I am feeling numb these few days. Trying to immobilise my senses so that I wun mind if I am rich or not. Or that I am on the brink of bankruptcy.
It is like feel woozy thru'out the day that no one can help me.
Which happens to be true after all.
I feel so lost.
no where to go.
wat to do?
I actually feel embarrassed and restrictive.
I become very self-conscious.
The world just move ahead without me...as if I din matter...
But I myself know that I matters a lot. At least to me..
I am not happy that I am in this state.
Like a chinese saying, "龙困浅滩".
I feel so idiotic and worthless.
God's sake, I want to get out desperately.
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