Losing control

I think I am losing my ability to self-control. My grades are really falling and I seem to slip into the coma of oblivion.
Die lah, If I continue to do it this way.
I am breaking into cold sweat again.
I find that I am not that combative and aggressive anymore.
I desperately need to recharge bith my mind and body.
Somehow, I could find a way out.
I start to feel pessimistic about myself and doubt about my ability again.
I need to change.
I know I need to.
I am taking things too easy and I need to start using my brains again.
haiz...
I am feeling all hot and bothered now.
Why??
Haiz...
I need to buck up man!!!

Stolen shoes

I AM SEVERELY PISSED OFF THIS TIME!!!

2-3 years ago, my New Balance Shoes was stolen. OVERNIGHT!
That pair of shoes has sentimental values. I got it when I participated in NDP 1999.
F**K!
Nevermind, I swallowed the stone hard.

Now This Morning I was yell awake by mum. Guess What?

My pair of unknown brand shoes got stolen together with my brother's and my father's!
Only my father's tattered shoes was found at the staircase.
Guezz the size din fit.
Dun tell me that my shoes fit coz that is bullshit!
I saw others about the same size as mine.
Worse still, my brother's got stolen.
Must have 2 thieves!
Since you thieves make me wake up at this hour penning my blog and make me lose shoes,
since i wun get my shoes back,

I WISH YOUR FEETS GET ROTTEN AFTER WEARING THE SHOES!
I WISH YOUR FEETS GET UGLY ODOR!
I WISH YOUR FEETS GET FUCK UP REAL BAD!

This is S**G leh!
Why would you want shoes?!!
Cant buy at least ask me lah!
WHAT THE FUCK??!!!
KANA CNB!!!!!

Frustrating

I have been struggling with my literature review for quite some time but not avail. Duno why I just cant stare at the screen for long so wat I do is I try to print out everything to do but a waste of paper isnt it?
I have successfully persuade my friend and my Ge-ge to join in the game of puzzle pirates. It is fun but can be boring sometimes.hehe...But I did it anyway. HAaha..