Friday, May 28, 2004
Job........me looking for u!!!!!
haiz...looking at the frenz ard me....either they are enjoying their lives or working liao...me looking for a job also no lobang....haiz...how come like that???!!!!me want a job also dun have....haiz....fan ah......i send in so many job application liao...sian ah....like i am wasting my time and air lor.....so boring.....even tuition assignment oso dun have....
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Monday, May 24, 2004
BRRRRRRR!!!!!!
me not in good mood lately......
i began to review things that i nver wish to touch or set aside.....but it juz keep nagging at me.....
no $$$ is one thing coz i duno wat will hapen if i dun have it....me got tight on it....
relationship is ano.....i mean family ties....wat does it mean to one anyway?!!!!
everyone has to die sumday.....does that means they will be family again???!!! so y bother abt them???
i duno....i wish to get some answers....
i began to review things that i nver wish to touch or set aside.....but it juz keep nagging at me.....
no $$$ is one thing coz i duno wat will hapen if i dun have it....me got tight on it....
relationship is ano.....i mean family ties....wat does it mean to one anyway?!!!!
everyone has to die sumday.....does that means they will be family again???!!! so y bother abt them???
i duno....i wish to get some answers....
Saturday, May 22, 2004
TROY!!!!
went to watch troy yday....quite nice....
oh i mit my sis like Julianna, Val, Min and Xin...min had a totally new llok....she cut her hair...since her face was small short hair suits her well....got a shock ...thot i c Xin in the 90s.......her haircut was like tat.....so much for nostalgia....
aapparently....Julianna was the one who brought her to her fave hairdresser.....then my ears shot up and my hairs in total attn when she say that the next person to revamp is ME!!!! i tnk i shd say thz and a word of prayer to my god....not tat i want to exaggerate......but MY HAIR is not so easily cut lor......if not i wun have a hard time to find a suitable hairdresser....and by far...i have seen her fave hairdresser handiwork....hehehehe...i would say...i still love my long hair.....no offense but i dun seem to fit in the handiwork of tat hairdresser......moreover....i dun have $$$$$...it is the $$$$$ that will make the rrevamp a success.....yeah??!!! too bad i am lack of it..
oh...coming back to troy....on the technical aspects i would say....it is very magnificent....but camera shot wise....i would say....plz spare me the agony of dizziness....it was moved at a high spd that i cant take it....but the diector successfully created a very good fighting atmosphere....good for loyalty,war,mutual respect though rivals at hands...the battlecries...agony...sadness and gentlemen airs...well portrayed...
coming to the plot....on a personal note...i dun like it....it sucks...a war is started b'coz of sum dandy who seduced a wife of an alliance country???!!!! new story old tune....not considering the consequences but to spread the word of love??!!ah....me dun tnk i understand that...
next.....y does hector have to die so horribly when he juz mistakenly kill sum1 he din meant to???!!!aiyo....
pple din heed the warning of dandy when it should be heeded.....wat kinda folly is that??!!
worse still....how come a dandy who depend on his bro...can kill the almighty Achilles??!!!
yeah......all these is to fit into the Greek mythology but it seem to spin the tale too far......
oh.,....by now should know who i love and hate...though they are by the same father....good acting by Eric Bana...get him correct this time round...hehehe...to do injustice to him earlier on....
oh i mit my sis like Julianna, Val, Min and Xin...min had a totally new llok....she cut her hair...since her face was small short hair suits her well....got a shock ...thot i c Xin in the 90s.......her haircut was like tat.....so much for nostalgia....
aapparently....Julianna was the one who brought her to her fave hairdresser.....then my ears shot up and my hairs in total attn when she say that the next person to revamp is ME!!!! i tnk i shd say thz and a word of prayer to my god....not tat i want to exaggerate......but MY HAIR is not so easily cut lor......if not i wun have a hard time to find a suitable hairdresser....and by far...i have seen her fave hairdresser handiwork....hehehehe...i would say...i still love my long hair.....no offense but i dun seem to fit in the handiwork of tat hairdresser......moreover....i dun have $$$$$...it is the $$$$$ that will make the rrevamp a success.....yeah??!!! too bad i am lack of it..
oh...coming back to troy....on the technical aspects i would say....it is very magnificent....but camera shot wise....i would say....plz spare me the agony of dizziness....it was moved at a high spd that i cant take it....but the diector successfully created a very good fighting atmosphere....good for loyalty,war,mutual respect though rivals at hands...the battlecries...agony...sadness and gentlemen airs...well portrayed...
coming to the plot....on a personal note...i dun like it....it sucks...a war is started b'coz of sum dandy who seduced a wife of an alliance country???!!!! new story old tune....not considering the consequences but to spread the word of love??!!ah....me dun tnk i understand that...
next.....y does hector have to die so horribly when he juz mistakenly kill sum1 he din meant to???!!!aiyo....
pple din heed the warning of dandy when it should be heeded.....wat kinda folly is that??!!
worse still....how come a dandy who depend on his bro...can kill the almighty Achilles??!!!
yeah......all these is to fit into the Greek mythology but it seem to spin the tale too far......
oh.,....by now should know who i love and hate...though they are by the same father....good acting by Eric Bana...get him correct this time round...hehehe...to do injustice to him earlier on....
Thursday, May 20, 2004
oooooooh...tues
yday...spent my wed sleeping and so today dcide to update my blog....dammn trblesum....coz my comp still in service centre...sob sob....:(
on mon nite i found to my horror my laptop crashed again...cant work and i totally frustrated...then tues i colect my result mah....sian...i am feeling pretty uneasy..start to recall wat mistakes i made including the last minute revision of the topic....haiz......big big weight on my mind....
then mit minshen early in the morning to go sch service laptop....heng got her accompany me go...me unstable in the morning...hehehehe
then we search for job...in the suntec area...found that body shop looking for staff and so we head for it....the manager very frank wif us...nid to put makeup, training and brow trimming...
then we went to suntec tower1 to go for job interview col"inter-media co" it turn out to be credit card drive....sian sia got quota one leh....not too hopeful....
we eat in the food court and minshen had a lot of chilli that her whole face bcome very very red....hehehe...nice pic......
then minshen got to koe her fren...me just too jittery to carry on faking that i am alright....i go hm wif isa...she want to check result....so i had to leave minshen wif her frenz...
then i check my results turn out quite ok.....heng heng.....
isa too....
oh...isa is a pretty big eater...she finish the plates of food that my mum cook.....the plates very clean ah....
hehehe.....
on mon nite i found to my horror my laptop crashed again...cant work and i totally frustrated...then tues i colect my result mah....sian...i am feeling pretty uneasy..start to recall wat mistakes i made including the last minute revision of the topic....haiz......big big weight on my mind....
then mit minshen early in the morning to go sch service laptop....heng got her accompany me go...me unstable in the morning...hehehehe
then we search for job...in the suntec area...found that body shop looking for staff and so we head for it....the manager very frank wif us...nid to put makeup, training and brow trimming...
then we went to suntec tower1 to go for job interview col"inter-media co" it turn out to be credit card drive....sian sia got quota one leh....not too hopeful....
we eat in the food court and minshen had a lot of chilli that her whole face bcome very very red....hehehe...nice pic......
then minshen got to koe her fren...me just too jittery to carry on faking that i am alright....i go hm wif isa...she want to check result....so i had to leave minshen wif her frenz...
then i check my results turn out quite ok.....heng heng.....
isa too....
oh...isa is a pretty big eater...she finish the plates of food that my mum cook.....the plates very clean ah....
hehehe.....
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Fri.....Van Helsing
hahahaha....as usual everyone was late...but clarina later lah...hehhee...so wat kexin and 1 did was to buy something then there is this salelady in guardian..trying to sell her beauty care pdt so we went for a free skin scan....wah....found i got sensitive skin, and a combination of oily and dry areas, with sun tan spots, blackhead and white spots......the story goes a long way....then she recommend i take the whole range of pdt....wah kau...c her scrub a small tube worth 31 bucks leh....where got that kinda $$$$
then we find that marina's GV duno where got entrance...so we went suntec....lor...wah...the show start @2 leg....we are still outside at 210pm...so we quickly buy the tiks...and realise that the $$ returned nt correct then realised today on $7.50 not a buck more...then w/o lunch we bought popcorn and drink in then...luckily we got in time...miz juz a small part of the show...hehhehee..found the show very good technically....very fast moving and full of suspense...hahahha...Clarina turn her head facing me....wif hands covering her face...me watch thru the fingers covering my face...hehhe..heng we nvr scream.......i even laugh at the last part.....tog wif kexin in thw whole cinema....hehehe...luckily the sound effect covered us..
but ah..plot wise it is not explain sufficently....duno the link btwn van helsing,anna and dracula......but koie that they are relatives....
aiya...anna dies saving van helsing...so unworthy...thot they are tog.......wic bring the qn....
does any1 so noble enuff to die for loved ones???
i dunio...
then we find that marina's GV duno where got entrance...so we went suntec....lor...wah...the show start @2 leg....we are still outside at 210pm...so we quickly buy the tiks...and realise that the $$ returned nt correct then realised today on $7.50 not a buck more...then w/o lunch we bought popcorn and drink in then...luckily we got in time...miz juz a small part of the show...hehhehee..found the show very good technically....very fast moving and full of suspense...hahahha...Clarina turn her head facing me....wif hands covering her face...me watch thru the fingers covering my face...hehhe..heng we nvr scream.......i even laugh at the last part.....tog wif kexin in thw whole cinema....hehehe...luckily the sound effect covered us..
but ah..plot wise it is not explain sufficently....duno the link btwn van helsing,anna and dracula......but koie that they are relatives....
aiya...anna dies saving van helsing...so unworthy...thot they are tog.......wic bring the qn....
does any1 so noble enuff to die for loved ones???
i dunio...
Friday, May 14, 2004
thurs........kanna grounded!!!!
my mu threaten if i go out again...i will never step in the hse again...so bo bian....onli succumb to her threat....then we did mask lor...while i configure my laptop...hard to do so...duno how i manage to do it last time.....my hm network diff from sch...die lah...i gave up anyway...sum1 very zhuai volunteer to do it for me....good lor....
then i got caught in the craze of "qing" dynasty...love their clothing and style.....so watch huan zhu ge ge's p[oster to copy motif...start to remember wat HZGG3's story like wat i told min....the reason that anyone would have love 5th prince but i like erkang...he is not juz smart, cheeky, loyal and very much in love wif ziwei.....shen qing de nan ren zhui hao kan is the phrase.....like the fake departure in the third season...wif ziwei....so touching....wonder if got any1 like that......
then toking of superglue in relationship.... it is no use being a superglue...it will lead to the end of r/p....like the channel u's 9pm drama and wat i c in my frenz.....the feeling of being sticked by superglue is horrendous...
i can never picture myself being sticked.....andi hope i never will.....otherwise, itis either i die or the other.... and i will never acceft any1 who stick to me like glure like they got no aim in life except for u....amking the person feel burdened by having to b responsible for two persons' lives instead of their own.....strez and depressing.....
then i got caught in the craze of "qing" dynasty...love their clothing and style.....so watch huan zhu ge ge's p[oster to copy motif...start to remember wat HZGG3's story like wat i told min....the reason that anyone would have love 5th prince but i like erkang...he is not juz smart, cheeky, loyal and very much in love wif ziwei.....shen qing de nan ren zhui hao kan is the phrase.....like the fake departure in the third season...wif ziwei....so touching....wonder if got any1 like that......
then toking of superglue in relationship.... it is no use being a superglue...it will lead to the end of r/p....like the channel u's 9pm drama and wat i c in my frenz.....the feeling of being sticked by superglue is horrendous...
i can never picture myself being sticked.....andi hope i never will.....otherwise, itis either i die or the other.... and i will never acceft any1 who stick to me like glure like they got no aim in life except for u....amking the person feel burdened by having to b responsible for two persons' lives instead of their own.....strez and depressing.....
forget tues....
mit kexin lor.....
hehhee...she start to get bad liao...become pirate...burn a energy cd for me....hehehehe..then we went shopping for presents for yin and yan......we laugh and jokew all the way...then she tell me of how yiqi our junior manage to find her to ask abt her course.....she suspect that it is Ane who told her....brought back a lot of memories...esp when we are at the delifrance that me and Ane freq often...it hit me real hard.....
then min also told me abt a sales job...i tnk it is selling "bikinis".....i tnk nt bad...later isa clarify wif me and say it is "guiness" not "bikinis"....of course got scolding by mum.......say i too naive and thick nerves....get deceive also duno....hahahah...me also koe but.....i got them havent i?!! i dun nid to worry mah....
hehhee...she start to get bad liao...become pirate...burn a energy cd for me....hehehehe..then we went shopping for presents for yin and yan......we laugh and jokew all the way...then she tell me of how yiqi our junior manage to find her to ask abt her course.....she suspect that it is Ane who told her....brought back a lot of memories...esp when we are at the delifrance that me and Ane freq often...it hit me real hard.....
then min also told me abt a sales job...i tnk it is selling "bikinis".....i tnk nt bad...later isa clarify wif me and say it is "guiness" not "bikinis"....of course got scolding by mum.......say i too naive and thick nerves....get deceive also duno....hahahah...me also koe but.....i got them havent i?!! i dun nid to worry mah....
WEdnesday......time to recap!!!
ok....that day went walk walk in the morning wif Val...kana nag by her abt the guy.....wah.....hard to find Val toking so muxh for a guy......her rational streak....
then rush home to print my warranty and c the terms and conditions....scare that not covered....have to pay huge sum of $$$$$ like Val say...HDD nid ard $700 for pc....
then mit minshen to go down...heng got her....me get jittery....then isa coll me on the train....scold me for nt telling her the time....so when i end her phone...i accidentally end ano incoming call....from ellse the recruit express pple...forget to tell her dun1 to sell guiness stout....kanna scolded by mum......reached sch get the laptop....then find no nid to pay hehehe......but i forgot to bring cabel,adapter and lan card....so cant configure....haiz....then min and i settle down and talk about things.....more on Eugene.......tok of the perceptions of guys from gals' perspective...then we agree on a lot of things....laugh all the way....then tok of the guys who suit me...min say sum1 who would be able to "ya" me....make me xin gan qing yuan listen to him.....a bit hard lah.....so grandma u wait ah....me juz 20 ....still early to bring bf to c u....keep watching....hehehe
then eugene msg min so we thot can brainwash him ask him come out...in the end we go Kbox at cineleisure....he and isa perfect khakis.......so compatible.....but a bit cant stand his dressing...orchard leh......come in jeans and a pressed t-shirt lah.....then ah...duno how come he sing all sorts of weird songs....wat "chai zham"like he reached distination liao.....buay tahan.....
then me forced to sing one nite in beijing......wah kau...my throat hurts terribly......but they say good so i sacrifice also worth it lor....
then realised that din brainwash eugene much....he left early for tuition...
oh..me end up going hm late....kana scolding by mum....my dinner nearly down the bin.....hehehe
then rush home to print my warranty and c the terms and conditions....scare that not covered....have to pay huge sum of $$$$$ like Val say...HDD nid ard $700 for pc....
then mit minshen to go down...heng got her....me get jittery....then isa coll me on the train....scold me for nt telling her the time....so when i end her phone...i accidentally end ano incoming call....from ellse the recruit express pple...forget to tell her dun1 to sell guiness stout....kanna scolded by mum......reached sch get the laptop....then find no nid to pay hehehe......but i forgot to bring cabel,adapter and lan card....so cant configure....haiz....then min and i settle down and talk about things.....more on Eugene.......tok of the perceptions of guys from gals' perspective...then we agree on a lot of things....laugh all the way....then tok of the guys who suit me...min say sum1 who would be able to "ya" me....make me xin gan qing yuan listen to him.....a bit hard lah.....so grandma u wait ah....me juz 20 ....still early to bring bf to c u....keep watching....hehehe
then eugene msg min so we thot can brainwash him ask him come out...in the end we go Kbox at cineleisure....he and isa perfect khakis.......so compatible.....but a bit cant stand his dressing...orchard leh......come in jeans and a pressed t-shirt lah.....then ah...duno how come he sing all sorts of weird songs....wat "chai zham"like he reached distination liao.....buay tahan.....
then me forced to sing one nite in beijing......wah kau...my throat hurts terribly......but they say good so i sacrifice also worth it lor....
then realised that din brainwash eugene much....he left early for tuition...
oh..me end up going hm late....kana scolding by mum....my dinner nearly down the bin.....hehehe
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Weird Guy!
had a long talk wif Min last nite....ask her if she is going for the interview tml...since she cant make it yday....she said she sms the guy on sun when she cfm that both of us wun be goin on Mon....but the guy din reply her sms.....we thot it was pretty weird so she call the guy right away and after a long time he pick up his phone and nid to cfm wif his supervisor tml then cnt us again....then he hung up...i could hear them talk...since min din cancel my call and she use hp....then an hr later when i was abt to sleep..i check my sms....then found Val's msg...saying no vacancy...
then i thot it is pretty strange. I ended the call wif min ard 920pm (my hse clock was 930pm) then i receive the msg from Val at 945pm. I can safely assumed that the Val sms us as soon as she gets the msg from the guy...but isnt it kinda strange? I din read Val's blog till today.after that i sat down to tnk and find the following quite strange.
1.the situation now revolves around the three of us, me ,Min and the guy. Any reply or interaction should reach us directly...since he had minshen's number in his hp...then y go thru the trouble of finding Val? Even if he feel not nice to tell u no vacancy he can sms us...he has to do so to tell us directly...telling a 3rd party does not reduce the impact on us...but instead we get a cheated feeling.
2.Wat is his intention of telling Val?I mean him going back to the "going-between" to tell her is not the right way lor...surely a guy who went out to work so long must have known this lor...it will bring discomfort to the other person, isnt it?!!Once he gets our number, the role of Val is gone....no nid to involve her liao....he must deal the matter directly to us, not her! so wat he trying to do? Sow Discord among us?! Any1 can deny and say he dosent koe us so y would he do that!i duno....that's the way i c it.
3.How come he can get the answer and reply so quickly with 1/2 hr...he said he will tell us next morning....how come he reply so fast?!!! isnt it strange? ok....even if giving him the benefit of the doubt, he can find his boss asap or he aredi koe that there is no vacancy in the morning....shouldnt he tell us directly? the timing is still incorrect.
4.A hidden doubt that i tnk every1 had...originally the interview is set at 5pm....i tnk it is kinda weird coz..interview is still work and no1 wants to work OT w/o any benefit.Moerover, as far as interview is concerned, office hr from 10 to 2pm is the appropriate time..later, i mention my doubt to Val...duno if she mention to the guy or wat....the time is changed to 11am...wic is a more appropriate time...but the point is he din reply the sms...till he told Val abt it!
5. From wat i check from the internet, Citibank have no intention of employing staff...giving the benefit of doubt again, it may not be updated and incorrect. but is it still weird..how did pple koe abt the opportunity?!ok....giving the benefit of doubt again....every1 works like the guy bringing in their friends...then y the guy din find his close frenz?! ok...they may have work liao.
Now note the whole picture...from the start till end he had been directing u here and there..but do we kowe the whole picture....NO!
It is not like i am trying to shrink my responsibility for n i 4get to ask min for it...nor am i fooling wif Val.i am absolutely serious abt finding job and i had to b certain that i am not sending myself into a trap and my trip will not be wasted...i am not putting blame on any1 but juzt to analyse the whole situation and wat i find weird....i am not denying any1's perceptions and eyesight...this is juz my side of story to the whole picture...i hate to say that this interview thingy is a farce...or a story brought up to deceive any1...i meant to go down today for the interview or find out for myself...if not for Val's msg.
I apologize to Val...sorrry to set u in a difficult situation...I have never meant to land u in that situation...Sorry
Any finally, dun let me koe about the guy's anything....
to tnk, after so long in hols..i have never written so long a piece....
ok enuff of that i tnk on a brighter note...miting keXin to day, dun1 anything to spoil my mood.....hahaha.....wonder how's she!!!hehehe
then i thot it is pretty strange. I ended the call wif min ard 920pm (my hse clock was 930pm) then i receive the msg from Val at 945pm. I can safely assumed that the Val sms us as soon as she gets the msg from the guy...but isnt it kinda strange? I din read Val's blog till today.after that i sat down to tnk and find the following quite strange.
1.the situation now revolves around the three of us, me ,Min and the guy. Any reply or interaction should reach us directly...since he had minshen's number in his hp...then y go thru the trouble of finding Val? Even if he feel not nice to tell u no vacancy he can sms us...he has to do so to tell us directly...telling a 3rd party does not reduce the impact on us...but instead we get a cheated feeling.
2.Wat is his intention of telling Val?I mean him going back to the "going-between" to tell her is not the right way lor...surely a guy who went out to work so long must have known this lor...it will bring discomfort to the other person, isnt it?!!Once he gets our number, the role of Val is gone....no nid to involve her liao....he must deal the matter directly to us, not her! so wat he trying to do? Sow Discord among us?! Any1 can deny and say he dosent koe us so y would he do that!i duno....that's the way i c it.
3.How come he can get the answer and reply so quickly with 1/2 hr...he said he will tell us next morning....how come he reply so fast?!!! isnt it strange? ok....even if giving him the benefit of the doubt, he can find his boss asap or he aredi koe that there is no vacancy in the morning....shouldnt he tell us directly? the timing is still incorrect.
4.A hidden doubt that i tnk every1 had...originally the interview is set at 5pm....i tnk it is kinda weird coz..interview is still work and no1 wants to work OT w/o any benefit.Moerover, as far as interview is concerned, office hr from 10 to 2pm is the appropriate time..later, i mention my doubt to Val...duno if she mention to the guy or wat....the time is changed to 11am...wic is a more appropriate time...but the point is he din reply the sms...till he told Val abt it!
5. From wat i check from the internet, Citibank have no intention of employing staff...giving the benefit of doubt again, it may not be updated and incorrect. but is it still weird..how did pple koe abt the opportunity?!ok....giving the benefit of doubt again....every1 works like the guy bringing in their friends...then y the guy din find his close frenz?! ok...they may have work liao.
Now note the whole picture...from the start till end he had been directing u here and there..but do we kowe the whole picture....NO!
It is not like i am trying to shrink my responsibility for n i 4get to ask min for it...nor am i fooling wif Val.i am absolutely serious abt finding job and i had to b certain that i am not sending myself into a trap and my trip will not be wasted...i am not putting blame on any1 but juzt to analyse the whole situation and wat i find weird....i am not denying any1's perceptions and eyesight...this is juz my side of story to the whole picture...i hate to say that this interview thingy is a farce...or a story brought up to deceive any1...i meant to go down today for the interview or find out for myself...if not for Val's msg.
I apologize to Val...sorrry to set u in a difficult situation...I have never meant to land u in that situation...Sorry
Any finally, dun let me koe about the guy's anything....
to tnk, after so long in hols..i have never written so long a piece....
ok enuff of that i tnk on a brighter note...miting keXin to day, dun1 anything to spoil my mood.....hahaha.....wonder how's she!!!hehehe
Monday, May 10, 2004
hot man!!!!!!
it is very hot lately...i am sizzling......scratching like hell....sob sob.....
today may go out.....letsay lib...me nid boos to keep myself bz....
minshen not free so we postpone our trip to interview.....
me yday quite bz...help mum to cook and cook my specialty-----jiao zi.....me finally mastered the art of making jiaozi pi.....heheheh....be glad that u guys are not the guinea pigs hehehehe.....
next target letsay....making bao....anyone??!!!
hehe.....listening to David Tao now....my hi-fi finally working....hehehe...me in tune wif my equipment again...tnk my laptop coming back soon....hehehehe......finallly things are smooth again....
hmmm...me in nid of a bag again....this time a side one....not backpack....
oh my bruises hurt......now then i realise that the hurt area is black......start to show liao...mum tnk it is going to recover but i dun tnk so....that idiotic bro of min realli mean and nasty this time......me having cold war with him.......ouch...it hurts.....cant sleep sum more....
today may go out.....letsay lib...me nid boos to keep myself bz....
minshen not free so we postpone our trip to interview.....
me yday quite bz...help mum to cook and cook my specialty-----jiao zi.....me finally mastered the art of making jiaozi pi.....heheheh....be glad that u guys are not the guinea pigs hehehehe.....
next target letsay....making bao....anyone??!!!
hehe.....listening to David Tao now....my hi-fi finally working....hehehe...me in tune wif my equipment again...tnk my laptop coming back soon....hehehehe......finallly things are smooth again....
hmmm...me in nid of a bag again....this time a side one....not backpack....
oh my bruises hurt......now then i realise that the hurt area is black......start to show liao...mum tnk it is going to recover but i dun tnk so....that idiotic bro of min realli mean and nasty this time......me having cold war with him.......ouch...it hurts.....cant sleep sum more....
Friday, May 07, 2004
Haiz.....the lost knack for human contact
Hmm...i alwaz feel that eversince i took a yr off to start things afresh...i lost touch with a lot of things...like human relationship and how to interact with pple...i seemed to be able to build a shield around myself...wic i guess is thru instinct...i no longer can speak to others as comfortable as i seemed b4...it is especially prominent when i interact with guys....it seems to be a painful chore for me..... i duno how to talk with ease to others...i feel so inadept...so clumsy.....
like last nite...i receive a call from Eugene...we chat and talk...he finish his exam yday.....and it is also the last day in the hall...i duno if it is the hp problem or my problem...i feel that my ill- at ease start to rise again...i tnk i say something that i shdnt have....i apologize.....:(
my mum start to egg me to go out and socialise....but i am a sort of loner...unless force by sum circumstances to socialise i rather stay at hm to read books or have tea and chat wif close friends...i duno wat my mum is scared about...but i have no wish to expand my circle as yet....i duno y...though i feel the need to do so.....
hahaha...forget it...today...Val, Clarina and Min go bugis to pray pray....they ask me if i wish to go...i duno as yet.....me went recently so i duno wat i can do there except to get a peace of mind and get in touch wif friends.....maybe can go and pray for luck in jobs ...kekeke....
like last nite...i receive a call from Eugene...we chat and talk...he finish his exam yday.....and it is also the last day in the hall...i duno if it is the hp problem or my problem...i feel that my ill- at ease start to rise again...i tnk i say something that i shdnt have....i apologize.....:(
my mum start to egg me to go out and socialise....but i am a sort of loner...unless force by sum circumstances to socialise i rather stay at hm to read books or have tea and chat wif close friends...i duno wat my mum is scared about...but i have no wish to expand my circle as yet....i duno y...though i feel the need to do so.....
hahaha...forget it...today...Val, Clarina and Min go bugis to pray pray....they ask me if i wish to go...i duno as yet.....me went recently so i duno wat i can do there except to get a peace of mind and get in touch wif friends.....maybe can go and pray for luck in jobs ...kekeke....
Thursday, May 06, 2004
hmmmmm......$$$$$$$$
I wonder how long i can survive w/o earning $$$$...me in nid of $$ so that i can go shopping in Jun....haiz....great Sale and Bookfair...wonder where i can get my $$$$...haiz....fan ah.....i can go w/o anything but not w/o food, clothes and my books....urgh......how come like that....me like dying...my relief teaching have been aprroved but i wonder how many school will actually call me...haiz...bother....y lidat......
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Ladies Day
hahahaha...today no guy in my hse.....work and studies kept them bz....heheheh...so wat do ladies get to do in their house????cook and facial lor.....
me intend to try out a few other receipes for dumplings.....but ah.....forget to buy the "skin"....wat to do....DIY lor.....then of course the kneading of dough and making done by me lor.....mum cant do it...but i got limited strength so look as if a kid trying to knead dough...but not very successful coz the skin too thick and not knead enuff.....haiz....trouble ah......
oh...today i wake up early enuff to go walk walk wif Val....hehehehe...my timing for the record is perfect.....1st time ah......hehehehehe....
me intend to try out a few other receipes for dumplings.....but ah.....forget to buy the "skin"....wat to do....DIY lor.....then of course the kneading of dough and making done by me lor.....mum cant do it...but i got limited strength so look as if a kid trying to knead dough...but not very successful coz the skin too thick and not knead enuff.....haiz....trouble ah......
oh...today i wake up early enuff to go walk walk wif Val....hehehehe...my timing for the record is perfect.....1st time ah......hehehehehe....
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
hahahaha.....duno true or not
ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
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living Fear
You're living the movie Event Horizon!
?? Which Horror Movie Are You Living ??
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Third Season
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
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and loyal to your friends but prone to
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here is the gem
! You are most Like A Sapphire !
Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
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at the
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money is superficial or superficiality equals to money?
hmmm....reading thru the chinese book when he discuss about money...the current hot topic in my life...he ask this very simple question, wic is superficial, the money or the person who used it?
his answer is very simple...he say that the pperson who used it...y?
b'coz a man should b contented when he had enuff to spend at his will without any difficulty for his self-enjoyment and for his family.But he should not flaunt his wealth to buy anything whether he like or dun like or gain his wealth thru illlegal means...that will have coz his downfall in the future.hence it is the person who used money that's superficial.
W/o money u can even step out of the house. W/o money u will not say that money is superficial b'coz it is essential for ur survival.
i agree whole-heartedly at wat he say....any currently me have no right to say that money is superficial....sob sob...me trying to attain the stage where i can spend my $$$ at will for self enjoyment.........me wanna go for holidays.........when can i find the $$$$$ to go........
his answer is very simple...he say that the pperson who used it...y?
b'coz a man should b contented when he had enuff to spend at his will without any difficulty for his self-enjoyment and for his family.But he should not flaunt his wealth to buy anything whether he like or dun like or gain his wealth thru illlegal means...that will have coz his downfall in the future.hence it is the person who used money that's superficial.
W/o money u can even step out of the house. W/o money u will not say that money is superficial b'coz it is essential for ur survival.
i agree whole-heartedly at wat he say....any currently me have no right to say that money is superficial....sob sob...me trying to attain the stage where i can spend my $$$ at will for self enjoyment.........me wanna go for holidays.........when can i find the $$$$$ to go........
Monday, May 03, 2004
Hi......Back With a NEW look!!!!!
After listening to many grumbles of my frenz and sisters, i decide to revamp my blogskin again.....hope that this time it works....whoa....finally hols liao....my econ tutor finish marking paper...he told us of the bad news...i realli thnk may not do well for that modules.....damn semester that i had.....tnk for now..i concentrate on recharging battery...wonder wat i will do next semester....hope not to bad.....
Realli hate pple ask me where is Angela.....i am not a siamese twins wif her.....i tnk i get ruffled when pple come and ask me where she is...c'mon i am not her babysitter..i dun nid to koe where she is.....she is old enuff to take care of herself...afterall she is very independent.....i duno y i get ruffled so easily...usually i dun....very temperamental these days.....i tnk i just cldnt get over the loss i tnk.....hope time do miracles again as it does tome many years ago......i realli had no wish to be bogged down by this emotional burden.....when others dun even have one....
Realli hate to be lazing ard...make me tnk of those unhappy moments that i almost forget when i am busy.....
ARhhhhhhhhhh....duno wat i am saying.......find a job...that's all i can say.....
Realli hate pple ask me where is Angela.....i am not a siamese twins wif her.....i tnk i get ruffled when pple come and ask me where she is...c'mon i am not her babysitter..i dun nid to koe where she is.....she is old enuff to take care of herself...afterall she is very independent.....i duno y i get ruffled so easily...usually i dun....very temperamental these days.....i tnk i just cldnt get over the loss i tnk.....hope time do miracles again as it does tome many years ago......i realli had no wish to be bogged down by this emotional burden.....when others dun even have one....
Realli hate to be lazing ard...make me tnk of those unhappy moments that i almost forget when i am busy.....
ARhhhhhhhhhh....duno wat i am saying.......find a job...that's all i can say.....