Monday, August 30, 2004

Gathering wif my sisters

Today, we suppose to mit min, xin and ling at kaili's hse but due to min who watching movie wif W, so we delay the miting time.

Then me n kaili went to mit lor...I realli set off in time...1st time i ever did it...hehehe....but ah....when i reach the ground floor, my mum yell at me from the window...ur hp

oh no, i forgot to bring hp liao...so poor me have to climb back to hse n collect it..so poor kaili have to wait for me...so sorry

then we decide to go bishan n check out tat guy...coz i tnk min a bit interested in him lah...kay poh a bit lor...spice up my life....too bored liao...i saw him in swensen n found him typical sg guy..not too bad fromt eh side view n min clearly had a good time there...so we decide not to crash party n walk walk...anyway, too much pple queueing n we paiseh to get in sia....

later when we mit him...i find him a bit shy....hehehe....

i din find the shoes i like at charles n keith....a bit sad sia....no shoes for me

We went to kaili's house n watch "a cinderella's story". Very nice movie...i like it a lot....it shows my opinion of cyberspace n online frenship....

I alwaz feel tat no matter how chatty u are online, u never know wat happens when the two person met. I alwz made the worse assumption wic my frenz cant stand me for......u may make the person seem very nice when u dun c them...n the pic painted crashed when u c the real person...u pick pple so will pple pick u....i realli treasure every type of relationship but cldnt bear to c sumone sad becoma we are not the image that they c in us.... i know it seems very unreal to have frenz online w/o meeting....n very insecure...but i feel even more frightened....i am not wat they perceived me to be then how?

That's y i alwaz admire those who have the courage to mit online frenz offline...I clnt do it even if i force myself to do so....i know this is wrong of me but i cant help it....i tnk mayb i should take this first step n c how....but right here i dun apologize for not meeting all those i am supposed to meet, must have break ur hearts.....

Sisters, dun ask me why i never meet online frenz....i dun how to explain this to u....but i am scared.....and i din believe in fairy tales......Hilary Duff's cinderella...not my type....

Sunday, August 29, 2004

a cinderella story quote

from trailer]
Fiona : I am very, very upset about this.
Brianna , Gabriella : You don't look upset.
Fiona : It's the Botox. I can't show emotion for another hour and a half.

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[from trailer]
Fiona : I need my Omega-3's!

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Fiona : [to Sam] There's something I've always wanted to tell you-you're not very pretty, and you're not very bright.

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[from trailer]
Austin : Where are you going?
Sam : I'm late.
Austin : For what?
Sam : Reality.

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[from trailer]
Shelby : Are zone meals served here?

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[from trailer]
David : Hello Kitty. Ya know what I'm sayin?

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Shelby : What has no carbs, no sugar, and is fat free?
Sam : Water.

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Austin : You need a wax.
Sam : What?
Austin : [Laughs] I meant the car.

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Sam : Waiting for you, is like waiting for rain to end the drought, disappointing and useless.

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Sam's Dad : Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

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Rhonda : [to carter] Call me Girlfriend one more time.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

tutorial day!

I had two tutorials today consecutively....starting at 2pm.....i was rushing to my class room..on the way, i passed an angmoh getting off taxi....i din care him...till when i was climbing stairs under the hot sun...

suddenly he said, "Hey there!"

Out of curiousity i turned around n saw he refered to me as there was no one.....i said,"Yeah?"He wasnt exactly tat shuai...aniwae..i had class....n i find him rude the way he call for me instead of "excuse me"!!!! I know it is their culture but i can helped it getting annoyed.

He ask me,"Where is AS5?"

Since he is more near the main road....I direct him to walk along the carpark till the end...B4 i could finish, he said his thanks n went off....

I was about to say more but since he stopped me it is up to him...it is very ez to get the illusion tat it is end of the road after that posh AS7 but there are more buildings after tat....since he cut me off...i shrugged off the responsibility of telling him more...who cares!!!!

Rushing along the corridor,i saw this poor guy with bandage in wheelchair...then i glanced at him and guess who i saw? My sec 4 maths teacher cum maths HOD, Mr Ng Chew Kee...if i am not mistaken...he recognised me...and we chat a little..he asked what am i doing here, teaching....

i said no, i was studying here....3rd yr....he ask for my major, I had to expand for umpteen times my dept name...then he laughed and say not the same as his nephew aka the poor chap in wheelchair who is in social work....then he ask if i am rushing for lecture...i said yes since i was pressed for time...

Lucily i am still early...decide to wait for my frenz outside the classroom....then i saw the angmoh guy again rushing......i quickly went into the classroom, fearing him accusing me of not pointing enuff direction for him...whew...

The 1st tutorial went smoothly...form a group for debate n research gp...hehehe

The second tutorial is so dry n .....sob sob...i am the onli one w/o pals there......everyone is 2 by 2 or by 3.....me all alone....so pathetic.....

I told ma about it n she say...in exact words,"U are like tat since young...u must learn independence. No 1 going to help u but urself."

As i think about it thru out the rest of the journey, i find it is the truth, creal reality n scary.....then more i tnk of it the more i want to cry......I tnk in the pessimistic way.....i tnk of wat if my parents are gone....no 1 will say the same words n encourage me anymore....I have tot of this b4 but i went into escapism.....but the thing came back to haunt me repeatedly.......wat will happen to me by then if i am left behind all alone w/o frenz? Wat will i do? I am nearly in tears when i tnk of it and it gives me a splitting headache.....it is so SCARY.....
I feel like i am back to the little gal who is trapped in this ageing body....

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Wed's the day man!"

Blur day sia.....When i board the bus today, I nearly fell down the kerb...luckily i regain my balance...otherwise no one will help me....then i realise that i nid to get to biz fac's LT 18 for my 8am class...had a hard time searching for it......then heng got a cleaning old man direct me when i was counting the LT aloud....
Raining heavily in the middle of the class...so i cant take the shortcut to go back to Arts....i had to reroute via law fac which is heavily under renovation to get there.....
then Kaiqin n me decide to go buy some cheap nike shoes then to find that there is no sale on this indicated date....wah kau...we decide to comfort ourselves with food...then we saw Genki Sushi in YIH. Long queue sia..but we decide it is worth it....so we wait lor...luckily a waiter came out and ask how many person. Since there were two of us...we take the side lounge side....hehehe...not the bar seat....pple stared enviously at us when we passed the queue.....hahahaha....call more pals to eat lah........yum yum....nice salmon....so cheap sum more just 1.20 bucks per plate....hehehehee.......then when we settle our bills....we found it is under 10 bucks....7 plus bucks to be exact.....hehehhee.....cheapest sushi meal that i ever ate.....

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Wat a Day!

Whoa......It is Tues again...one of my headache days.....my longest day ever in the stay in sch.... 8am to 7pm...my frenz admire me for my resilience...

Realli bored in sch i guess and realli mad at this new lecturer who obviously din know the limits of human beings....apparently she post up a lot of ppt slides omitted from those given to us...tis is fine wif me as a policy of safeguarding those who din turn up......but it is realli too much if u flash, blahhhhhhh and click next slide without letting pple copy....if u want to flash sumthing, it is obvious that it is important, otherwise dun flash it.....I guess i am realli mad at this.....and the next thing i know is that my hands went up high in the air and my mouth automatically request that lady lecturer to go back to the previous slide n allow us to copy....words just flow from my mouth....b4 i know it i had aredi done it.......I had the audacity to stop a lecturer to backtrack....i never thot i would do it.....it scares me as i might have said something worse or watever.....

then me n my frenz went to canteen to mum mum.....luckily my fren able to chomp seats for us in the crowded canteen...hehehe...i had claypot seasame Chicky......nevermind the bird flu.....cheap smell nice but ah.....4pieces of chicky plus 2 mushrooms onli.....haiz.....so little..me growing children leh.....sob sob...then we decide to go vanity fair selling cosmetics n skincare wif brands like Clinique, Prescriptive, Aramis....b4 that we veri funny one leh...tnking where to board the bus to go vanity fair then when we start walking in diff direction...we forgot that we agreed to go toilet earlier....so some went in the toilet direction n others to bustop....i laughed till siao when we rembr we nid to go toilet....heheheheeeeeee.....though the weather is hot...we behave like kids on excursion....laughing at super great mood...then we reached there onli to find disappointment....the price of cosmetic scaled higher than last yr n there are onli two brands...like Clinique n Prescriptive...no sheseido......so few things n nothing suit me.....so we left lor...so sian sia....hope tml's nike sale is beta....

Sunday, August 22, 2004

looking forward to c these two movies


cool movies that Val intro to me b'coz she like the guy while i like the plot...cheezy but nonetheless fun comedy....

check out the official website at http://www2.warnerbros.com/acinderellastory/">



hahaha....i am more into sports then when i spotted this movies in the Yahoo! movie i like it instantly n looking at the synopsis had me cfm that i want to watch this....yeah....

check out the website n the trailer too at http://www.tribute.ca/synopsis.asp?m_id=7999

hahaha......weird leh

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Saturday, August 21, 2004

Ah Gu's Birthday!!!

Yeah.....Ah Gu's birthday....on much contemplation, Ah Gu decide to celebrate her Birthday with us...n ditch tat Mr Tan.....not ditched lah...to be exact, tat Mr Tan had problem walking after he met wif a car accident...we think anyway he is in love wif our dear Ah Gu...but she denied it flatly....hehehehe.....anyway, she went to his house n pass him Gu Long's martial art novels.....he plant a surprise for her.....a Birthday cake...chocolate some more....hehehe.....but ah gu nan guai nu in a rm leh....hehehe...we suspect there is more....
Then me and Val went to Tampines to wait for Min and Ah Gu....hehehe...we saw a lot of shoes.... later Ah Gu came n we aim some Digicam......i tnk i want......oh Ah Gu even bring the cake along n under Mr Tan's instruction, the cake's final resting place is in our stomach....how nice of him.....Thankz...
We went to Fish n Co and ordering our food makes Ah Gu the butt of our jokes......she missed pronounce the names of the dishes..n set us n the waiter laughing.........fish n cheap (chipS), i T (Iced tea) .....hahaha.....cant help it later....
Later food came... to my salivating mouth...they ordered seafood..........i cant eat......sob sob....
then we had the cake.......i had the guilty conscience here.......Chocolate Cake leh......Wonder how am i going to burn the calories........having it at 9pm is very bad...
then we take some pics.......n had a great time for 1hr i guess....show the pic later...if time permits...
then my idiotic bro who's at BBQ called me n told me to mit him downstair coz he had the audacity not to bring keys......i ok wof it lah...but we i reach downstairs of my blk, i call this guy n found he is taking his fren's father car n still packing up.....Wah cant stand him leh......near 12am liao leh...n i am a gal leh.......i am suppose to wait for him till he came hm ah...a lot of things would have happen liao....he insisted i wait for him downstairs....in fit of fury...i told him to go to HELL n i stormed back hm......by the time i am ready to sleep which is about 130am...he came back..of course mum was angry n near kip him outsid to sleep in the bustop.....haiz...guys dun tnk want leh......this idiotic bro of mine is even worse.....duno wat he scared of.....ask me to wait for him downstair.....if he is scared i should b even more scared.......i nearly want to strangle him...chop him into shreds n cook curry....

Friday, August 20, 2004

Ah Gu's Birthday!!!

Yeah.....Ah Gu's birthday....on much contemplation, Ah Gu decide to celebrate her Birthday with us...n ditch tat Mr Tan.....not ditched lah...to be exact, tat Mr Tan had problem walking after he met wif a car accident...we think anyway he is in love wif our dear Ah Gu...but she denied it flatly....hehehehe.....anyway, she went to his house n pass him Gu Long's martial art novels.....he plant a surprise for her.....a Birthday cake...chocolate some more....hehehe.....but ah gu nan guai nu in a rm leh....hehehe...we suspect there is more....
Then me and Val went to Tampines to wait for Min and Ah Gu....hehehe...we saw a lot of shoes.... later Ah Gu came n we aim some Digicam......i tnk i want......oh Ah Gu even bring the cake along n under Mr Tan's instruction, the cake's final resting place is in our stomach....how nice of him.....Thankz...
We went to Fish n Co and ordering our food makes Ah Gu the butt of our jokes......she missed pronounce the names of the dishes..n set us n the waiter laughing.........fish n cheap (chipS), i T (Iced tea) .....hahaha.....cant help it later....
Later food came... to my salivating mouth...they ordered seafood..........i cant eat......sob sob....
then we had the cake.......i had the guilty conscience here.......Chocolate Cake leh......Wonder how am i going to burn the calories........having it at 9pm is very bad...
then we take some pics.......n had a great time for 1hr i guess....show the pic later...if time permits...
then my idiotic bro who's at BBQ called me n told me to mit him downstair coz he had the audacity not to bring keys......i ok wof it lah...but we i reach downstairs of my blk, i call this guy n found he is taking his fren's father car n still packing up.....Wah cant stand him leh......near 12am liao leh...n i am a gal leh.......i am suppose to wait for him till he came hm ah...a lot of things would have happen liao....he insisted i wait for him downstairs....in fit of fury...i told him to go to HELL n i stormed back hm......by the time i am ready to sleep which is about 130am...he came back..of course mum was angry n near kip him outsid to sleep in the bustop.....haiz...guys dun tnk want leh......this idiotic bro of mine is even worse.....duno wat he scared of.....ask me to wait for him downstair.....if he is scared i should b even more scared.......i nearly want to strangle him...chop him into shreds n cook curry....

Wat a Day!!!!

On fri i din know tat i was staying so late.....haiz....
The start of the day already caused me a lot of problems....i cant believe myself that i have miss 2 bus95....guess wat...pple who are later than me actually got on the bus.....anyway by the time i got a bus, it is Bus95A wic stops outside NUH and i have to walk all the way into medical faculty...it is 8am plus...lucky my fren already found seats liao...but i din find them....hehehe...till they spot me...
Later, i went to the lib...it is absolutely cool and i enjoy my sleep...erhhh.......my stay there....ok lah..i admit i sleep there b4 i study......the environment is soooooo nice.......so cosy....
Then wait for my fren for lunch...had a lot and i was full to the top....then on the way to computer centre where huimin collect her laptop, I saw Angela coming out of her classroom.....i duno who is she smiling at i guess it is not me but my fren( Liang Huimin,they know each other), i just look away.....I know it is cowardly of me to do so but i realli dun 1 to hurt myself........but i guess Huimin is ultra sensitive, she ask me if i quarrel wif her...i just smile w/o saying anything.....i guess i am dun 1 to spread this...Afterall, it involves onli the 2 of us......i am amazed by the brief look at her.......i get tis idea tat i no longer know this person....she is so alien to me....her blue eyeshadow n her thick makeup.....i guess i dun realli know this person afterall....it is a scary thought considering we had been friends for 8yrs....it is horrible feeling i guess n it will continue to huant me......
Then we went to find the medical lib...so deep in.....n it is so enclosed that the librarian know that we are not from medical faculty n give us second look......i also find that medical lib is a good storage area especially if u are going to do attachment to the nearby NUH.....i saw students in white coats n carrying sethoscope walking in to retrieve their bags....hehehe....
So sian....y i have to stay in sch for so long?

Monday, August 16, 2004

Latest craze game for me!!!!

I recently got hooked on this new game in Miniclip.com. It lookes a bit like avatar community where u can change the appearance of ur characters 3D.....then u can go on quest to earn ur keep...quite an interesting game.....as u all would have know, i am known for being hopeless at fast pace games...so this one is quite suitable for pple like me.....It is realli cool and fun.....guess i would have to control myself as i chunked away my readings n lecture notes more often than b4......hehehe....strongly addictive..... careful yeah...
To have access to the page, please click on the title of this blog entry, and u will get it......tell me more on ur feelings n comments on the game via tagboard or leave me a comment in the blog entry....cya

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Thursday, August 12, 2004

Guardian???!!!!!

August 12, 2004
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Guardians, are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply--and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses.
Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians take pride in being dependable and trustworthy; if there's a job to be done, they can be counted on to put their shoulder to the wheel. Guardians also believe in law and order, and sometimes worry that respect for authority, even a fundamental sense of right and wrong, is being lost. Perhaps this is why Guardians honor customs and traditions so strongly--they are familiar patterns that help bring stability to our modern, fast-paced world.
Practical and down-to-earth, Guardians believe in following the rules and cooperating with others. They are not very comfortable winging it or blazing new trails; working steadily within the system is the Guardian way, for in the long run loyalty, discipline, and teamwork get the job done right. Guardians are meticulous about schedules and have a sharp eye for proper procedures. They are cautious about change, even though they know that change can be healthy for an institution. Better to go slowly, they say, and look before you leap.
Guardians make up as much as 40 to 45 percent of the population.

Aiyo....guess me in bad state

Doing on the quiz(plz click on the heading to get to the page), then realise wat a manace i was when i was doing project....here is wat it say abt me...
-6: If you scored within this range, you would tend to be a conscientious and committed high achiever who is likely to over-identify with your accomplishments. This works well when things are going fine but when frustrations mount, over-achievers tend to push themselves even harder and are less likely to reach out of outmoded mental models or turn to others for assistance. This can lead to feelings of distress and even burnout. It might be important to find out the self-limiting beliefs that can cause you to shut down.

Sch suck!!!!

On the 1st day of sch...though everything was fun n interesting....i soon develop headache when i was going thru my last lect...think i cldnt concentrate on it and i feel mad at myself.....haiz.....I practically had to drag myself back home....y is the new slippers biting by feet....y do i have to study till so late....y this n y tat!!!! Val say i haven get into the groove of things yet....but i feel this is not the case...
Aniwae...to start my day i have a complementary health class tat morning...guess who i saw.....i saw the guy wif the same major as me n laughing at me b'coz i pout when i cldnt get on the shuttle bus.....we are so 有缘.......hehehe....but i dun like myself take note of him aniwae.....he is well....a fren's ex......n i still remember parts of "Mean Girls" starring lindsay lohan.....
fun class these are...but soon realise tat i nid to spend extra time in the lang lab to practise my translation.....on the same long day of Tues.....让我死吧!!!!

Friday, August 06, 2004

tnk this is true of me????

You are Blue Tiger, who is cheerful and straight forward person, but you also possess pure and clean atmosphere.
You are very active, and don't flirt with men and are not cautious towards them.
You are open-minded person with big warm heart.
You can make decent decisions and have observing eyes.
You are also intelligent and self confident.
Nevertheless you are not very good at quick decision makings, and tend not to act before you are convinced thoroughly.
But once convinced, you will go the whole way.
You are very popular, because of the way in which you don't show favoritism and you can make decisions on reason.
Unlike your cheerfulness, you tend to be very sensitive and tend to worry needlessly.
You seem like a romantic type, but you are very realistic and don't go following your dreams forever.
You are actually thinking a lot about your future.
Although you seem like a big-sister type, you can be conservative towards men.
You have good sense, but your interests are rather old fashioned.
When you are in a difficulty, there will always be someone to help you.
Those who received lots of help from the others tend to become warm hearted, and take care of the other people well.
You tend to link love and marriage.
And you wish for the two to become one.
Even if you get married, you tend to find activity outside home, so it will be good for you to keep a distance.