chuzhen,Dawn......hehehee.....
Alot of pple came to attend the show including the AMK GRC member of Parliament, Dr Tan Boon Wan ( if i am not mistaken), Lim Nee Soon's granddaughter and great-granddaughter, Jiemin's kids, Yishun town's busload of teen and a group of elderly. Not forgetting our teachers including Ms Chung, ET, the bio tutor,PE head and the bald OM. The new Principal was so LKK and a traditionalist, picky old lady that i instantly disliked her. Of course, the Mr Yang, chinese techer from HCJC who directed the show.
On the whole, the show is like kid's play. Waste of $$$ even wif the publicity. The standdard is not there....haiz...sad case..I had to keep myself awake by spotting errors....here b6 listed the errors...
1. The script not closely knitted and too lax...bits and pics...too much like
snapshot...doesnt explore the main character clearly. No "peak" in the drama...all
thaz to that Mr Yang...who claim to have researched thoroughly and have
participated in drama b4.
2. The Actors do not have enuff properly training. Too soft, not audilble; physical
movements rigid...not confident enuff, does put emotion in the way they say their
lines, doesnt show sign of the aged character that they are playing, Swallowed
their lines...I din koe that sick pple and old pple can move and speak without any
difficulty...oh that William Tay's english accent doesnt sound english enuff...half of
the time duno wat he saying...Plz look at Hugh Grant....
3.Props. the background props is simple i can understand so as not to clutter the
whole stage. But when it is cast in the context that workers have juz finish tapping
rubber, how could they stay so clean..surely they must have a few splatter of
rubber latex.....haiz....
4. Makeup. The old and aged dun even have grey hair how amazing.....the Lim Nee
Soon character look like Bangladashi to me.....so dark foundation....
5.Audio and lights. It is ok for most parts except when it shone on the props pple
accidentally on 1 scene wic not supposed to. The audio so soft....how to hear..I
was onli awake during the Opera scene where live orchestra play the
music....haiz......
6. MC.....supposedly to help creat a "peak" oso but her tone of voice so
normal....even when introducing distinguished guests...her pronounciation damn
fantastic lor....haiz......swallow words somemore....
If all the above have happend on the 1st nite, I would have been more lenient...but the final showdown is like that kinda depressing....the potential is there for the actors but the script not well written.Compared to the previous two shows that i was involved in.....the standard drop enormously......horrifying.....One thing to commend maybe the coordination spirit is there and pple's morale is high....so much for $6....
Friday, February 20, 2004
Yday..........strez ah.....
First class was econ tutorial so I" went in w/o studying trying to crap my way....our tutorial is as such that there is 1gp presenting that week's tutorial so we dun nid to do...hehehehe....naturally the room was darken and i gradually...........grad.......sleep....after the light was lit up again.....i was still groggy when suddenly......
"Peihua!!!!" my tutor col me and i had a jump.....y he col me ah........so shocked!!!
"CAn u tell me wat u have learn in class???"
"erm....errr...."for god sake....i was asleep....bluffing my way thru...." Digital management rights where online piracy was curbed!!!"
"Ok.....that's all for today!!!cya nxt week!!!"
wheez....thot he din col pple for last few weeks meaning he wun col again......but i was wrong......
aCtually had a premonition that I would be col a few weeks b4 when he col the 1st person to answer such kinda qn.....but i thot i wun be so suay.......Guess i was that suay lor.......haiz.....
One more thing.....gonna kill that "little emperor"....wat kinda essay he wrote....no depth....5000words essay, he reduce to 2500...still domineering sum more say we cant change topic.......haiz.......wonder if parang beta let he have a taste of local weapons or the traditional sword is gd enuff liao......
"Peihua!!!!" my tutor col me and i had a jump.....y he col me ah........so shocked!!!
"CAn u tell me wat u have learn in class???"
"erm....errr...."for god sake....i was asleep....bluffing my way thru...." Digital management rights where online piracy was curbed!!!"
"Ok.....that's all for today!!!cya nxt week!!!"
wheez....thot he din col pple for last few weeks meaning he wun col again......but i was wrong......
aCtually had a premonition that I would be col a few weeks b4 when he col the 1st person to answer such kinda qn.....but i thot i wun be so suay.......Guess i was that suay lor.......haiz.....
One more thing.....gonna kill that "little emperor"....wat kinda essay he wrote....no depth....5000words essay, he reduce to 2500...still domineering sum more say we cant change topic.......haiz.......wonder if parang beta let he have a taste of local weapons or the traditional sword is gd enuff liao......
ok.....Instructions...
Ok guys...I am realli a klutz in programming so i duno where the error lies though i try to correct it...wif regards to how to c chinese words....click VIEW on ur browser, click ENCODING, select UNICODE...shd be able to c it....yeah....ok....I try to solve the prob ASAP but may not be doing now coz.....WORK's PILeing up......hehehehe
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
How to remove that blogger tag???
Anyone knows how to remove that blogger ad tag from the background???
grab hold of ur happiness!!!
juz want to share this wif u .....i am very touched...
从前，有一座圆音寺，每天都有许多人上香拜佛，香火很旺。在圆音寺庙前的横梁上有个蜘蛛结了张网，由于每天都受到香火和虔诚的祭拜的熏托，蛛蛛便有了佛性。经过了一千多年的修炼，蛛蛛佛性增加了不少。
忽然有一天，佛主光临了圆音寺，看见这里香火甚旺，十分高兴。离开寺庙的时候，不轻易间地抬头，看见了横梁上的蛛蛛。佛主停下来，问这只蜘蛛：“你我相见总算是有缘，我来问你个问题，看你修炼了这一千多年来，有什么真知拙见。怎么样？”蜘蛛遇见佛主很是高兴，连忙答应了。佛主问到：“世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛想了想，回答到：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主点了点头，离开了。
就这样又过了一千年的光景，蜘蛛依旧在圆音寺的横梁上修炼，它的佛性大增。一日，佛主又来到寺前，对蜘蛛说道：“你可还好，一千年前的那个问题，你可有什么更深的认识吗？”蜘蛛说：“我觉得世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说：“你再好好想想，我会再来找你的。”
又过了一千年，有一天，刮起了大风，风将一滴甘露吹到了蜘蛛网上。蜘蛛望着甘露，见它晶莹透亮，很漂亮，顿生喜爱之意。蜘蛛每天看着甘露很开心，它觉得这是三千年来最开心的几天。突然， 又刮起了一阵大风，将甘露吹走了。蜘蛛一下子觉得失去了什么，感到很寂寞和难过。这时佛主又来了，问蜘蛛：“蜘蛛这一千年，你可好好想过这个问题：世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛想到了甘露，对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说：“好，既然你有这样的认识，我让你到人间走一朝吧。”
就这样，蜘蛛投胎到了一个官宦家庭，成了一个富家小姐，父母为她取了个名字叫蛛儿。一晃，蛛儿到了十六岁了，已经成了个婀娜多姿的少女，长的十分漂亮，楚楚动人。
这一日，新科状元郎甘鹿中士，皇帝决定在后花园为他举行庆功宴席。来了许多妙龄少女，包括蛛儿，还有皇帝的小公主长风公主。状元郎在席间表演诗词歌赋，大献才艺，在场的少女无一不被他折倒。但蛛儿一点也不紧张和吃醋，因为她知道，这是佛主赐予她的姻缘。
过了些日子，说来很巧，蛛儿陪同母亲上香拜佛的时候，正好甘鹿也陪同母亲而来。上完香拜过佛，二位长者在一边说上了话。蛛儿和甘鹿便来到走廊上聊天，蛛儿很开心，终于可以和喜欢的人在一起了，但是甘鹿并没有表现出对她的喜爱。蛛儿对甘鹿说：“你难道不曾记得十六年前，圆音寺的蜘蛛网上的事情了吗？”甘鹿很诧异，说：“蛛儿姑娘，你漂亮，也很讨人喜欢，但你想象力未免丰富了一点吧。”说罢，和母亲离开了。
蛛儿回到家，心想，佛主既然安排了这场姻缘，为何不让他记得那件事，甘鹿为何对我没有一点的感觉？
几天后，皇帝下召，命新科状元甘鹿和长风公主完婚；蛛儿和太子芝草完婚。这一消息对蛛儿如同晴空霹雳，她怎么也想不同，佛主竟然这样对她。几日来，她不吃不喝，穷究急思，灵魂就将出壳，生命危在旦夕。太子芝草知道了，急忙赶来，扑倒在床边，对奄奄一息的蛛儿说道：“那日，在后花园众姑娘中，我对你一见钟情，我苦求父皇，他才答应。如果你死了，那么我也就不活了。”说着就拿起了宝剑准备自刎。
就在这时，佛主来了，他对快要出壳的蛛儿灵魂说：“蜘蛛，你可曾想过，甘露（甘鹿）是由谁带到你这里来的呢？是风（长风公主）带来的，最后也是风将它带走的。甘鹿是属于长风公主的，他对你不过是生命中的一段插曲。而太子芝草是当年圆音寺门前的一棵小草，他看了你三千年，爱慕了你三千年，但你却从没有低下头看过它。蜘蛛，我再来问你，世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛听了这些真相之后，好象一下子大彻大悟了，她对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”刚说完，佛主就离开了，蛛儿的灵魂也回位了，睁开眼睛，看到正要自刎的太子芝草，她马上打落宝剑，和太子深深的抱着……
故事结束了，你能领会蛛儿最后一刻的所说的话吗？“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”
从前，有一座圆音寺，每天都有许多人上香拜佛，香火很旺。在圆音寺庙前的横梁上有个蜘蛛结了张网，由于每天都受到香火和虔诚的祭拜的熏托，蛛蛛便有了佛性。经过了一千多年的修炼，蛛蛛佛性增加了不少。
忽然有一天，佛主光临了圆音寺，看见这里香火甚旺，十分高兴。离开寺庙的时候，不轻易间地抬头，看见了横梁上的蛛蛛。佛主停下来，问这只蜘蛛：“你我相见总算是有缘，我来问你个问题，看你修炼了这一千多年来，有什么真知拙见。怎么样？”蜘蛛遇见佛主很是高兴，连忙答应了。佛主问到：“世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛想了想，回答到：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主点了点头，离开了。
就这样又过了一千年的光景，蜘蛛依旧在圆音寺的横梁上修炼，它的佛性大增。一日，佛主又来到寺前，对蜘蛛说道：“你可还好，一千年前的那个问题，你可有什么更深的认识吗？”蜘蛛说：“我觉得世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说：“你再好好想想，我会再来找你的。”
又过了一千年，有一天，刮起了大风，风将一滴甘露吹到了蜘蛛网上。蜘蛛望着甘露，见它晶莹透亮，很漂亮，顿生喜爱之意。蜘蛛每天看着甘露很开心，它觉得这是三千年来最开心的几天。突然， 又刮起了一阵大风，将甘露吹走了。蜘蛛一下子觉得失去了什么，感到很寂寞和难过。这时佛主又来了，问蜘蛛：“蜘蛛这一千年，你可好好想过这个问题：世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛想到了甘露，对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说：“好，既然你有这样的认识，我让你到人间走一朝吧。”
就这样，蜘蛛投胎到了一个官宦家庭，成了一个富家小姐，父母为她取了个名字叫蛛儿。一晃，蛛儿到了十六岁了，已经成了个婀娜多姿的少女，长的十分漂亮，楚楚动人。
这一日，新科状元郎甘鹿中士，皇帝决定在后花园为他举行庆功宴席。来了许多妙龄少女，包括蛛儿，还有皇帝的小公主长风公主。状元郎在席间表演诗词歌赋，大献才艺，在场的少女无一不被他折倒。但蛛儿一点也不紧张和吃醋，因为她知道，这是佛主赐予她的姻缘。
过了些日子，说来很巧，蛛儿陪同母亲上香拜佛的时候，正好甘鹿也陪同母亲而来。上完香拜过佛，二位长者在一边说上了话。蛛儿和甘鹿便来到走廊上聊天，蛛儿很开心，终于可以和喜欢的人在一起了，但是甘鹿并没有表现出对她的喜爱。蛛儿对甘鹿说：“你难道不曾记得十六年前，圆音寺的蜘蛛网上的事情了吗？”甘鹿很诧异，说：“蛛儿姑娘，你漂亮，也很讨人喜欢，但你想象力未免丰富了一点吧。”说罢，和母亲离开了。
蛛儿回到家，心想，佛主既然安排了这场姻缘，为何不让他记得那件事，甘鹿为何对我没有一点的感觉？
几天后，皇帝下召，命新科状元甘鹿和长风公主完婚；蛛儿和太子芝草完婚。这一消息对蛛儿如同晴空霹雳，她怎么也想不同，佛主竟然这样对她。几日来，她不吃不喝，穷究急思，灵魂就将出壳，生命危在旦夕。太子芝草知道了，急忙赶来，扑倒在床边，对奄奄一息的蛛儿说道：“那日，在后花园众姑娘中，我对你一见钟情，我苦求父皇，他才答应。如果你死了，那么我也就不活了。”说着就拿起了宝剑准备自刎。
就在这时，佛主来了，他对快要出壳的蛛儿灵魂说：“蜘蛛，你可曾想过，甘露（甘鹿）是由谁带到你这里来的呢？是风（长风公主）带来的，最后也是风将它带走的。甘鹿是属于长风公主的，他对你不过是生命中的一段插曲。而太子芝草是当年圆音寺门前的一棵小草，他看了你三千年，爱慕了你三千年，但你却从没有低下头看过它。蜘蛛，我再来问你，世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛听了这些真相之后，好象一下子大彻大悟了，她对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”刚说完，佛主就离开了，蛛儿的灵魂也回位了，睁开眼睛，看到正要自刎的太子芝草，她马上打落宝剑，和太子深深的抱着……
故事结束了，你能领会蛛儿最后一刻的所说的话吗？“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”
My School day yday!!!
I had the unluckiest day yday....I start sch at 10pm wic i was late......and had a fall in the LT to my embarrassment
But i was heng in the sense that we are supposed to do a piece of work that is going to be a/cc for our attendance.....hahah....juz in time to do it...whew....
The I had to wait till 4pm for the next lesson.....wat to do???? Ahhhhh...I mit kexin in sci for lunch so I travel to sci via sch's often trusty (not alwaz trusty)internal shuttle bus to sci and w8....then I tnk of kexin's hurt toe...then I thot maybe can go NUH and eat....But viola......she was there in sci liao....I quickly scrutinise her....wat!!!!Sports shoes!!!! But she told me via sms last nite she had a fracture!!!
The it turn out that she went for a Xray in TTSH ( she could have done so in NUH her own dept wat...silly gal!!!) and found onli hurt tissue, juz bruise n nothing else......So much for $70 .......she feel heartache for the $$ she spend...haiz...
Then i went back to arts faculty...find a bench and since it is so windy...I fall asleep while poring thru notes......hehehehe....
I was rudely awakened by the pple coming out of the LT.......wah...I onli sleep 45mins onli...me want to sleep somemore....
then at 4pm..I had no choice but go for the chinese class wif "little emperors"!!!sigz...my gpmate cldnt find anything related to the topic so that male cheena guy can find...he scoffed at her........corky guy...
then tutorial starts...me and the male cheena guy diff gp...we supposed to tackle 1 qns and shoot other gp qns on their presentation....hehhehehe.e.e.e.e......
Naturally.....I wun allow him to get away so easily...since his was the first gp and no1 dare to speak up and ask qns to be against him since he's a cheena guy.....I shoot at him lor.....A qn that my tutor aka lecturer had praised for...hehehehehe......win-win situation for me.....earn tutorial pt n shoot that guy...heheheh.....
but he damned gd ah.....he shoot my gp even more qns....look at me n dare me to it..........later...for other gps rite...he shoot the qns that I want to raise.......hmmmmm.....he takeaway my participation pts.......
blood boiling as he ask me to repeat my qn for his gp...then he look at me steadily as he reply the qn.....wah Cow!!!!!buay tahan.......then I reply his qns in equally professional way that he would nver have done...he is that machine gun type.......hehehehe....no packaging of answer...hehehhe
later after class....he ask got anything to add on for the project....I shook my head refusing to tok to him or give him anything...then he suddenly said he wants to write the whole thing yday nite.....wah........that's great....!!!!!!?I quickly throw my data at him...and yell to himas he leave to send a softcopy to us.....after he finish.....hehehheehe....not that I dun1 to do but I alreadi finish my part wic he refused.......so not my fault.....hehhehehehe
But i was heng in the sense that we are supposed to do a piece of work that is going to be a/cc for our attendance.....hahah....juz in time to do it...whew....
The I had to wait till 4pm for the next lesson.....wat to do???? Ahhhhh...I mit kexin in sci for lunch so I travel to sci via sch's often trusty (not alwaz trusty)internal shuttle bus to sci and w8....then I tnk of kexin's hurt toe...then I thot maybe can go NUH and eat....But viola......she was there in sci liao....I quickly scrutinise her....wat!!!!Sports shoes!!!! But she told me via sms last nite she had a fracture!!!
The it turn out that she went for a Xray in TTSH ( she could have done so in NUH her own dept wat...silly gal!!!) and found onli hurt tissue, juz bruise n nothing else......So much for $70 .......she feel heartache for the $$ she spend...haiz...
Then i went back to arts faculty...find a bench and since it is so windy...I fall asleep while poring thru notes......hehehehe....
I was rudely awakened by the pple coming out of the LT.......wah...I onli sleep 45mins onli...me want to sleep somemore....
then at 4pm..I had no choice but go for the chinese class wif "little emperors"!!!sigz...my gpmate cldnt find anything related to the topic so that male cheena guy can find...he scoffed at her........corky guy...
then tutorial starts...me and the male cheena guy diff gp...we supposed to tackle 1 qns and shoot other gp qns on their presentation....hehhehehe.e.e.e.e......
Naturally.....I wun allow him to get away so easily...since his was the first gp and no1 dare to speak up and ask qns to be against him since he's a cheena guy.....I shoot at him lor.....A qn that my tutor aka lecturer had praised for...hehehehehe......win-win situation for me.....earn tutorial pt n shoot that guy...heheheh.....
but he damned gd ah.....he shoot my gp even more qns....look at me n dare me to it..........later...for other gps rite...he shoot the qns that I want to raise.......hmmmmm.....he takeaway my participation pts.......
blood boiling as he ask me to repeat my qn for his gp...then he look at me steadily as he reply the qn.....wah Cow!!!!!buay tahan.......then I reply his qns in equally professional way that he would nver have done...he is that machine gun type.......hehehehe....no packaging of answer...hehehhe
later after class....he ask got anything to add on for the project....I shook my head refusing to tok to him or give him anything...then he suddenly said he wants to write the whole thing yday nite.....wah........that's great....!!!!!!?I quickly throw my data at him...and yell to himas he leave to send a softcopy to us.....after he finish.....hehehheehe....not that I dun1 to do but I alreadi finish my part wic he refused.......so not my fault.....hehhehehehe
Sorry abt not updating yday...
Yday I feel very heavy hearted and tired both physically and mentally. I end sch at six wif a tough fight wic i will KIV. After that, I have a dinner date wif xu huimin and kexin in yishun. Out mit up timing quite gum....coz the moment kexin and me got off 804, huimin's 800 came up hot after ours....hehehehe...thot we were a bit late.
Then we went to Ci Yuan Veggie Cafe as huimin's a vegetarian..we order our food and it happen so that the shop have tv and tune to channel U...hehehehe...Nezha....
then as we eat, we tok abit and our topic went around Angela. Originally, huimin ask Her to come along but she din reply b'coz i tnk she saw my name. Huimin ask me wat happen? I told her the whole story and she comment that angela is a sensitive person and she might still nurse her hate for Iso. I din not tnk of it at that time too. The invisible wound in my heart open up again. For many times, I have lost my frenz b'coz of this. all I want to ask is that am I really that insensitive??? IS it a sin if I din tnk of my frenz' feelings???As a punishment, I lost my frenz???even sum1 who have so long frenzship wif??? Am I that type who really can be a casual frenz to all but no close frenz to me???
I realli duno....seriously i tried to change but I could not alwaz maintain it coz..sometimes I maybe bogged dwn by work or very tired physically.I am not as multitasking as I seem to be.....
I have alwaz try to find out the answer but I cldnt. Either pple are too polite to tell me coz hurt my feelings or dun bother to tell me at alll....I admit I often neglect these so I nid pple to tell me right in the face....
My sisters ask me y I did so many tests and quizzes....at first i cldnt reply them...now i can....Subcconsciously, i try to find out wat kind of person m I???even though, professionals deemed that my brain usage can result in havinf different results if i take the same test repeatedly......that's how damn lucky i am....I can choose to manipulate my answer or have a answer that fits to my ideal...and start to deceive myslef that I wasnt that bad a person afterall....I duno.....seriously I am very tired...very tired...Wish I have a pair of wings to fly away.....even though it is very coward of me to do so.....
Then we went to Ci Yuan Veggie Cafe as huimin's a vegetarian..we order our food and it happen so that the shop have tv and tune to channel U...hehehehe...Nezha....
then as we eat, we tok abit and our topic went around Angela. Originally, huimin ask Her to come along but she din reply b'coz i tnk she saw my name. Huimin ask me wat happen? I told her the whole story and she comment that angela is a sensitive person and she might still nurse her hate for Iso. I din not tnk of it at that time too. The invisible wound in my heart open up again. For many times, I have lost my frenz b'coz of this. all I want to ask is that am I really that insensitive??? IS it a sin if I din tnk of my frenz' feelings???As a punishment, I lost my frenz???even sum1 who have so long frenzship wif??? Am I that type who really can be a casual frenz to all but no close frenz to me???
I realli duno....seriously i tried to change but I could not alwaz maintain it coz..sometimes I maybe bogged dwn by work or very tired physically.I am not as multitasking as I seem to be.....
I have alwaz try to find out the answer but I cldnt. Either pple are too polite to tell me coz hurt my feelings or dun bother to tell me at alll....I admit I often neglect these so I nid pple to tell me right in the face....
My sisters ask me y I did so many tests and quizzes....at first i cldnt reply them...now i can....Subcconsciously, i try to find out wat kind of person m I???even though, professionals deemed that my brain usage can result in havinf different results if i take the same test repeatedly......that's how damn lucky i am....I can choose to manipulate my answer or have a answer that fits to my ideal...and start to deceive myslef that I wasnt that bad a person afterall....I duno.....seriously I am very tired...very tired...Wish I have a pair of wings to fly away.....even though it is very coward of me to do so.....
Monday, February 16, 2004
Are You Commitment-Phobic?
You scored 79, on a scale of 30 to 100.
75 - 100
Commitment-Phobic: Your fear of relationships is costing you happiness. You may want to take steps to break your pattern.
75 - 100
Commitment-Phobic: Your fear of relationships is costing you happiness. You may want to take steps to break your pattern.
How do u koe u are in love???
How Do You Know It's Love?
There's a difference between love, being in love, and getting married.
Dear Thomas,
How do you know if you’re in love instead of just loving another person? How do couples know when they want to get married and spend the rest of their lives together?
—Uncertain
Dear Uncertain,
Being in love is an altered state. Suddenly your life is focused on another person and you can’t bear being separated from him or her. You are in a bubble of fantasy, feeling overcome and giddy. Love for another person, in contrast, is closer to appreciation and affection.
Love is fairly reasonable, while being in love is more like a prolonged seizure, not literally sick or crazy, but one of those ordinary, positive ecstasies that take you out of ordinary life and introduce you to something new.
Some people think that being in love is an illusion and that it only leads to catastrophe because you can’t make a good decision from that place. But I think that being in love is one of the great joys of life. It brings people together and gives them the kick they need to get over obstacles in their developing relationship. Yes, you can make bad decisions because of love’s blindness, but you can also make good ones. We all need an extra jolt of passion to get over our inhibitions and move a step further into what life has to offer.
It’s helpful to know the difference between loving someone and “being in love,” and it helps to do both in a relationship.
If you can’t stop thinking about the other person, you’re probably in love or getting close to it.
If you can imagine a family, work, and life together, you may be moving toward a steady love of the more meaningful kind.
When you’re dating, you have to be patient and make your decisions during moments of clarity. Usually the blindness lasts only for a certain period, and then gradually it is replaced by the realities of making life decisions and getting along with the person on an everyday basis. It’s possible to nurture both kinds of love in a relationship, and often it’s deeply satisfying, though I would say not necessary, always to feel at least a little in love.
Couples sometimes worry that they are losing the love that brought them together, but love changes tone and color all the time. People make a mistake in thinking of love as a constant, unchanging emotion. What may feel like loss of love may be its ripening. Being in love can transform into a deeper, steadier desire to be together and share a life. But, as everyone knows, being in love doesn’t always turn into a lasting relationship. That’s all right, too, because each time we love and separate, we are initiated into love’s ways, provided we allow ourselves to feel our emotions and talk about our experiences honestly with friends and family.
To assess whether you and the person you’re in love with are ready for a serious relationship, you can ask yourself some key questions: Has your relationship been tested by differences of taste and opinion? Can you talk seriously and openly to each other? Can you imagine enjoying raising children together, sharing a life, and appreciating your differences? The pleasant potion on Cupid’s arrow works instantly, but the working out of a relationship takes years.
There's a difference between love, being in love, and getting married.
Dear Thomas,
How do you know if you’re in love instead of just loving another person? How do couples know when they want to get married and spend the rest of their lives together?
—Uncertain
Dear Uncertain,
Being in love is an altered state. Suddenly your life is focused on another person and you can’t bear being separated from him or her. You are in a bubble of fantasy, feeling overcome and giddy. Love for another person, in contrast, is closer to appreciation and affection.
Love is fairly reasonable, while being in love is more like a prolonged seizure, not literally sick or crazy, but one of those ordinary, positive ecstasies that take you out of ordinary life and introduce you to something new.
Some people think that being in love is an illusion and that it only leads to catastrophe because you can’t make a good decision from that place. But I think that being in love is one of the great joys of life. It brings people together and gives them the kick they need to get over obstacles in their developing relationship. Yes, you can make bad decisions because of love’s blindness, but you can also make good ones. We all need an extra jolt of passion to get over our inhibitions and move a step further into what life has to offer.
It’s helpful to know the difference between loving someone and “being in love,” and it helps to do both in a relationship.
If you can’t stop thinking about the other person, you’re probably in love or getting close to it.
If you can imagine a family, work, and life together, you may be moving toward a steady love of the more meaningful kind.
When you’re dating, you have to be patient and make your decisions during moments of clarity. Usually the blindness lasts only for a certain period, and then gradually it is replaced by the realities of making life decisions and getting along with the person on an everyday basis. It’s possible to nurture both kinds of love in a relationship, and often it’s deeply satisfying, though I would say not necessary, always to feel at least a little in love.
Couples sometimes worry that they are losing the love that brought them together, but love changes tone and color all the time. People make a mistake in thinking of love as a constant, unchanging emotion. What may feel like loss of love may be its ripening. Being in love can transform into a deeper, steadier desire to be together and share a life. But, as everyone knows, being in love doesn’t always turn into a lasting relationship. That’s all right, too, because each time we love and separate, we are initiated into love’s ways, provided we allow ourselves to feel our emotions and talk about our experiences honestly with friends and family.
To assess whether you and the person you’re in love with are ready for a serious relationship, you can ask yourself some key questions: Has your relationship been tested by differences of taste and opinion? Can you talk seriously and openly to each other? Can you imagine enjoying raising children together, sharing a life, and appreciating your differences? The pleasant potion on Cupid’s arrow works instantly, but the working out of a relationship takes years.
How Comfortable Are You Being Single?
You scored 63, on a scale of 0 to 80.
36 - 65
You are fairly ensconced in a comfortable single life, although you have your moments when you pine for that special someone. Take heart--your ability to go with the flow only makes you more attractive.
36 - 65
You are fairly ensconced in a comfortable single life, although you have your moments when you pine for that special someone. Take heart--your ability to go with the flow only makes you more attractive.
wat's ur religious belief???
1. Unitarian Universalism (100%)
2. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (78%)
3. Liberal Quakers (77%)
4. Neo-Pagan (75%)
5. Mahayana Buddhism (72%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (70%)
7. Hinduism (66%)
8. Secular Humanism (66%)
9. Sikhism (66%)
10. New Age (57%)
11. Orthodox Quaker (56%)
12. Jainism (55%)
13. Taoism (54%)
14. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (52%)
15. Reform Judaism (51%)
16. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (48%)
17. Bah??Faith (47%)
18. Nontheist (43%)
19. New Thought (43%)
20. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (42%)
21. Scientology (41%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (35%)
23. Eastern Orthodox (32%)
24. Islam (32%)
25. Roman Catholic (32%)
26. Jehovah's Witness (31%)
27. Seventh Day Adventist (29%)
Universal untilitarianism
Belief in Deity
Very diverse beliefs--Unitarian/Universalists welcome all deity beliefs as well as nontheistic beliefs. Some congregations are formed for those who share a common belief, e.g. Christianity.
Incarnations
Very diverse beliefs, including belief in no incarnations, or that all are the embodiment of God. Some believe Christ is God's Son, or not Son but "Wayshower."
Origin of Universe and Life
Diverse beliefs, but most believe in the Bible as symbolic and that natural processes account for origins.
After Death
Diverse beliefs, but most believe that heaven and hell are not places but are symbolic. Some believe heaven and hell are states of consciousness either in life or continuing after death; some believe in reincarnation; some believe that afterlife is nonexistent or not known or not important, as actions in life are all that matter.
Why Evil?
Most do not believe that humanity inherited original sin from Adam and Eve or that Satan actually exists. Most believe that God is good and made people inherently good but also with free will and an imperfect nature that leads some to immoral behavior. Diverse beliefs. Some believe wrong is committed when people distance themselves from God. Some believe in 搆arma,?that what goes around comes around. Some believe wrongdoing is a matter of human nature, psychology, sociology, etc.
Salvation
Some believe in salvation through faith in God and Jesus Christ, along with doing good works and doing no harm to others. Many believe all will be saved, as God is good and forgiving. Some believe in reincarnation and the necessity to eliminate personal greed or to learn all of life抯 lessons before achieving enlightenment or salvation. For some, the concepts of salvation or enlightenment are irrelevant or disbelieved.
Undeserving Suffering
Diverse beliefs. Most Unitarians do not believe that Satan causes suffering. Some believe suffering is part of God抯 plan, will, or design, even if we don抰 immediately understand it. Some don抰 believe in any spiritual reasons for suffering, and most take a humanistic approach to helping those in need.
Contemporary Issues
The Unitarian Universalist Association抯 stance is to protect the personal right to choose abortion. Other contemporary views include working for equality for homosexuals, gender equality, a secular approach to divorce and remarriage, working to end poverty, promoting peace and nonviolence, and environmental protection.
2. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (78%)
3. Liberal Quakers (77%)
4. Neo-Pagan (75%)
5. Mahayana Buddhism (72%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (70%)
7. Hinduism (66%)
8. Secular Humanism (66%)
9. Sikhism (66%)
10. New Age (57%)
11. Orthodox Quaker (56%)
12. Jainism (55%)
13. Taoism (54%)
14. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (52%)
15. Reform Judaism (51%)
16. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (48%)
17. Bah??Faith (47%)
18. Nontheist (43%)
19. New Thought (43%)
20. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (42%)
21. Scientology (41%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (35%)
23. Eastern Orthodox (32%)
24. Islam (32%)
25. Roman Catholic (32%)
26. Jehovah's Witness (31%)
27. Seventh Day Adventist (29%)
Universal untilitarianism
Belief in Deity
Very diverse beliefs--Unitarian/Universalists welcome all deity beliefs as well as nontheistic beliefs. Some congregations are formed for those who share a common belief, e.g. Christianity.
Incarnations
Very diverse beliefs, including belief in no incarnations, or that all are the embodiment of God. Some believe Christ is God's Son, or not Son but "Wayshower."
Origin of Universe and Life
Diverse beliefs, but most believe in the Bible as symbolic and that natural processes account for origins.
After Death
Diverse beliefs, but most believe that heaven and hell are not places but are symbolic. Some believe heaven and hell are states of consciousness either in life or continuing after death; some believe in reincarnation; some believe that afterlife is nonexistent or not known or not important, as actions in life are all that matter.
Why Evil?
Most do not believe that humanity inherited original sin from Adam and Eve or that Satan actually exists. Most believe that God is good and made people inherently good but also with free will and an imperfect nature that leads some to immoral behavior. Diverse beliefs. Some believe wrong is committed when people distance themselves from God. Some believe in 搆arma,?that what goes around comes around. Some believe wrongdoing is a matter of human nature, psychology, sociology, etc.
Salvation
Some believe in salvation through faith in God and Jesus Christ, along with doing good works and doing no harm to others. Many believe all will be saved, as God is good and forgiving. Some believe in reincarnation and the necessity to eliminate personal greed or to learn all of life抯 lessons before achieving enlightenment or salvation. For some, the concepts of salvation or enlightenment are irrelevant or disbelieved.
Undeserving Suffering
Diverse beliefs. Most Unitarians do not believe that Satan causes suffering. Some believe suffering is part of God抯 plan, will, or design, even if we don抰 immediately understand it. Some don抰 believe in any spiritual reasons for suffering, and most take a humanistic approach to helping those in need.
Contemporary Issues
The Unitarian Universalist Association抯 stance is to protect the personal right to choose abortion. Other contemporary views include working for equality for homosexuals, gender equality, a secular approach to divorce and remarriage, working to end poverty, promoting peace and nonviolence, and environmental protection.
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