hahahaha......PPle, i have juz change my blogskin....hehehe.....nice?
How are all of ya?
Me haven been updating.......Pardon me......i will do so in a few days time.....hopefully i get beta.....
Cya...n enjoy in the meantime!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Monday, December 06, 2004
Exam finally over Liao!!!!!
hahaha......finally everything is over.....whew!!!
Now I have time to think of other insignificant things.....things that i have never tot b4....
I met Min and Val last week.....we had nice time together...though they have to suffer when i pick my clothes.....Thanks gals for ur patience.....nonetheless, quite right that i am very critical of myself...very very stringent on myself.......
We sit in Sakae to tell story n update ourselves......min said her piece......Val's....then mine....i got nothing to say of course...my boring life......nothing sparkles in this dead water......
then Min said something that i never tot deeper myself.....i just take it for granted....i guess.......
She said me n E are very close.......very very close.......
I am quite stunned by this statement....completely blow me off..........i started to reflect upon it....
the times when we hang around, CCS days.......throwing coconuts n chasing each other......cracking jokes.....talk about dreams......Very memorable times that we have....
That's y i couldnt bear when sum1 say i brought sufferings to him....i would never never do that to any1 i treasure........NEVER!!!!
I am not a monster.....that's y that yr's Mid-Autumn Festival was the saddiest one i have ever had........that feeling was so horrible......words that pierced my heart........that time...i tot of going on drinking spree.......but it is so late liao....i scared mum angry.......so i walk aimlessly around that nite..........wandering.....till i finally reach home......how i did it...i do not know either......
I remember i drown myself in water instead.......drinking n drinking....locked myself up in my room.....crying softly......
that's when i start to drift apart from him....i guess.....i did not want to look or feel like an executioner to my friends.....bringing sad memories......
Seriously, when he asked me about that question with a straight-faced......i still laugh when i recall it......never such a tot came across me then.....so funny n still is......after that incident...i tot comtemplate n weigh the possiblility of such relationship.......i toyed with the idea...but i still dun think it is possible.......we are so alike.....he is a very good buddy......i feel safe around him.....easy n simple.....enjoyed talking to him........till i changed after the "A"s results........
I guess that relationship will still remain as it is.....i guess........
This entry has no meaning other than to show n clarify certain things that i have in mind....at least wat i tot.....
Now I have time to think of other insignificant things.....things that i have never tot b4....
I met Min and Val last week.....we had nice time together...though they have to suffer when i pick my clothes.....Thanks gals for ur patience.....nonetheless, quite right that i am very critical of myself...very very stringent on myself.......
We sit in Sakae to tell story n update ourselves......min said her piece......Val's....then mine....i got nothing to say of course...my boring life......nothing sparkles in this dead water......
then Min said something that i never tot deeper myself.....i just take it for granted....i guess.......
She said me n E are very close.......very very close.......
I am quite stunned by this statement....completely blow me off..........i started to reflect upon it....
the times when we hang around, CCS days.......throwing coconuts n chasing each other......cracking jokes.....talk about dreams......Very memorable times that we have....
That's y i couldnt bear when sum1 say i brought sufferings to him....i would never never do that to any1 i treasure........NEVER!!!!
I am not a monster.....that's y that yr's Mid-Autumn Festival was the saddiest one i have ever had........that feeling was so horrible......words that pierced my heart........that time...i tot of going on drinking spree.......but it is so late liao....i scared mum angry.......so i walk aimlessly around that nite..........wandering.....till i finally reach home......how i did it...i do not know either......
I remember i drown myself in water instead.......drinking n drinking....locked myself up in my room.....crying softly......
that's when i start to drift apart from him....i guess.....i did not want to look or feel like an executioner to my friends.....bringing sad memories......
Seriously, when he asked me about that question with a straight-faced......i still laugh when i recall it......never such a tot came across me then.....so funny n still is......after that incident...i tot comtemplate n weigh the possiblility of such relationship.......i toyed with the idea...but i still dun think it is possible.......we are so alike.....he is a very good buddy......i feel safe around him.....easy n simple.....enjoyed talking to him........till i changed after the "A"s results........
I guess that relationship will still remain as it is.....i guess........
This entry has no meaning other than to show n clarify certain things that i have in mind....at least wat i tot.....