Thursday, September 29, 2005

totally cool!!!

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!


Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.



You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!



Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Condition today!

Aiyo!! I am stil feeling blur n groggy.
I sleep for full 9hrs last nite n still cant get rid of the vicious headache!
haiz...but anyway, I still want to post something that i find it interesting.
Recently I took a class in astronomy. I found wonderful pictures that I want to share with you. Courtesy of NASA.

Moon River
Barred spiral Milky Way
Lenticular cloud over Hawaii
Triple sunset at the 10th Planet (HD: 188753)"
The busy lagoon of Nebula (star cluster)
Venus just passing by
A face on Mars (like a Venice mask)
Planets over Stonehenge(a place for ancient astronomy observation in UK)

Friday, September 16, 2005

A funny day!!!

I still went to school as usual coz I realli cant afford to miss lor...So i rest in the morning and i go in the afternoon.
Then i accompanied Qin to engineering for lunch.
While we chat, a loud "thud" was heard by me!
I turned around n saw a bird (duno what species) lying motionless on the ground!
I am scared on handling birds n stuff. So I see how it is like from far.
It is gasping for air n i think it hit the metal chair during it fall and maybe concuss abit..
I told Qin about it.
She is scared too...We dare not touch it. I feel so helpless. I chanted slient prayers for the bird.
Suddenly a girl came n scoop it up...think she is going to save it.
Whew!! Then i saw its partners (bird's) crowding around. They flew around, hopping on the floor to find it.
Why would a stupid bird get knocked out???
I duno...
What will you do if you are my case???


Second thing I want to comment on is that kinship is getting less important for me. I cant say it is totally not my fault but somehow I think I lacked of it. So often I would admire n even envy those with a big family n can tolerate each other.

Now you may wonder why I said that? Here is the story.
I was searching for Qin in the Sci canteen. Then I passed by a gal coming in front of me. I was searching n turning my head n I din pay attention to who's infront of me. I know its a long-haired gal.
As she passed, she gave me a long look. I am puzzled.
I continued to think of her as i searched for Qin. Then I realise that it is my god-cousin.
For god's sake, i din even know she was there in Sci. Tot she was in Arts. Din expect her to be there. She din even say hi n gave me that look for what????
Am I expected to say Hi first?
In Chinese customs, isnt it like the younger ones respect the elders?
I rembr the 1st time I saw her, I said Hi 1st. Then she look surprised then.
Not to say that I am petty, but rather what I mean is that I tried to be nice. They dun reciprocate.
Is that kinship???
You guys might say that well she may not have seen you.
But let me tell you this, this is not the first time I have seen her. I am blur as usual so many times when i see her back then I rembr it is her. Sometimes I tried to day Hi, she juz shun away.
Whose fault???
I realli duno. Am I thinking too much? Is she looking down on me that she dun even wish to see me?
But guess what? she ask me a lot of questions when she tried to get into JC or Uni. haha....so that means I had some use value then but now I dun have it issit? So she can ditch me???

Anyway, back to the part where I met her. I went on finding Qin n brush the matter aside. Trying not to care. Then I went to the Co-Op. There I met a guy whom I was in the same class last semester n had to borrow a book from him. (The book belonged to the lecturer. ) as usual, i scanned at the far back n missed him standing in front. He said Hi. Then i saw him. I said Hi too then went off coz i din see Qin.

I cant help but wonder n sighed. A accquaintance compared to a kin. Which one is more closer?
What a world difference in treatment that I got.
Some1 whom I not even consider a friend bother to say Hi while some1 whom I have played with in the childhood and so on, ignore me.

I tot I am inept in relationships. It is totally my fault. If that is the case, I am not going to pull all the blame to myself. IT is not my fault. Damnit!!!
IT IS NOT MY FAULT!
JUSt that I AM NOT fated to have!

Friends are better than kins!

So Friends, do not disappoint me!

Or else, there will not be anything that will keep me sane!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Sore Eyes!

I realli feel at lost of what I am going to say!
Frankly speaking, I tot that I had passed the stage of Sore eyes!
Now I know I am not!
Guess What I had it again!!!!
A better term would be Viral Infection!!!
Faint ah.....How come like that??!!!
I wake up fine in the morning though I find my eyes a bit itchy last nite!
Alas! Then I went to sch n it get worse!!!!
My head was groggy!!! Haiz! My frenz were commenting on my eye was red. I said I duno what happen and that it is damn itchy!
Then as the time passed, my eyes even worse!
I decide to call my mum n she suspect it is sore eyes case...make me so frightened!
I decide to see doc, guess what he say???
In a relaxed n sit back manner, he cross his finger n form a triangular shaped.

"Aiyo, A sure case of sore eyes lor...................... U cant drink any tonic when u are unwell..........................of course lah, you will feel terrible working at such long hours at the computers coz it is out of ur routine. Besides, you are made in Singapore mah! "

Now what does he mean by made in Singapore???

I rebutted him n said, " So you mean made in Singapore is inferior lah??"

He just laughed!

And I wonder, Isnt he a Singaporean??? So that makes him of inferior quality also right????

Hahaha!!!!

But at that point in time, i was worrying about my impossibly deadline that stretched till next semester.

Then I ask if any cure.

Guess wat he say?

"Yeah only 1 way lor! REST!"

Faint ah....What kind of lame doctor did I paid for consultation??? Haiz.....

REST is something like a luxury that I cant afford now!!!

Seriously cant afford. But he assured me that if i rest fully for 3days, i should be fine.

Gues will have to trust his judgment!!!

By the way, his medication sucks!!!!

Onli his eyedrops is soothing!!

And it cost 5bucks ok!!!
If not work ah...i kill him....

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Project woes!

I know I haven been updating so do not kill me for it ok??
Recently been held up by the project stuff and I can tell u that time is not enuff even for sleeping!

The first project meeting was on Computing module. Darn!Haven been doing computing modules since Year2! faint lah...Guess what I have to do??!! IS planning! Imagine this..me going hell with it as my gpmates duno the context except me!!! faint lor! I feel like teaching them....Haiz.

Then I tot the next day will be better. No it was not! It was even worse!
I din send the email coz my connection not able to take it and that no consensus reached wrt whether going see the Prof or not!
I got sort of blast by my sort of leader!
Hey! it is not my fault that it turn out this way! I tried to remediate what!
Then there is the case of Canadian Guy!
I m realli sorry that i missed his simultaneous hat-trick sms!!! But not that I meant to lor. You know what he write in his last sms???
"For the last time, where (not when) are we miting?"

I want to remind him that "hey Pal! SMS can be synchronous and ASYCHRONOUS! Not my fault that I din reply, Buddy!"
The fact that I replied within the hour is usually my fastest! I had to switch to silent mode in sch! I still rembr the no hp interuption in sch lor!
NVM!
I tolerate...then during the discussion we are deciding on the topic and that he say something like" I am fine with XXXX (topic) since you guys would prefer it!"
What does he mean by that???
Succumb to majority influence????
U are entitled to ur say, Pal! but that doesnt mean that we will follow!
Going to the bar is not my cup of tea and like I said b4, I dun run by the American time!

Then I was too tired to do or contribute anything coz i was trying to focus on wat he has to say. He speaks realli fast and my processing speed slow down due to fatigue. I was trying at the same time to think of this valid point b4 i say. But since they dun1 anything other than the topic, i juz nod my head to the topic i like.
Guess wat Mr Canadian has to say???
"Say something dun juz nod your head!"
Excuse me, cant u see that I am tired??????
I din say not mean i am not tired!
I am worried sick for my computing project the nite b4 so not much rest!
Damn him!
I realli feel quite pissed off!!!!!

And today, I tot if no conclusion for my computing project then die lor. Turn out that we did it. The prof help us as we specify our ideas!
hehe!
Finally has something to write!
Wat more, we were juz wrong right from the start!
haha...but we managed to pull off!
whew!!!!
I am drained!