Thursday, February 26, 2004

Wat's ur gothic name?

hahaha...my is actually "VELVET KISSES"..

Chinese project

there is this gal in my group that dun have hp..tried to contact her but cant...when receive her msg thru another person so surprised...
she actually edit the work without highlighting where she edited..when ask y she din do so, she qn back, cant u read???
wah lau......toking of production efficiency here...not efficient at all lor...we are all chinese right...cant take advantage of us coz we are locals....
anyway, about the email, she say she accidentally dlete away our mail....wah kau..she able to message the guy lor......
ok even give her the benefit of doubt that she know the guy and ask him to send the mail to us....but our mail address is actually on the class rooster where it is accessible to all of us online....cant she take time to check it????
cant stand these pple....not sense of conscienttiousness....at least follow up lah...

Wat a day!!!

Kau......today econ presentation..duno gd or bad lah...got technical problem...then the topic abit chim...duno if i express well but my tutor actually explain the qns we have done all over again....haiz....my tutor say that's the fastest presentation he had seen...dun sound too good isnt it...
then i was so pissed off last nite...i had an online project miting for my gp discussing e-learning community.there's this gal who got this weird and strange notion of have a website on alternative medicine...ask her wat's her purpose? she say provide info to those interested lor...target users?....the most unbelievable are the following..
she say y nid target users to know?
(coz they are the ones using the website..got to facilitate them)

what's her selling pt?
ranging from info provision to selling alternative lifestyle to provide links to let consumer know where to get products in sg
(kaoz...we are toking a bt long term community lor..not sum1 juz touch and go,nid to learn sumthing1 in the long run)

wat's ur e-learning part?
oh....it is the interaction for users to share remedies and info
(this is col e-learning????my god!)

The credibility of the remedies and the govt regulation of such website?
got links to experts....govt dun care of the website
(wat if pple die after eating?govt put their foot down on medicine after silm 10 incident, din she koe?)

wat if pple die? dun they nid to c doc b4 using these alternative medicine?
pple dun die from eating traditional medicine....they can eat on their own.
(wah kau..after eating herbal medicine for nearly all my life...i din know this lor....all i koe is that the eating wrong medicine will result in deterioation of health lor if the effect is powerful....dun nid to c doc? my foot!)

haiz...above are sum part of conversation..nearly vomit blood when i communicate wif her...she insist hers is good coz it is the trend now..but dun she koe that trend does not mean feasibility lor...not base liking of topic on instinct lor...got to rationalise..she answer me for the sake of glueing my mouth lor...cant stand...
the way she phrase qn sounds like making personal verbak assult u koe...qntioning my integrity and indicate i biased.

How can i b biased when i want the marks???haiz....

Anyway, my frenz had another idea on cat lovers so they send in the proposals together. I had a glimpse lor...that gal is packagin her otherwise lacking stuff in nice way..while my fren got solid components there...not say i side wif my fren but whoever got pt i will side who....

hahahaha...in the end my tutor choose my frenz work over the gal's....haiz...how come got this type of person??

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

楼雨晴<无语的温柔>

Wah...this morning damn strez coz ah..nid to finish project for tml's presentation.haiz..then lax a but read on this book anemd above...find it is very touching...very touching ah...the couple actually start from sec sch and till old leh...the gal is a "psycho" mute while the guy extreme proud and status conscious...they find alot but they did get marriage..thot could live happily ever after but the guy got brain tumour....he start to treat his wife badly so as to make her leave him..but the wife ever faithful..so the guy use her "muteNess" to divorce her....but at this time, gal got pregnant...then she start to behave like a autistic person..till her father cant take it..col the guy to settle...at the samw time the gal ran away from hm and the guy found him and was crossing the road whena car hit him...the gal scream out loudly and able to speak...but the guy as the doc dignosed due to the impact and tumour, he become permanent veggie....the gal till contraction and delivery of a baby gal din even leave his ward....then upon hearing his baby's cries..he start to respond....hehehehhe......though may sound very dramatic...but life without these dramatic is a bit boring...

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Infuriating....

today hor...very sian and angry sia....i was rushing project for the past few days and dying for sleep so on the way to sch i usually sleep......then on 804 today ah....a guy sit bhind me and start to nag saying sumthing like"你有炸弹,我也炸死你.坐这么多位,连我都没的坐....."continuously. From his voice...he sounds yong and i think a ah beng....buay tahan....me want to sleep oso cant......then i dun care of him...coz that time i dun tnk it is me...a lady is sitted next to me mah.....then when the bus reach interchange.....i get up to go dwn bus..i realise every1 looking at me....that guy cant be talking to me rite????then i saw a teen who turn his head away when i move out...sulking somemore.....tnk muz be him lor....he is saying abt me......wargh........dammn him......my face was black thruout the journey till i reach sch.......

then had a project meeting after lecture....wah...no body actually koe how to do the work so have to w8 till the tutor's consultation hr....3pm leh.....i end sch at 12pm...w8 till3pm.....nvm...i jio my frenz to eat lunch.....then go....there are no pple..thot wrong place......but the tutor can find parking lot lor.....then he duno how to answer the qns too...spend a long time deciphering......me w8 till 4plus leh........haiz......y so unlucky get the most difficult tutorial to present.....30% somemore leh..........so sian...

Monday, February 23, 2004

Sunday, February 22, 2004

"Lim Nee Soon" production

hmmmm.....yawnz......so deadtired after yday nite....I went back to Yj for the show...
caught up wif mu work that i missed the time to mit Val, she was very very pissed off by me....for fang fei ji and never tell her....haiz...I was in a mess lah....anyway, I was told of the wrong time and we went early lor..mit Mr Tan, our CCS ex teacher i/c and present chinese HOD.We chat lor..he ask where are we and wat course we are taking...then crap a bit into how bad the biz are and so on..hehehe...we din have much to tok to him......

then mit meiyi and she couldnt enter from back gate true to Val's prediction, she had to walk round the sch to get into the main gate..on her way, she was sniffed by a big dog..and she was scared stiff.....but the owner keeping assuring her it is ok...hehehe

I mit a lot of frenz but seniors, same batch and juniors like Deren, tengda, Huiyi, Minlin, Junming,Peiyan,Shuhui, Lavina,Xiaoqi n beau, Huimin,Chuzhen,Dawn......hehehee.....

Alot of pple came to attend the show including the AMK GRC member of Parliament, Dr Tan Boon Wan ( if i am not mistaken), Lim Nee Soon's granddaughter and great-granddaughter, Jiemin's kids, Yishun town's busload of teen and a group of elderly. Not forgetting our teachers including Ms Chung, ET, the bio tutor,PE head and the bald OM. The new Principal was so LKK and a traditionalist, picky old lady that i instantly disliked her. Of course, the Mr Yang, chinese techer from HCJC who directed the show.

On the whole, the show is like kid's play. Waste of $$$ even wif the publicity. The standdard is not there....haiz...sad case..I had to keep myself awake by spotting errors....here b6 listed the errors...
1. The script not closely knitted and too lax...bits and pics...too much like
snapshot...doesnt explore the main character clearly. No "peak" in the drama...all
thaz to that Mr Yang...who claim to have researched thoroughly and have
participated in drama b4.
2. The Actors do not have enuff properly training. Too soft, not audilble; physical
movements rigid...not confident enuff, does put emotion in the way they say their
lines, doesnt show sign of the aged character that they are playing, Swallowed
their lines...I din koe that sick pple and old pple can move and speak without any
difficulty...oh that William Tay's english accent doesnt sound english enuff...half of
the time duno wat he saying...Plz look at Hugh Grant....
3.Props. the background props is simple i can understand so as not to clutter the
whole stage. But when it is cast in the context that workers have juz finish tapping
rubber, how could they stay so clean..surely they must have a few splatter of
rubber latex.....haiz....
4. Makeup. The old and aged dun even have grey hair how amazing.....the Lim Nee
Soon character look like Bangladashi to me.....so dark foundation....
5.Audio and lights. It is ok for most parts except when it shone on the props pple
accidentally on 1 scene wic not supposed to. The audio so soft....how to hear..I
was onli awake during the Opera scene where live orchestra play the
music....haiz......
6. MC.....supposedly to help creat a "peak" oso but her tone of voice so
normal....even when introducing distinguished guests...her pronounciation damn
fantastic lor....haiz......swallow words somemore....
If all the above have happend on the 1st nite, I would have been more lenient...but the final showdown is like that kinda depressing....the potential is there for the actors but the script not well written.Compared to the previous two shows that i was involved in.....the standard drop enormously......horrifying.....One thing to commend maybe the coordination spirit is there and pple's morale is high....so much for $6....

Friday, February 20, 2004

Yday..........strez ah.....

First class was econ tutorial so I" went in w/o studying trying to crap my way....our tutorial is as such that there is 1gp presenting that week's tutorial so we dun nid to do...hehehehe....naturally the room was darken and i gradually...........grad.......sleep....after the light was lit up again.....i was still groggy when suddenly......
"Peihua!!!!" my tutor col me and i had a jump.....y he col me ah........so shocked!!!

"CAn u tell me wat u have learn in class???"

"erm....errr...."for god sake....i was asleep....bluffing my way thru...." Digital management rights where online piracy was curbed!!!"

"Ok.....that's all for today!!!cya nxt week!!!"

wheez....thot he din col pple for last few weeks meaning he wun col again......but i was wrong......
aCtually had a premonition that I would be col a few weeks b4 when he col the 1st person to answer such kinda qn.....but i thot i wun be so suay.......Guess i was that suay lor.......haiz.....

One more thing.....gonna kill that "little emperor"....wat kinda essay he wrote....no depth....5000words essay, he reduce to 2500...still domineering sum more say we cant change topic.......haiz.......wonder if parang beta let he have a taste of local weapons or the traditional sword is gd enuff liao......

ok.....Instructions...

Ok guys...I am realli a klutz in programming so i duno where the error lies though i try to correct it...wif regards to how to c chinese words....click VIEW on ur browser, click ENCODING, select UNICODE...shd be able to c it....yeah....ok....I try to solve the prob ASAP but may not be doing now coz.....WORK's PILeing up......hehehehe

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

How to remove that blogger tag???

Anyone knows how to remove that blogger ad tag from the background???

grab hold of ur happiness!!!

juz want to share this wif u .....i am very touched...

从前,有一座圆音寺,每天都有许多人上香拜佛,香火很旺。在圆音寺庙前的横梁上有个蜘蛛结了张网,由于每天都受到香火和虔诚的祭拜的熏托,蛛蛛便有了佛性。经过了一千多年的修炼,蛛蛛佛性增加了不少。

  忽然有一天,佛主光临了圆音寺,看见这里香火甚旺,十分高兴。离开寺庙的时候,不轻易间地抬头,看见了横梁上的蛛蛛。佛主停下来,问这只蜘蛛:“你我相见总算是有缘,我来问你个问题,看你修炼了这一千多年来,有什么真知拙见。怎么样?”蜘蛛遇见佛主很是高兴,连忙答应了。佛主问到:“世间什么才是最珍贵的?”蜘蛛想了想,回答到:“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主点了点头,离开了。

  就这样又过了一千年的光景,蜘蛛依旧在圆音寺的横梁上修炼,它的佛性大增。一日,佛主又来到寺前,对蜘蛛说道:“你可还好,一千年前的那个问题,你可有什么更深的认识吗?”蜘蛛说:“我觉得世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说:“你再好好想想,我会再来找你的。”

  又过了一千年,有一天,刮起了大风,风将一滴甘露吹到了蜘蛛网上。蜘蛛望着甘露,见它晶莹透亮,很漂亮,顿生喜爱之意。蜘蛛每天看着甘露很开心,它觉得这是三千年来最开心的几天。突然, 又刮起了一阵大风,将甘露吹走了。蜘蛛一下子觉得失去了什么,感到很寂寞和难过。这时佛主又来了,问蜘蛛:“蜘蛛这一千年,你可好好想过这个问题:世间什么才是最珍贵的?”蜘蛛想到了甘露,对佛主说:“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说:“好,既然你有这样的认识,我让你到人间走一朝吧。”

  就这样,蜘蛛投胎到了一个官宦家庭,成了一个富家小姐,父母为她取了个名字叫蛛儿。一晃,蛛儿到了十六岁了,已经成了个婀娜多姿的少女,长的十分漂亮,楚楚动人。

  这一日,新科状元郎甘鹿中士,皇帝决定在后花园为他举行庆功宴席。来了许多妙龄少女,包括蛛儿,还有皇帝的小公主长风公主。状元郎在席间表演诗词歌赋,大献才艺,在场的少女无一不被他折倒。但蛛儿一点也不紧张和吃醋,因为她知道,这是佛主赐予她的姻缘。

  过了些日子,说来很巧,蛛儿陪同母亲上香拜佛的时候,正好甘鹿也陪同母亲而来。上完香拜过佛,二位长者在一边说上了话。蛛儿和甘鹿便来到走廊上聊天,蛛儿很开心,终于可以和喜欢的人在一起了,但是甘鹿并没有表现出对她的喜爱。蛛儿对甘鹿说:“你难道不曾记得十六年前,圆音寺的蜘蛛网上的事情了吗?”甘鹿很诧异,说:“蛛儿姑娘,你漂亮,也很讨人喜欢,但你想象力未免丰富了一点吧。”说罢,和母亲离开了。

  蛛儿回到家,心想,佛主既然安排了这场姻缘,为何不让他记得那件事,甘鹿为何对我没有一点的感觉?

  几天后,皇帝下召,命新科状元甘鹿和长风公主完婚;蛛儿和太子芝草完婚。这一消息对蛛儿如同晴空霹雳,她怎么也想不同,佛主竟然这样对她。几日来,她不吃不喝,穷究急思,灵魂就将出壳,生命危在旦夕。太子芝草知道了,急忙赶来,扑倒在床边,对奄奄一息的蛛儿说道:“那日,在后花园众姑娘中,我对你一见钟情,我苦求父皇,他才答应。如果你死了,那么我也就不活了。”说着就拿起了宝剑准备自刎。

  就在这时,佛主来了,他对快要出壳的蛛儿灵魂说:“蜘蛛,你可曾想过,甘露(甘鹿)是由谁带到你这里来的呢?是风(长风公主)带来的,最后也是风将它带走的。甘鹿是属于长风公主的,他对你不过是生命中的一段插曲。而太子芝草是当年圆音寺门前的一棵小草,他看了你三千年,爱慕了你三千年,但你却从没有低下头看过它。蜘蛛,我再来问你,世间什么才是最珍贵的?”蜘蛛听了这些真相之后,好象一下子大彻大悟了,她对佛主说:“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’,而是现在能把握的幸福。”刚说完,佛主就离开了,蛛儿的灵魂也回位了,睁开眼睛,看到正要自刎的太子芝草,她马上打落宝剑,和太子深深的抱着……

  故事结束了,你能领会蛛儿最后一刻的所说的话吗?“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’,而是现在能把握的幸福。”

My School day yday!!!

I had the unluckiest day yday....I start sch at 10pm wic i was late......and had a fall in the LT to my embarrassment

But i was heng in the sense that we are supposed to do a piece of work that is going to be a/cc for our attendance.....hahah....juz in time to do it...whew....

The I had to wait till 4pm for the next lesson.....wat to do???? Ahhhhh...I mit kexin in sci for lunch so I travel to sci via sch's often trusty (not alwaz trusty)internal shuttle bus to sci and w8....then I tnk of kexin's hurt toe...then I thot maybe can go NUH and eat....But viola......she was there in sci liao....I quickly scrutinise her....wat!!!!Sports shoes!!!! But she told me via sms last nite she had a fracture!!!

The it turn out that she went for a Xray in TTSH ( she could have done so in NUH her own dept wat...silly gal!!!) and found onli hurt tissue, juz bruise n nothing else......So much for $70 .......she feel heartache for the $$ she spend...haiz...

Then i went back to arts faculty...find a bench and since it is so windy...I fall asleep while poring thru notes......hehehehe....

I was rudely awakened by the pple coming out of the LT.......wah...I onli sleep 45mins onli...me want to sleep somemore....

then at 4pm..I had no choice but go for the chinese class wif "little emperors"!!!sigz...my gpmate cldnt find anything related to the topic so that male cheena guy can find...he scoffed at her........corky guy...

then tutorial starts...me and the male cheena guy diff gp...we supposed to tackle 1 qns and shoot other gp qns on their presentation....hehhehehe.e.e.e.e......

Naturally.....I wun allow him to get away so easily...since his was the first gp and no1 dare to speak up and ask qns to be against him since he's a cheena guy.....I shoot at him lor.....A qn that my tutor aka lecturer had praised for...hehehehehe......win-win situation for me.....earn tutorial pt n shoot that guy...heheheh.....

but he damned gd ah.....he shoot my gp even more qns....look at me n dare me to it..........later...for other gps rite...he shoot the qns that I want to raise.......hmmmmm.....he takeaway my participation pts.......

blood boiling as he ask me to repeat my qn for his gp...then he look at me steadily as he reply the qn.....wah Cow!!!!!buay tahan.......then I reply his qns in equally professional way that he would nver have done...he is that machine gun type.......hehehehe....no packaging of answer...hehehhe
later after class....he ask got anything to add on for the project....I shook my head refusing to tok to him or give him anything...then he suddenly said he wants to write the whole thing yday nite.....wah........that's great....!!!!!!?I quickly throw my data at him...and yell to himas he leave to send a softcopy to us.....after he finish.....hehehheehe....not that I dun1 to do but I alreadi finish my part wic he refused.......so not my fault.....hehhehehehe


Sorry abt not updating yday...

Yday I feel very heavy hearted and tired both physically and mentally. I end sch at six wif a tough fight wic i will KIV. After that, I have a dinner date wif xu huimin and kexin in yishun. Out mit up timing quite gum....coz the moment kexin and me got off 804, huimin's 800 came up hot after ours....hehehehe...thot we were a bit late.

Then we went to Ci Yuan Veggie Cafe as huimin's a vegetarian..we order our food and it happen so that the shop have tv and tune to channel U...hehehehe...Nezha....

then as we eat, we tok abit and our topic went around Angela. Originally, huimin ask Her to come along but she din reply b'coz i tnk she saw my name. Huimin ask me wat happen? I told her the whole story and she comment that angela is a sensitive person and she might still nurse her hate for Iso. I din not tnk of it at that time too. The invisible wound in my heart open up again. For many times, I have lost my frenz b'coz of this. all I want to ask is that am I really that insensitive??? IS it a sin if I din tnk of my frenz' feelings???As a punishment, I lost my frenz???even sum1 who have so long frenzship wif??? Am I that type who really can be a casual frenz to all but no close frenz to me???

I realli duno....seriously i tried to change but I could not alwaz maintain it coz..sometimes I maybe bogged dwn by work or very tired physically.I am not as multitasking as I seem to be.....

I have alwaz try to find out the answer but I cldnt. Either pple are too polite to tell me coz hurt my feelings or dun bother to tell me at alll....I admit I often neglect these so I nid pple to tell me right in the face....

My sisters ask me y I did so many tests and quizzes....at first i cldnt reply them...now i can....Subcconsciously, i try to find out wat kind of person m I???even though, professionals deemed that my brain usage can result in havinf different results if i take the same test repeatedly......that's how damn lucky i am....I can choose to manipulate my answer or have a answer that fits to my ideal...and start to deceive myslef that I wasnt that bad a person afterall....I duno.....seriously I am very tired...very tired...Wish I have a pair of wings to fly away.....even though it is very coward of me to do so.....

Monday, February 16, 2004

Are You Commitment-Phobic?

You scored 79, on a scale of 30 to 100.
75 - 100
Commitment-Phobic: Your fear of relationships is costing you happiness. You may want to take steps to break your pattern.

How do u koe u are in love???

How Do You Know It's Love?
There's a difference between love, being in love, and getting married.



Dear Thomas,
How do you know if you’re in love instead of just loving another person? How do couples know when they want to get married and spend the rest of their lives together?
—Uncertain

Dear Uncertain,
Being in love is an altered state. Suddenly your life is focused on another person and you can’t bear being separated from him or her. You are in a bubble of fantasy, feeling overcome and giddy. Love for another person, in contrast, is closer to appreciation and affection.
Love is fairly reasonable, while being in love is more like a prolonged seizure, not literally sick or crazy, but one of those ordinary, positive ecstasies that take you out of ordinary life and introduce you to something new.

Some people think that being in love is an illusion and that it only leads to catastrophe because you can’t make a good decision from that place. But I think that being in love is one of the great joys of life. It brings people together and gives them the kick they need to get over obstacles in their developing relationship. Yes, you can make bad decisions because of love’s blindness, but you can also make good ones. We all need an extra jolt of passion to get over our inhibitions and move a step further into what life has to offer.

It’s helpful to know the difference between loving someone and “being in love,” and it helps to do both in a relationship.

If you can’t stop thinking about the other person, you’re probably in love or getting close to it.
If you can imagine a family, work, and life together, you may be moving toward a steady love of the more meaningful kind.
When you’re dating, you have to be patient and make your decisions during moments of clarity. Usually the blindness lasts only for a certain period, and then gradually it is replaced by the realities of making life decisions and getting along with the person on an everyday basis. It’s possible to nurture both kinds of love in a relationship, and often it’s deeply satisfying, though I would say not necessary, always to feel at least a little in love.

Couples sometimes worry that they are losing the love that brought them together, but love changes tone and color all the time. People make a mistake in thinking of love as a constant, unchanging emotion. What may feel like loss of love may be its ripening. Being in love can transform into a deeper, steadier desire to be together and share a life. But, as everyone knows, being in love doesn’t always turn into a lasting relationship. That’s all right, too, because each time we love and separate, we are initiated into love’s ways, provided we allow ourselves to feel our emotions and talk about our experiences honestly with friends and family.

To assess whether you and the person you’re in love with are ready for a serious relationship, you can ask yourself some key questions: Has your relationship been tested by differences of taste and opinion? Can you talk seriously and openly to each other? Can you imagine enjoying raising children together, sharing a life, and appreciating your differences? The pleasant potion on Cupid’s arrow works instantly, but the working out of a relationship takes years.



How Comfortable Are You Being Single?

You scored 63, on a scale of 0 to 80.
36 - 65
You are fairly ensconced in a comfortable single life, although you have your moments when you pine for that special someone. Take heart--your ability to go with the flow only makes you more attractive.

wat's ur religious belief???

1. Unitarian Universalism (100%)
2. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (78%)
3. Liberal Quakers (77%)
4. Neo-Pagan (75%)
5. Mahayana Buddhism (72%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (70%)
7. Hinduism (66%)
8. Secular Humanism (66%)
9. Sikhism (66%)
10. New Age (57%)
11. Orthodox Quaker (56%)
12. Jainism (55%)
13. Taoism (54%)
14. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (52%)
15. Reform Judaism (51%)
16. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (48%)
17. Bah??Faith (47%)
18. Nontheist (43%)
19. New Thought (43%)
20. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (42%)
21. Scientology (41%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (35%)
23. Eastern Orthodox (32%)
24. Islam (32%)
25. Roman Catholic (32%)
26. Jehovah's Witness (31%)
27. Seventh Day Adventist (29%)

Universal untilitarianism
Belief in Deity
Very diverse beliefs--Unitarian/Universalists welcome all deity beliefs as well as nontheistic beliefs. Some congregations are formed for those who share a common belief, e.g. Christianity.
Incarnations
Very diverse beliefs, including belief in no incarnations, or that all are the embodiment of God. Some believe Christ is God's Son, or not Son but "Wayshower."
Origin of Universe and Life
Diverse beliefs, but most believe in the Bible as symbolic and that natural processes account for origins.
After Death
Diverse beliefs, but most believe that heaven and hell are not places but are symbolic. Some believe heaven and hell are states of consciousness either in life or continuing after death; some believe in reincarnation; some believe that afterlife is nonexistent or not known or not important, as actions in life are all that matter.
Why Evil?
Most do not believe that humanity inherited original sin from Adam and Eve or that Satan actually exists. Most believe that God is good and made people inherently good but also with free will and an imperfect nature that leads some to immoral behavior. Diverse beliefs. Some believe wrong is committed when people distance themselves from God. Some believe in 搆arma,?that what goes around comes around. Some believe wrongdoing is a matter of human nature, psychology, sociology, etc.
Salvation
Some believe in salvation through faith in God and Jesus Christ, along with doing good works and doing no harm to others. Many believe all will be saved, as God is good and forgiving. Some believe in reincarnation and the necessity to eliminate personal greed or to learn all of life抯 lessons before achieving enlightenment or salvation. For some, the concepts of salvation or enlightenment are irrelevant or disbelieved.
Undeserving Suffering
Diverse beliefs. Most Unitarians do not believe that Satan causes suffering. Some believe suffering is part of God抯 plan, will, or design, even if we don抰 immediately understand it. Some don抰 believe in any spiritual reasons for suffering, and most take a humanistic approach to helping those in need.
Contemporary Issues
The Unitarian Universalist Association抯 stance is to protect the personal right to choose abortion. Other contemporary views include working for equality for homosexuals, gender equality, a secular approach to divorce and remarriage, working to end poverty, promoting peace and nonviolence, and environmental protection.

How competitive are u???

You scored 31, on a scale of 0 to 100.
Player. Winning isn't everything, but since it matters to society it matters to me.

Are u a narcissist???

You scored 50, on a scale of 0 to 120
Occasional narcissist. You occasionally think too highly of yourself; catch yourself whenever it seems like the world revolves around you

Find ur spiritual path

You scored 104, on a scale of 10 to 200.
Serene Sightseer
There's nothing you like better than a little moonlight meditation. You like to check out a lot of different faiths and aren't scared to ask questions. You'd most likely enjoy religions and spiritualities that stress individual practice.

Computing Presentation......

haiz...bad and blur day......9am got a presentation but i onli half awake lah...so I was going to ask my tutor sum graphs...but she saboh me instead...sob sob...got corrected by her in front of the whole classs.....so malu....there goes my marks....

then rush to arts faculty....thot heng....early to class....then hor....my frenz went to zap notes...long queue...in the end still late....

thru'out lecture...equally bad...I cldnt concentrate...wanting to fall asleep...haiz...
then went to eat...found that kiwi juice quite nice...the make me perky...hehehehehe. for a while....

after that go hm....sleep on the train...wake up and got a shock

I got double vision o pple...think my brain gone berserk liao...haiz....
now nid to redo my chinese project...nid to find material....realli hate those"little emperors!!!"

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Moulin Rouge

Wah.....I would say it makes a fantastic musical...cool settings and great music..
It is like the sequel to "R+J"....same pompous settings...and ends in the same way..so tragic...As u can c , I am under heavy influence...and I din manage to finish hw b4 I watch it..hehehhee...
hahahah.....
wah...miz the 5566 show.....at J8...my fren got the autograph...how nice....me oso want...but i guess have it in my dreams...but she say lotsa pple...guess I wun b able to make it too.....I had diahorrea today...so sad and dizzy some more...haiz....bad day..tomolo got presentation...wonder how it will be...

Karmic lessons...for leo

Leo: Karmic Life Lessons
The Lion is quite the fitting Symbol for Leo: Like the King of the Jungle, it is a proud, golden, regal energy. When Leo receives the attention and admiration it seeks, it is energetic, optimistic, romantic, demonstrative and a lot of fun. Leos make wonderful actors, as they crave the spotlight and do great things when they're in it. The trouble for a Leo comes when the spotlight is challenged or taken away or when the audience isn't as appreciative as Leo wishes it were. When that happens, Leo's sensitive side may come to the fore, leading to dejection and unhappiness.

As it is ruled by the Sun, the central, most life-giving force of our Universe, Leo sometimes believes it is the center of everything as well. Others may see this as a case of egotism and when paired with Leo's stubborn pride, it could add up to a big pain in the neck! Behind egotism, however, often lies insecurity. Leo must consider why it needs to claim the center of attention -- and the answer may come as a surprise. Is it that Leo feels inwardly insecure and relies on outward attention to feel worthy and valid? Most of us share this insecurity; all of us simply have to recognize it. The more internal balance we can develop, the less any of us needs external support. As Karmic Astrology teaches us, all we have is ourselves, and our Selves are plenty. Leo doesn't need to be awe-inspiring to deserve love and appreciation; being a living, functioning being of the world is plenty. As a modification of the well-known saying, Leo would do well to adopt the motto, "I exist, therefore I am loved."

Leo's urge to be appreciated can lead to being boastful or arrogant, but this can cause problems when human fallibility kicks in. One of Leo's most admirable qualities is its dignity, but that can be overridden by emotional over-sensitivity if Leo feels someone has "cut it down to size." There's no need to get overly upset when that happens; instead, try to remember that everyone is equal and all people make mistakes from time to time. It's acceptable; it's human. When we're all on the same level, we're close and connected -- and connection is one of the most worthy pursuits of human experience.

Perhaps Leo's most famous weakness is its vanity. Those born under the Sign of the Lion are often teased for their love of mirrors, in which they brush their manes of hair until they gleam. While appearances are the first things that meet the eye, there are many far more important indicators of a person's character or worth. Good looks fade, but inner character only gets stronger with age. And Leo possesses tremendous strength of character! Demonstrably kind, dignified and generous, Leo would do well to develop those traits rather than paying so much attention to looks and fashion.

Leo can look to other Signs of the Zodiac to help learn its Karmic lessons. Taurus can teach Leo about steady patience, to work toward goals no matter how long it takes to reach them rather than relying on flash for effect. Scorpio can teach Leo about depth -- while Leo thinks it's powerful, Scorpio possesses true power; Scorpio isn't afraid to roll in the mud. And Leo can learn from Aquarius's innovative, behind-the-scenes work about how to step out of the spotlight and focus on truly bettering the world for all.

Travelling wif me....

Leo Travel Profile
Who IS that stepping from that gilded carriage ...... royalty? A world leader? Nah, it's probably just a Leo. Those born under this Sign know how to travel in style, and if it's not in a Cinderella-like carriage, it's probably via the Orient Express or the Concorde. Lions love to be treated like royalty because in their world, they're just that. When they hit the road, it's first-class all the way.
Bigger is always better for the Lion, so think of the Grand Tour, a hacienda in Cuernavaca or a private Greek island. And while Leos are possessed of considerable physical strength and stamina, they'd much rather have a car and driver take them from one splendid sight to the next. Organized and creative as they are, Leos love to set the agenda when traveling, and it'll surely be a good one.
They'll also travel with a few friends in tow, the better for all to see what shining stars they are. Royalty needs its court, after all. They won't dawdle over any one part of the journey, either -- a quick peek at the Mona Lisa is fine, just enough to tell the folks back home about it. Travel for Leos is all about ease, which is why they pack that all those credit cards. Someone will worry about the bill later ...

Leo Destinations
Question: Where is the "A"list crowd going ...... these days? Answer: Hard to say, but the Lion is sure to find out! Travel is all about status for these pampered pets, so being with the "in" crowd counts for a lot, as do creature comforts once there. Wimbledon in June is a must, at which time the Lion will stay at the Ritz and dance till dawn at London's snazziest clubs. Paris is perfect in the springtime, while Milan is a must during the fall fashion shows. Many Leos enjoy gambling, so Las Vegas is high on their list -- a little craps at Caesars Palace sounds about right. Lovers of romance as well, a Lion will purr like a kitten if swept away for a romantic weekend along the Mendocino coast (the Heritage House being the definitive inn). Leos aren't likely to roam much around India or Africa, though, as the thought of those less fortunate than themselves is a bit hard for them to handle.

Leo Activities
It's not likely that the Lion is going to break a sweat while sightseeing. Sure, it's important to see the sights, but it's also important to look good while you're at it. To that end, Leos will set an organized yet fun agenda for themselves and their crew, taking in the hottest Broadway show or the latest exhibit in Rome with tickets purchased beforehand (Wait in line? Never!). Once back home, they'll tell everyone about these excellent events. Social as they are, Leos love to be in a crowd, so parties, receptions or any other crowded venue (local bars and discos always rate high) are a magnet for them. Give 'em a drink and they'll regale their "subjects" for hours! The best of the best is important to the Lion, too, so they'd never miss the Prado in Madrid or the frescoes of the Sistine. "Umm, driver, my feet are a bit sore; it's time to head back to the hotel ..."
L
eo Dining Ideas
If a table at the hottest restaurant in New York ...... or LA is simply impossible to get, call a Leo: They'll find a way. Lions know what they want and it's always the best of the best. Beluga caviar? Well, at least a taste (must watch that cholesterol!). The freshest salmon in Norway, tender lamb in New Zealand and mouth-watering sushi in Tokyo are all on the menu when the Lion is on the road. Aesthetics count too, so it's the white-napped, silver-laden table which will always win the day. The Michelin guide is always on hand for elegant Leos, who know that getting to both of Joel Robuchon's restaurants when in France is the only way to go.

Leo Lodging Ideas

Can you say five-star,Well, you'd better if you're ...... traveling with a Leo! Those born under this Sign insist on luxury from soup to nuts, so their hotel of choice will always be the best in town. And hey, if the town doesn't have one, then it's not their kind of town. Think the Crillon in Paris and the Pierre in New York, hostelries which are happy to unpack your bags while you take a spot of tea in the lobby lounge. Shutters in Santa Monica is a great place for Lions who want to frolic seaside, since the rooms are a languid pleasure.
Want to go first-class? Call a Lion!

kids and beauty

Leo Kid Profile
If you're a Leo, you love drama and being the center of attention! Leo is a Fire Sign, which means you have a bottomless well of energy. You're the hit at all the birthday parties, since you're fun and sunny and all your friends love to laugh at your jokes. Parties are your favorite, in fact, and you love to ham it up, making everyone around you happy and at ease. You also love sports of all kinds and you tend to be the leader in your class at school, calling out all the answers to the teacher's questions. Leo is represented by the Lion, a proud, golden animal commonly called the King of the Jungle. You could be called the King or Queen of the schoolyard!

Leo Beauty Profile
As a Leo, you are confidence in a beautiful bottle, self-assuredness in sleek, concentrated form. When you're a Fixed Fire Sign Lion, you command an audience, and you thrive off their applause and appreciation -- that's your livelihood and sense of security. You may seem to be a spotlight-chaser, an approval-seeker, but deep down you're just a good-hearted, albeit proud, kitten, and you love nothing more than to have your soft coat stroked.

And it is glorious -- your hair, that is. Just like the Lion that symbolizes your sign, your mane is your crowning achievement, so to speak, and you let it speak for you when you don't know what else to say. Moving down from there, the world sees your eyes, large and full of life and energy -- and further down from that, the world probably sees your sexy shoulders, another area of Leo pride.

You spare no expense caring for your assets -- you'd walk miles and pay big for the right conditioner, and you'd sit for hours before your vanity to get a look just right. You wear vibrant colors, citrusy perfumes, and you're not afraid to take cosmetic risks to get your point across (is it any surprise Madonna's a Leo). You're not all flash, though, and your bigheartedness is not an act. Your true beauty comes from your readiness to share yourself and your gifts, your generous affection and your loyal, pure heart.

Money....$$$$$

Leo Money Profile

The star of the Zodiac has arrived! Leos love to be center stage, playing to an adoring audience. They also love beauty and riches and often seem to be pampered with both. When not on stage, it's easy to spot the Lion in a crowd. They're always the most magnetic presence in the room, surrounded in an almost golden glow. Leos are usually on a mission to find their right place in the (business) world. If they're chosen to lead -- well, some things just make perfect sense!

Leos enjoy taking a risk, but generally only if the odds are in their favor. They hate to lose (and look bad!). It's not surprising for Las Vegas to beckon to the Lion who loves glamour and glitz along with some shiny new coins. The Lion's gambling streak can be a good thing, as long as ego doesn't get in the way and lead to bad business decisions.

Lions firmly believe that money is there to give them everything they deserve, whether it be a great house, a zippy sports car, or more toys than they can play with. Extravagance is their middle name! They'll find a way to make money, because they surely know how to spend it -- and will. "There's more where that came from" is never far from the Lion's mind.

Managing money would definitely crimp the Lion's freewheeling style -- hey, these are the folks who originated the champagne and caviar party! The accountant (or partner) can add up the damage. If Leos do overspend, they're generally resourceful enough to get back on track. When things get really bad, a visit will be paid to the banker since the proud Lion could never borrow from a friend. And admit they're not king of the hill? Never!

The Lion's secret to success, however, may be a very generous spirit. These folks would lend their last penny, and since what goes around comes around, they'll always find their way to a few more. Leo knows the cup is half full, and more often than not, their cup runneth over!


Fitness

Leo Fitness Profile
Leo may do best by hiring a personal trainer to give them constant, individual attention. You're likely to persist with frequent aerobic workouts, even if you don't like them, because looking and feeling good is important to you. With teams, you may be very competitive; you always feel the need to lead and be first. Leo likes to help the underdog, though, and will be fair about making sure everyone gets a chance to play. The inflexible Lion rules the heart and back, so cardiovascular exercise is important. When going to the gym, you may want to run a few extra laps -- but only after a vigorous stretching session on the mat. Your motivation is to look good, and at the gym you're likely to be the one in designer sweats.

The Leo diet from Diets A-to-Z: Pritikin
Leo rules the heart; to keep yours beating sound and steady, try the Pritikin diet -- it's anti-heart disease!

Dogs generally this year

In the West, the Dog is man's best friend, but in Chinese Astrology this Sign is a little more unpredictable than that. Dogs are loyal, faithful and honest and always stick to their firm codes of ethics. However, this Sign has trouble trusting others. It's generally quite trustworthy itself -- except for the occasional "little white lies" the Dog tells in order to make things go more smoothly. The Dog makes a wonderful, discreet and loyal friend (despite any white lies) and is an excellent listener. This Sign tends to root for the underdog and its keen sense of right and wrong makes it duty-bound to the core. The Dog's mantra seems to be, Live right, look out for the little people and fight injustice whenever possible.

Dogs can also be rather dogmatic, too. They don't go in for light social banter; instead, they go straight for home, expostulating on the topics that are most important to them. At these times the Dog's narrow-minded or stubborn side can become apparent; this Sign has trouble staying light and calm when an important issue is at stake. This Sign can also be very temperamental; mood swings characterize its emotional life and often the Dog needs to run off to be alone in order to recuperate. Part of the problem is the result of this Sign's load of irrational fears that turn into niggling anxieties that turn into hurt feelings and occasional grouchiness. This sensitive Sign needs to warm up to others over time and gradually learn to trust them. Without that trust as a foundation, Dogs can be judgmental and coarse.

The Dog's discerning nature does make it an excellent business person, one who can turn that picky, guarded nature into a keen sense of the truth of another's motives. Where love is concerned, Dogs often have a tough time finding the right match. They can be so anxious and overwrought in the romance dance that they'll stress their partner to the max! In any forum, this Sign is happiest when able to be quite physically active; at home or at work, the Dog will always be constructing something new or cleaning something up in order to make things better. Dogs need to work on controlling their irrational worries and would also be well-served to relax their mile-high standards, which can sometimes wind up alienating the ones they love.

The most compatible match for a Dog is the Tiger or the Horse.

Compatibility among the Chinese Signs
on a scale of 1 (less compatible)
to 10 (more compatible)

Rat Ox Tiger Rabbit Dragon Snake Horse Goat Monkey Rooster Dog Pig
Rat 9 6 4 7 10 7 3 4 10 6 8 8
Ox 6 8 4 8 7 9 5 2 4 9 7 7
Tiger 4 4 5 5 6 3 9 4 2 4 9 7
Rabbit 7 8 5 8 7 7 5 9 4 2 8 9
Dragon 10 7 6 7 9 8 8 7 10 9 2 8
Snake 7 9 3 7 8 8 4 7 4 9 8 4
Horse 3 5 9 5 8 4 8 8 5 6 9 6
Goat 4 2 4 9 7 7 8 9 5 5 4 9
Monkey 10 4 2 4 10 4 5 5 9 4 8 7
Rooster 6 9 4 2 9 9 6 5 4 4 5 5
Dog 8 7 9 8 2 8 9 4 8 5 7 7
Pig 8 7 7 9 8 4 6 9 7 5 7 8

Year of the monkey!!!
Dog's Romantic Horoscope
First Quarter

The stars might somewhat complicate your love life. Couples whose mutual understanding has left something to be desired for some time won't want to make concessions any longer. Singles should beware of becoming demanding -- remember, wanting to meet a half-god or a top model is certainly not realistic!

Second Quarter

Your love affairs will be delicious. You'll experience moments of intense passion, but with the risk of being more demanding than usual. Use much imagination and panache in matters of romance. Couples need to accept each other as they are; if not, tensions are possible. If you're on the lookout for your soul mate, you'll have excellent chances to find them.

Third Quarter

Couples will form solid teams with good understanding. If your heart is free, love will be at the center of your concerns. Depending on your temperament and chance encounters, the stars can induce you to embark seriously on a new relationship -- or on the contrary to accumulate adventures that'll prove quite agreeable.

Fourth Quarter

Serious problems with your mate will compel you to reconsider your sentimental future. Don't panic! If you avoid making decisions under the spell of anger, the situation should improve. The stars will help you to look at life under a more optimistic and positive angle. As for singles, the relationships created now will have every chance to last and prosper.

romance....

Leo
The creative and romantic Lion rules the Zodiac's House of Pleasure, insuring that any romp with this cat will include sensory as well as sensual delights. The playful Lion loves fun and is a supremely social animal. If Leos can act out their fantasies on a public (even private) stage, all the better, for those born under this sign truly believe they're the star. As befits the King/Queen of the Zodiac, Leos are leaders. Their powerful presence, as well as staying power, insures them success in their conquests. Romance is also a princely quality for the Lion, and those who ensnare this passionate animal may well be rewarded with a wonderful and inventive lover. Like the ruling Sun, which is at the center of the universe, Leos love to have the world revolve around them.
Leo and Romance
Affairs of the heart will quickly take on a 'me first' quality with the Lion, since they truly believe they are the best and must come first. Leos love to feel good, as befits royalty, so they will respond exceptionally well to pampering and flourishes. While Leos love to be admired and adored, they can also take the lead in romance, since they believe their strength and power will win the day. When the Lion gets going, watch out! Passionate fireworks will fly, since these folks know how to turn on the charm, and the heat. Since all the world's a stage to the prancing, dancing Lion, fun, excitement and a little razzle-dazzle are all part of their repertoire. Leos are willing to gamble where romance and love are concerned, since losing is not in their vocabulary.
Leo in Relationships
A relationship with the daring, yet devoted, Lion will rarely prove dull. This showy cat may need to be lavished with attention, but can also ravish a lover with riches in return. A slow, smoldering pas de deux, which leads to mutual bliss, is what the Lion would love from a partner. The fiery Lion requires a lover who can keep up with them and certainly one who can match wits. If not, the risk of boredom and flight is a big one, since Leo has very high expectations. A partner who can understand and indulge the Lion's need to be the center of attention will be a keeper for this regal cat. The ideal Leo soul mate understands the pleasure principle and will work hard to keep their mate satisfied.

Leo in Love
The strength and amorous prowess that Leos possess makes them a natural leader in the dance of love. This cat may want to rule, but it also wants to be admired, which makes for a love filled with sexual tension. Even so, the Lion's generous and giving nature makes certain that a lover will feel special. The Lion may test a lover from time to time in their quest for answers about love: What is it really? How can I feel it the most? The one with the best answers to these questions will surely make this cat purr. Love is a most attractive state for Leos, since the pleasure, attraction and fun of the game are all qualities which make the Lion glow.

Leo and Sex
As befits a Fire sign, there is a great physicality, white heat and ardor which emanates from the Lion -- in the right circumstances. The Lion wants action first and foremost, and if the moves are being made on them, all the better. When Leos are being made love to (slow, steady love), they are flattered into a state of ecstasy. This kind of approach will help create a Lion who is a very confident lover. Leos are utterly aroused when a partner revels in their beauty and aura and tells them how wonderful it is. As their gracious gift, the Lion will show their partner just how much that compliment meant! The Lion loves seduction and foreplay, and a well-placed mirror or two would be nice, too, since that flowing mane and cat-like quality are begging to be watched.

What Leo Needs
What the King/Queen of the Jungle wants more than anything else is to be fawned over. Being a devoted sort, the Lion will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special, indeed. A lover with the right vibes, who comes bearing gifts, exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best for this stellar cat, is clever and wise. The one who can bring out the true Lion, which is often hiding behind the glare of white lights and preening to an adoring crowd, will do both of them a favor. In the end, Leo's lover must always remember who is number one, and act on this all the time.

The Leo lover is giving and devoted, and lives for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is putting them squarely in the spotlight, where they believe they truly belong. Anyone willing to bask in the Lion's warm glow is in for a red-hot time!




fashion

Leo Fashion Profile
The Lion rules the roost and wants the best of everything. If a garment is out of your budget, it must be yours. Price tags and labels rule what you buy. If the fashion mags haven't heard of a designer, you drop them like a hot coal. You could never be seen in public wearing anything but top quality. Comfort comes last in your book. If the latest trend requires pants t hat cut off your circulation and wobbly platform shoes, that's exactly what you'll be squeezing into and stumbling about on. Anything daring with a bold display of colors is your cup of tea, as long as it makes you look good. Business suits are for the workplace, and you wear them well, but in your own time you prefer flowing, elegant garments, custom tailored to your shape. It's imperative that you look the part of royalty.

You excel at wearing flashy, pricey jewelry. Your Sign rules the back, so going backless or strapless to the right soiree is never out of place. Favorite colors are gold, bronze and orange, whether you choose to wear these as an electric splash or a bold statement is your decision. You'll purr over anything that calls attention to the Lion's mane, whether is be handcrafted barrettes, colorful rubber bands or jeweled tiaras. One thing is for certain: Leo knows how to dress for success.

Fave Label: Versace
Would Look Good On: Madonna

friendship and food

Leo Friendship Profile
The Lion can never be accused of hiding behind their mane. They're happiest when people surround them, especially as they're likely to be the center of attention in any crowd. Leo has a ton of friends. After all, anyone who thinks so highly of themself must have something good to offer! The Lion makes a great friend, though. They can be playful as a kitten and are always ready to spread their sunshine around. Beware of their competitive side, though. As your friend, Leo wants to be proud of you and will do everything in their power to ensure your success -- so long as you don't outshine them. As long as you're the underdog, you'll have a loyal friend. Everyone can be friends with a Leo. They don't really discriminate, preferring to have a big mix of people to play with. Leo always wants the best and might take you out for fancy dinners and such. Don't worry if you can't quite afford it -- the generous Lion is quite willing to chip in. Make sure you remind them again and again how grateful you are for their help, though. A friend who is not appreciative enough of the Leo's charms and generosity may not get the chance to show it later.
Best Friend Bets: Gemini, Libra

Give sunny Leo sunflower seeds for munching. They want spicy food from warm places, like the Mediterranean. Garlic is not a flavor for the Lion, but they adore cloves, nutmeg and parsley. Remember that Leo wants the absolute best of everything!
Leo: Perfect presentation with enough kick to get the whole group going: macchiato.
Soups: Black Bean Soup Gazpacho
Appetizers:
Chips and Pineapple Salsa Stuffed Tomatoes and Bell Peppers with Rice
Main Courses: Picante Chicken Mediterranean Scallops
Dessert: Pumpkin Pie



tech profile

Leo Technology Profile

As you jump online, you may find the experience to be a little frustrating, as Leos love being center stage, and it's hard to stand out on the Web. Your light at the end of the tunnel is that you have the ability to backup your performances with a depth of understanding that is uncanny. After you sweep through a Web site, the format may seem a little funky, since you are not afraid to leave a strong impression. Your ambition and ability to multi-task are likely to be evident through the number of computer applications that you have open on your desktop at any one time. Leos can organize almost as well as an electronic datebook, and you can be sure when you are in control everything will eventually run smoothly. Your idealistic views of the Internet have the potential to inspire creative products or even a business plan.


more on my Horoscope...

The Fifth House
House of Pleasure

The Fifth House is commonly referred to as the House of Pleasure. Oftentimes, pleasure is the result of a creative act. The simple act of creating is, essentially, giving of oneself and making something -- making another? Yes, the Fifth House does speak to procreation and children, but it also addresses the creation of art and culture. The creative life is one from which we can derive much personal pleasure and self-satisfaction. Do I like this? Does it make me feel good? Does it bring me pleasure? The answers therein are the domain of the Fifth House.
Taking this pleasure principle a step further, one can give it a more human face, even two faces. Romance and romantic affairs, both emotional pleasures, are within the realm of the Fifth House. Emotional satisfaction can be gained in many ways, and yet another way addressed by this House is gambling. While this implies a financial risk, it can also be viewed as the willingness to take a risk -- on love, with money or in life. A gut risk in the hopes of a pleasurable outcome is how the Fifth House sees it. This House is actually quite rich with pleasures since it also lords over fun, games and hobbies. Life is more than just being or doing, it also includes finding -- finding the pleasure in the acts in which we engage.

Children as a source of pleasure are also important in the Fifth House. This brings us back to creativity, since through our children, we create an extension of ourselves and then watch it grow. Giving our children all the good we had (and have), and then some, is certainly a pleasurable pursuit. How will this manifest itself? What form of pleasure and emotional release is best for our children? Music, dance, theater, art, science, literature -- these fancies are for them and for us. Play for the purpose of emotional enrichment and pure pleasure is what the Fifth House is all about.

The Fifth House is ruled by the Sign Leo and the Sun.

Fire
The Element of Fire is associated with the Signs Aries, Leo and Sagittarius, and it also rules the First, Fifth and Ninth Houses. As one would expect, those graced by Fire are fiery, indeed. They are enthusiastic and sometimes larger than life. Just like a fire that is left untended, however, Fire Signs can burn out of control. Ouch! It's best to tend those embers.

A Fire Sign is also an indicator of creativity. This Element manifests itself in creative and unique ways, and those in its glow are also wonderfully courageous, lively spirits. Those influenced by a Fire Sign are self-sufficient, spontaneous and possess a tremendous zest for life.

It also stands to reason that a combustible Fire Signer would be ardent in the game of love. Yes, these are the sexiest Signs of the Zodiac, knowing they are the cat's meow and climbing ever higher in the name of love. To their credit, those touched by Fire are often an inspiration to others, certainly for their adherence to solid moral and religious ideals.

If there's a flip side to the Element of Fire, it can be that those who bear its will can be overly strident in getting their way. Call it bossy, even. These folks can come across rather forcefully. Selfishness and an overdeveloped ego can also be seen as part of a fiery individual's shadowy side.

Fire Signs are strong, self-assured, creative and fun. When they get too hot to touch, though, it may be a good idea to stand back!

The Sun: Planet of Self



As the Sun puts forth light, so it brings forth life. This Planet (also known as a luminary and a star) represents the self, one's personality and ego, the spirit and what it is that makes the individual unique. It is our identity and our face to the world. The Sun also speaks to creative ability and the power of the individual to meet the challenges of everyday life.

One's natural father, husbands and other male influences are ruled by the Sun, as are children. The Sun's energy is a forceful one, and in its wake comes authority, the ability to lead and an individual's essence, their core being. Through the will of this Planet, we learn to manifest ourselves in the world.

The Sun is majestic, and in keeping with its regal air, it rules royalty and higher office. This orb also lords over our health and well-being. The Sun's golden glow is a vital life force which imbues us with strength, energy and a will to succeed. It is the Sun which gives strength to the other Planets, which is why this Planet occupies a key role in Astrology.

The Sun spends about a month visiting each Sign and takes a year to journey through the twelve Signs of the Zodiac. It is masculine energy and rules Leo and the Fifth House.


hahahaha...Val's quiz results, here is the website

You are a person who approaches their finances aggressively and with purpose. You make sure you have covered every angle by consulting the best professionals, then move in for the attack.

Preferring a more casual appearance, you are more comfortable in jeans and a t-shirt than in a suit. You don't like over dressing for any occasion, although you never look scruffy.

Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.

You value highly what is important to you. Some people may find your possessions a little out of fashion, but you don't mind as they appeal to your taste.

You are very sociable! You are the center of attention and have great stories to tell. But this often prevents from establishing deep relationships.

You are a no-nonsense, practical person. You make sure that you are there when your friends need you, and like to solve their problems for them.

Valentine's Day = Friendship Day

hahahah...had a very happy day....cook sumthing that evryone likes!!!!hehehehe....thot not much will like it coz too traditional like me mah....hehehehe....next time i make more....hahahaha...i try to incorporate more ideas n fillings like seafood wic i guess pple like Min, Val n Clarina will like the best.....hehehehe...liling say she mkt it for me..but my production depend on my mood....so cant say the std will be the same thru'out....hehehehe...

Clarina's egg tarts very nice...I like the flowy,creamy fillings....not much pple can make it though...hehehhee....hops she finds a way to make the crust harder....hehheehe...realli nid a bowl to catch the crumbles....
hmmmmmm....next who to saboh make things for us to eat????hehehe....kexin?liling??juliana??? or Min??? Ah-Gu again???

nice mahjong session we have....hehehhe...I alwaz had luck when my sis join me...like Min and Kexin...hehehhe...heng...we din play wif $$$...otherwise like Clarina say..they will "输到脱裤子"!!!!

Min plead me to change the blog backgound.....and font color...so here I am change again...the background pic ah...is the actual cover of the book where i took the female character name....she is the real "niantang"....

Biodata:
full name: 风恋棠
got a hubby who's an assassin
got a cheeky son...
a godsis and a god bro-in-law..
she is a brillant physician by the way....hehehhe


yeah...that's all...any comments...plz post...off to bed liao....

Friday, February 13, 2004

Which Woman of Royalty Are You?



You are the beautiful and compassionate Queen. You are the epitomy of what every woman should be. You are confident, bold, aggressive, smart, womanly and feminine. You know the right thing to do and do it. You command respect and earn praise. You are moral and loving. In times of trouble, you draw strength from within, and are a source of strength for others.


Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

hahahahaha.......Now i koe why today so blur liao!!!

hahahaha......today is friday the 13th lah...juz take a look at the calendar then realise...wah.....the 13th really have a profound effect on me..make me very blur today..hehehehhe....

Blur Day!!!!

Now in the middle of the tutorial and in comp rm sum more...got access to PC leh...hehehe..anyway...I woke up still groggy as usual...and late somemore...finally..attendinga not so boring tutorial now..wonder wat to eat later...hahahaha.....we did a web design and create the prototype for e-community..."How to be a man!!!"hahaha....we include everything to be a real snaggy and charming man....hahahaa....the korean shuai lecturer was very impressed....u koe hor....we had two version of how the webpage look like, one design by gal and the other by guy....we set a trap for him,asking him to choose,he look at it duno wic one to choose otherwise create a sexist war.....heheheee...duno y i so blur today
Leo
Symbol: the Lion
Ruling Planet: the Sun
Ruling House: Fifth House
Element: Fire
Quality: Fixed
Body Parts: heart, back
Keyword: PLEASURE
Date with destiny: Aries, Sagittarius
Run for the hills: Taurus, Scorpio
Where you glow: center stage
What makes you tick: leading
Fitness forecast: Tae-Bo
Play date: attending a movie premier
Perfect jobs: actor, cruise ship host
Best accessory: hairbrush
A sure thing: basking in the glow
Destination: Singapore
Pleasure: daydreams, generosity, courage
Pain: keeping up appearances, losing, being bossed around
What's my line? There's no business like show business.

Fixed
A Fixed Quality is attached to the Signs Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius. The Fixed Houses are the Second, Fifth, Eighth and Eleventh; if an astrological chart shows a preponderance of Planets in these Houses, its energy is weighted toward fixity.

Fixed Signs understand that steadiness is the key. Those influenced by this Quality are happy to forge ahead with their projects, calmly working away until they have achieved their objectives. This is no struggle for Fixed folks, rather it's what makes them tick. These individuals are stable, determined and resolute. They want to get to the finish line and have the persistence and ability to concentrate, characteristics which will get them there.

There is no lack of confidence in Fixed individuals. Self-reliance could be a Fixed person's middle name. Those possessed of a Fixed nature are powerful, yet purposeful. There are no wasted motions here: Fixed folks move patiently and steadily toward their goals. They are also steady and reliable and always remember those who helped them out. Conversely, those born under a Fixed Sign can at times be stubborn, my-way-or-the-highway folks. They may have a tendency to get stuck in their ways and to believe that they are always right.

Those influenced by a Fixed Quality are determined, reliable and persistent. They have great strength, and strength of purpose, and love to get the job done. So what if they refuse to budge? They get results.


Thursday, February 12, 2004

my career profile

Leo Career Profile

If there's someone who likes being the center of attention, it's a Leo. And why not? Those born under this Sign are giving, proud, energetic, confident -- the world can't help but look! That is as it should be, says the Lion. They're firebrands with plenty of smolder in their eyes and a golden glow all around. Leos are focused in their work and make excellent team leaders. The Lion is also a risk-taker, someone who wants the world (for starters) and often gets it.

Whether it's for a big project or a noble cause, getting the Lion to jump on board is a shrewd move -- and one that's sure to attract attention! These folks can't help but be in the limelight, thanks to their larger-than-life personality. Hand-in-hand with this is an infectiously positive attitude. Colleagues are often quick to seek out the Lion as a role model, since those signature qualities of leadership, truth and justice are ones that many seek. However, Leos must be careful not to indulge in selfishness or manipulation or to fall into a state of complacency. And as for all that primping and posing, Lion: enough is enough! Yes, life is a banquet, and you are the star, but do you really want to let yourself go that way?

As much as the Lion likes being in the spotlight, there really is plenty of room for a team to assemble all around. Is there a game to be won? a deal to close? The Lion's team is the winning team, and a happy bunch of cats it is.

The Leo office is likely to be overwhelmed by the throne behind the desk. And you thought it was a chair? Ha! That desk, of course, is gleaming mahogany, as is the well-stocked liquor cabinet in the corner. Lions are usually driven around in Bentleys, but will take the wheel of a Lexus if they're at a start-up. Cutting a deal with Leo over lunch? It'd better be the Ritz!

Leos are well suited as managers, architects, inventors, teachers, athletes and Presidents.

Leo Career Guide

Here are some occupations that a Leo might consider:
Actor Amusement park employee Announcer Art dealer Artist Athlete Cardiologist CEO Celebrity Comedian Director Educator Entertainer Entrepreneur Exhibitor Goldsmith Marketer Master of ceremonies Movie maker Park ranger Performer Politician Principal Professor Publicist Resort manager Spokesperson Stockbroker TV anchor Talk show host Teacher Theatrical agent Tour guide



Some more.....abt me..

My love sign
Cancer
Having Venus in Cancer makes one highly receptive to love, a seeker of amorous situations both real and unreal. Why is that? Those with this placement are emotional beings full of life and love, and if a match isn't at the ready, they'll just create one in their own fertile minds. The creativity and imagination of these individuals will serve them very well once a relationship is in place, so their lovers are in for a treat! Is a union filled with fantasy, make-believe and the joy and wonderment of a child what you crave? Well then, seek out that kindred spirit with Cancer in their House of Love. Play dates, and dates in general, will never be the same! When the Crab rules the game of love, it's a sweet bite, indeed. Nurturing and sympathetic, these kindly souls are likely to have a retinue of friends who are giving and true, just like them. At times, there may be mood swings which are just a response to a touchy and somewhat unsettled situation. Most of all, what lovers guided by Cancer need is emotional security from their mate. If this can be achieved, every day will be a parade for this blessed duo!

My lucky sign
Scorpio
Luck may come to you through your intensity of emotion. You never accept shallowness from yourself or others. Through this demanding nature, you are able gain understanding about true inner motivations. Your probing tendency seems ideally suited to an environment where you can play detective. If you want to have more luck, learn to accept criticism about your beliefs and be a little less skeptical.

My power sign
Libra
The focus of Libra is on relationships. Many babies are born when Pluto is in Libra as a result of their parents making efforts to improve and revitalize their relationships. These children grow up watching their parent's relationships either thrive or fail completely. This generation, however, is determined to make all of their partnerships work out. They watch what has worked for previous generations and incorporate it into their own lives, and they see what has failed in the past and try to make working changes. Some of those born while Pluto was in Libra might cast aside the idea of formal marriage in favor of more unconventional approaches to unity. Others, however, may decide that the free-form approach does not work and choose to rely on the more conservative elements that worked for marriage in earlier generations.

My passion sign
Libra
Mars in Libra bestows upon you an ability to express any anger or aggressive tendencies with tact, charm, and diplomacy. You probably do not enjoy conflict and may even go out of your way to avoid it. Your flexibility and balanced outlook make you an easy going, cooperative partner. You desire connections with others, and much energy is directed towards relationships and friendships. You are gracious and entertaining, and attract many, due to your curiosity and willingness to try anything new. You are sensual and affectionate with those you feel close to, and are gratified by lots of physical contact. You are extremely romantic. Setting may be very important to you, you may feel better in a room full of flutes and flowers. You offer a peaceful loving nature to your relationships and will be happiest with those who are demonstrative and expressive with words.



quizzes....interesting

Astro Beauty!!!

You scored 40% Fire
Your beauty is spicy and alluring in the extreme! Like the Fire Signs: Aries, Leo and Sagittarius you're the original rebel without a cause. You like attention and you'll do almost anything to get it! You wear bright colors and you're not afraid to show some skin. You're likely to be as fiery in your career and your love life as you are about fashion; you're all about pushing the envelope. You won't take anyone's word for anything -- you want to experience everything firsthand, even if that means you get into trouble from time to time! Trouble doesn't scare you, anyway; you know how to turn on the charm and you can get out of almost anything. If you're not a Fire Sign, you definitely feel Fire's influence in your chart.


You scored 30% Earth
You possess a natural, sensual, direct beauty. Like the Earth Signs, Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn, you're all about playing up your natural beauty -- and you know just what that natural beauty is. You've got a solid sense of style and tend to stick to classics, colors and cuts that will always be timeless. This sensibility extends outside your closet and your makeup bag, too -- you take the practical, tried-and-true approach to just about everything. You're likely to be where you want to be regarding career, love and money, or at least you have your goals in sight. If you're not an Earth Sign, you definitely feel Earth's influence in your chart.


You scored 20% Water
Your beauty is naturally appealing in a soft, dreamy way. Like the Water Signs -- Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces -- you tend to gravitate toward fabrics that drape or shimmer, in watery blues and greens. You also love natural fabrics, like cotton, linen and hemp. You may have a slightly ethereal look, with filmy skirts and lots of layers, or you may wear comfy ensembles of loose pants and blouses. You probably kept several of your mother's or another treasured relative's old coats, dresses and jewelry items. In fact, most of your clothing, jewelry and furniture have some kind of sentimental value, whether they belonged to someone you love or someone special gave them to you. For you, your emotional tie to something is based on its history, and how you feel about an item matters almost more to you than its actual use or meaning. If you're not a Water Sign, you definitely feel Water's influence in your chart.


You scored 10% Air
Your beauty is quirky, offbeat, sometimes even funny. Like the Air Signs -- Gemini, Libra and Aquarius -- your tastes tend to range far and near and change with (or without!) the trends. You have a great sense of humor and you love blending the newest fashion with a standard piece from decades past. Up-to-the-minute heels paired with a fifties poodle skirt and a crazy, zany blouse might be just your speed! In fashion as in the rest of your life, you're not afraid to try something new -- in fact, you prefer it! You love it when people don't know what to expect from you next, and unusual outfits or experiments with meditation or herbal healing are just the beginning. Your interests will likely take you far -- you could travel the globe, picking up fashion tips, healing remedies and spiritual guidance from India to Paris to Timbuktu. If you're not an Air Sign, you definitely feel Air's influence in your chart.




more quiz...

HASH(0x8866490)
You, my friend are a true individual. You most
likely hate trends and are creative. By seeing
things differently, people either admire you or
think you are a bit strange. I'm guessing you
are a lot like me. Perhaps a Good Charlotte
hater? I hope so. An inspiration to us all,
continue being you! (If you like GC, I'm sorry,
I am just expressing an opinion)


A Deeper Look Inside Yourself (with pics)
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HASH(0x83604b4)
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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HASH(0x84afc2c)
Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
which can come in handy. (please rate my quiz)


What Sound Are You?(now w/ pics)
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SteelWings
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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I guess...i am a little fickleminded.....which one so u think i am?gif sum comments??

phoenix
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Saw Wang Yan Qing

I was in sch in my usual nerd self whenI suddenly saw pple carrying the huge harry mike and the camera wif Wang Yan Qing behind them...she look so short..shorter than my mum.....but her makeup ah......wheeezzzzzz....damn thick ah.....duno wat if she got angry then how????I duno wat happen then..then i overheard ano gal who say she is here to film sum show col "xun zhao zhi hui xing".....the gal volunteer my chinese lecturer who's sick today and totally groggy......heheheh...wonder wat will happen....hahahaa.....

hehehee......blur day...

hahaha.....I n kexin miscommunication sia....suppose to mit her after sch but she fang mi fei ji....me waiting for her reply....then when she reply...I am on the bus liao....she tried to cal me but her plce ah...reception very bad...so phone col got cut off several times...till my hp ran out of batt....heheheh......anyway....she very jia lat today coz ah..she fail to answer a random quiz by her mentor verbally..so she din get to handle the case she waiting for to pass the grad requirement...sad ah....

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Addicted to cheating!!!!!

I found this totally amazing....hehehehe......

WOMEN are discovering the thrill of secret sex.
The Sun’s survey into our love lives found more than one in four women who are married or living with a partner have had an average of three affairs.

One in 10 have had a fling to get her own back on a cheating fella, while more and more say their flings are about pure lust.

Here Sun Woman Deputy Editor SINEAD DESMOND speaks to three women who just can’t stay faithful.

And agony aunt Deidre Sanders explains why some are never happy with one partner.

SOME names and details have been changed to protect identities.

MELANIE IFMEAL

The 24-year-old waitress from Lincoln, pictured above left, says:

I LOVE men and I love the attention they give me so I get bored in a relationship.

Every time it gets serious I meet someone else then tell my boyfriend I’ve cheated on him — it’s a way of finishing a relationship without having the emotional chat.

It makes me feel powerful when I see that a man fancies me.

I have tried to stay faithful but I feel I’m missing out on something.

I was 18 when I had my first serious boyfriend, Stuart.

He was 20, a car salesman and he adored me but he was very intense and wanted to get married.

As a way out I chatted up one of my customers at a café I worked in.

I slipped my phone number in his bill and gave him a cheeky wink.

He called and we arranged to meet the next day.

We went back to his house and started kissing. I think the fact that I was a waitress — I was still in my uniform — and he was a customer made it exciting and we had sex.

After that we met every week for two months.

The secrecy gave me a huge buzz. In the end I left Stuart.

I love the romance of a steady relationship but it can’t compete with the thrill of an illicit liaison.

Stuart is hoping we can make a go of things again — maybe I’m ready now.


HELEN LINDER

The 25-year-old nail technician from Southampton, centre, says:

I’M a man addict!

I love being in control of my own sex life and deciding when and where to have my fun.

At the moment I’m enjoying being intimate with a few men at once. I’m making up for lost time.

When I was younger no boys were interested in me.

I was lanky and awkward — then I blossomed and loved the attention.

I went out with my first boyfriend, Greg, 24, an army medic, when I was almost 17.

It a was passionate relationship.

I loved him and lost my virginity in the back of his car.

After that I couldn’t get enough, I loved sex.

I was faithful to Greg for three years but one Christmas we were at a party when I caught the eye of this guy.

Greg was talking football with mates, I was bored so I flirted with this man.

When I walked out of the room he followed me and grabbed my arm, saying I was beautiful and he wanted me.

I felt bad about Greg but then I heard him do a huge belch as his friends laughed.

Suddenly I felt angry that Greg took me for granted so I pulled this guy towards me and kissed and kissed him.

We ran upstairs to the bathroom and made love standing up.

That was the first time I’d ever cheated and it was such a rush — it made the sex fantastic, knowing I could be caught.

But I was racked with guilt the next day and told Greg it was over.

Soon I had three men on the go.

I’d meet one at lunchtime, one in the evenings and the other at weekends.

They had no idea about each other and that made it exciting.

But after a while I missed having that emotional connection with someone.

When I was 22 I began dating Pete.

One night we went to a doctors’ and nurses’ party where he got drunk and fell asleep.

A guy chatted me up and I thought: Why not?

I took him upstairs into a bedroom, locked the door and ordered him to lie on the floor.

I straddled him and we had sex. I was wearing my sexy nurse’s outfit with high heels and fishnet stockings.

Afterwards I winked at him, straightened my nurse’s uniform and went downstairs ready to get sexy with Pete.

I don’t think I’m doing anything wrong.

I always use a condom and never pretend to have feelings for anyone I don’t.

Pete and I finished but I’ll be faithful to the man I want to be with forever. Until then I’ll have fun.


RACHEL DAVIES

The 23-year-old office administrator from Bournemouth, right, says:

I WAS faithful to my first boyfriend Jake. He was 19 and I was 17.

We were completely smitten.

We were young, in love and horny!

But then I found out he’d been with someone else on my 19th birthday.

I’ve had a problem with trusting men ever since.

That might explain why I cheat.

It’s also a challenge to get men into bed. I love sex and I love flirting.

I’m going out with a guy called Sid and he knows I haven’t been faithful to him.

I pulled a friend of his two weeks ago.

I saw him in a club and he was gorgeous so I took him back to my flat and leapt on him.

He couldn’t believe his luck — we had sex on a kitchen cabinet, on the lounge floor and finally in my bed.

Sid found out and went mad but I just couldn’t help myself.

Sid walked out but I saw him in a pub just last week and I flirted outrageously — it was the ultimate challenge to get him back.

I bought him a drink then pressed my body against his and stroked his thighs as I whispered what I wanted to do to him.

Within minutes we were outside kissing madly in the street then we went back to mine and had incredible sex.

He asked me to stay faithful this time but I had to be honest and say I couldn’t promise.

I know it won’t be long before I see another guy I just have to have.




WOMEN who repeatedly cheat have almost always been hurt in past relationships or during childhood.
They hold back from relationships in self-defence and, once in a partnership, may be the first to be unfaithful because this is what they expect of men.

Nearly a quarter of women who are having a fling say their lover is more romantic and considerate than their partner.

Just like men, two out of three women who cheat are kidding themselves it’s harmless.

Sometimes a fling can benefit a relationship if the couple have a strong bond and aren’t too jealous.

But more often, men find it harder than women to get over sexual infidelity and their trust may never be rebuilt.


GEt ingredients for the Feast on SAT!!!!

haiz.....unwillingly, i nis to go out today to buy the ingredients for my dumpling...so sian wish to sleep more but mum .......haiz..duno wat to say abt her.......she kip pestering and nugging me to wake up like little pup like that.....shou bu liao....anyway...I wake up and go out wif her lor....
Saw Pan Lingling today.....she is damn skinny leh...duno y she look so big sized onscreen....something to do wif the cam or the cameramen dun like her...hehehe....her dark circles real thick ah....minus the make up....
then we went to a shop wif the door that says"PUSH"....ok...fine....my mum went on first and I had my hands full of plastic bags.....BUT......she damn gd lor....she "SLAMMED" the door right in my face...wah.........I took all her things for her..that's how she treated me lor....she instantly koe she was wrong lah....and the shopowner saw everything and start to cry injustice on my behalf lor...hehehehe...my mum start to say"sorry"!!!!.....Worse still, this is not the 1st time lor.....But I got clever when we leave the shop....i get out 1st and open the door for her.....she look abit sheepish.....hehehhee........
Min, duno how's her injury...beta pray hers is not like my toenail where half of it got out and had to be anathestic to get the whole thing out....Damn painful lor....hope she's alright....
Now then I then realise the pain of joining the couple's club and rejoined singles club after breakup......the emotional adjustment is tremendous......tnk i still lucky in the singles' club as alwaz....

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

assortment of quizzzes!!!

6
Water Fairy
Rate my quiz please even if it is a 1 or whatever


Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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aragorn
Your man is King Aragorn (The rating takes place
below)


The last 'WHICH LOTR GUY IS FOR YOU?' quiz you'll ever have to take - and you won't be able to pick your outcome!
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Results...

Waiting
You are a Waiting angel. You stay inside your
little world waiting for that special someone
to come and take you away. You hope that the
day
yeah....how come me and Min had the same thing...hmmmm..i wonder y???

hahahaha......Sorry ah...NEW DESIGN!!!!!

Hi Everyone.....new look again...this time I master something more than HTML....heehehhe..finally get the effect i want...Though this is not the "Grammys", I would still like to thank Vallerie, for spuring me on....Min for Support and those out there who support me annonymously...hehee..pardon for my typo error...realise I very Bo liao...project have a tonne...I still "Playing"....
And lastly, I would like to thank this blog...for being my rubbish chute and playground....hahahaa......

Saw Sai How!!!!

hahahaa....today so "gum"....while i was rushing for lecture this morning at round 958am like that ( Yeah...,me late as usual......), I happen to fly up a bunch of stairs...sitll cursing that I mit sum1 i dun like from my OG group, I happen to glance up and guess what...i saw sum1 smiling at me...i was blur for a sec....who's tat???? I look up again!!! WAh....lass!!!!It is Sai How and He LOOKED DIFFERENT......he seem to have ballooned up....much chubby in the face....his dressing change...so I am still shock....u koe my after3sec reaction..try to smile at him but cldnt tok since i was rushing for class....hahhahaa.....so funny scenario.....I wonder if my eyes or smile gave me away on my impression of him....hehhhee..

Monday, February 09, 2004

Project craze....

Tnk i am going crazy by the projects....all w/t such a short span of time muz hand in...I am going bonkers liao....i realise this is also a site to vent my complaints...hehe..no choice...i got nowhere to vent leh...no1 want to hear so do bear wif me....

Saturday, February 07, 2004

haiz.........defeating!!!

Wah....juz now try to help Val change her blog background...realise not easy..tnk i nid to brush up on my skills...hmmmm...i am tnking of posting my stories here....duno lah...c how lor...me itching to show my stories...

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Thz.....

Ha...Thank you u great supporters of mine!!!
Val... u can try to change ur blog template and refer to the website col www.w3schools.com on how to change...very comprehensive..now stuck at how to make the pic stay in a whole piece instead of tileing like that...and add sum frames and links..hehehe...guess y I set this site is play wif this..heheheh...me now in sch..juz end a tutorial on econs...head's dizzy....wonder how to survive thru...miting Xin for lunch later...how nice she on attachment at NUH now...hehehe....
now happy to c the change....hope I can make sum more improvements...try to change the font color but I like the font so much.......haiz...muz find beta font then....meanwhile juz bear wif me till my craze for this font gets over...kekekeke...

After I do so hard...y cant pple c my work...wat happen to this site....fed up ah.....Haiz

After I do so hard...y cant pple c my work...wat happen to this site....fed up ah.....

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

New Design!!!!

Hahahhaa....finally a brand new look!!!!Though a bit crude in interface and design.....I still able to DIY hahaha......I realli feel like imitating YINMUHUADAO in "Slam Dunk"....."我是天才!!!!"hehehee....I muz admit I got no such talent in html ...thru many trial and error...I finally reach this stage......hehehee....oh...ok...abig Boosted ego here......Raised any comments u have in my blog then.....hehehe....weary now....got to rest....ta-dah..

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

yuppie..I c Kexin

hahaha....today is a lazing day for me...had a suprise quiz for my translation course...guess wat....ask me to translate the message inside fortune cookie...imagine that!!!! then got to translate a phrase"love me tonite" in the context here a couple is sipping wine in the gal's hse when she pop the qn...sigz...guess the lecturer muz be in love..or dying to be in love....Mit Kexin for luch...c her in oversizes blue scrubs...made me 1 2laugh...Sorry Kexin...but I cant help it..


saw the blogs of Val and Min juz now....Sorrry Val...Dun col me a KPO ok????u put there for me to c....hehhee...I am juz concerned wif my frenz' lives that's all...
As for Val.....ur vaccum cleaner...I tnk nids to wait..unless u chant "vaccum cleaner" in front of ur mum every morning till she gets hypotise by u....hehehehe....Val's 1 heng gal who gets to have lotsa tuition kids....hopes she gets real richer on this sideline...
As for Min....hehehe...ask ur Shifu to b more creative lah....nowadays gals are harder to court.....and that Sharine ah.....dun even ask me and Kexin out....want to c her oso cant.....she biased ah......oh mit Guoquan online juz now...he is still himself...hehehe...nice and jovial...hehehe...he has been keeping in touch wif Peixian, Tianjiang and Ge Liang! rembr who Ge Liang was????the guy who took pic for us on his digicam....atlas...he is not so tall lah.......


Min, on a more personal level...though u may not like me commenting on ur biz but I want to say this...Everyone makes a choice..that involves sacrificing sum pple/things..that may not seem bad to u or the so col "victim". U and him can find beta pple after ur decision....If things happen in that way, there's no way u can change it if it is meant to be that way....It is nver only a party's fault for a broken r/p....R/p nids both sides to manage...onli 1 side kindling the love is nvr enuf and there is no such thing as free-rider in r/p....It is nvr ur fault....dun tnk too much...likeI said...he made his decision..he let u go....that's his loss but ur gain...u can find beta pple....if not u have us...it is all Pareto Optimality....yeah yeah...sorry ah......sounds to economics hor.....sorry ah...I have been studying econs lately.....torturing myself liao.......


Oh by the way...that Keatzai u all koe...is off to c movie today "stuck on you" wif his colleagues....I am stuck at hm...nursing some fever and sore throat.....God Help ME!!!!! ME WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!haiz....